Chapter 300: Disciple Assembly 20
After a while, her eyes became a blur, she seemed to be walking in a fog, those people and things gradually disappeared, she looked at Ji Xuan'er, father, mother, Da Yu, ghost king, the people she loved, respected, missed, hated, all disappeared from her eyes one by one.
A voice asked, "Young man, you have so many things in your heart and you are carrying a heavy load, how can you get rid of distracting thoughts and devote yourself to the Tao?" ”
Wen Yixian didn't know whether he was in an illusion or the real world, he felt that he was standing in the fog, and shouted at the source of the voice: "Walking with a heavy load is the tempering of the cultivator, and the heart is sleepy, only then do I know that the road is difficult, if everyone throws away the responsibility they should bear and walks easily, if the path of cultivation is so easy, wouldn't everyone be able to soar without having to search up and down?" ”
The voice replied again: "Little girl, your mouth is very powerful, and she can speak well." Do you know that even if you carry a heavy burden all the way, the final moment of enlightenment is still a moment of being able to break through and be at ease? If you are attached to love and hatred in your heart, you have to let go of love and hate, if you are attached to memories in your heart, you have to forget the past, if you have killing in your heart, you have to consume the killing heart, if you have immortality in your heart, you have to accept death. If you can't break through these things all the time, then your heart will be full of demons, and you will not attain enlightenment, but you will become demons. ”
Wen Yixian paused for a moment, and wondered in her heart, yes, if the final result is that she must let go of her dazzling ears, she must give up avenging her parents, and she must look down on hatred, then why should she be persistent in the first place?
She couldn't answer for a moment. Listening to the voice again, he continued: "Let me ask you again, if Xuan'er chooses you, but wants to abandon the world, for which he regrets it for life, will you still make the same choice, insisting that he choose you between the people and you?" If you have to cause the world to bleed and ruin the lives of your parents in order to avenge your parents, this is not what you want, nor what your parents want, and they even wish that you did not avenge them, will you still insist on revenge? If you are stubborn, tolerate the growth of demons in your heart, go mad, and become enemies of the world and dazzling ears, will you still be so persistent? ”
Wen Yixian heard this, and for some reason, she suddenly remembered the rumors about her life experience, the half-demon with double pupils should not be born in the world, otherwise it will definitely bring disaster to the world.
This voice from nowhere said it, the words were earnest, the tone was certain, and it seemed that what she was attached to would be the fuse that would bring disaster in the future.
Is she really that good?
She thought, and suddenly an unprecedented sense of depression rose from her heart, as if she really shouldn't have been born in this world, she felt that she should now reach out and strangle herself, and stuff herself back into her mother's belly.
As if enchanted, her hand really reached her neck, pinching herself tightly, a feeling of suffocation came instantly, and just when she was about to lose consciousness, there was a sharp piercing sound, which shook her eardrums and hurt.
Suddenly a spirit in her heart, it was her dragon flute, and she let out a long whistle of her own accord, reminding her not to do stupid things.