Chapter 343 Do You Really Want to Know?

Zhao Yin sincerely bowed to the Guanyin elephant, and then inserted the incense in his hand into the incense burner, then slowly turned his body and glanced at Gu Qingshui, who was wearing pajamas and only a coat.

"If I rest, won't you just run for nothing?"

Listening to Zhao Yin's words, Gu Qingshui looked embarrassed and smiled slightly: "Mother, what you said, how did you know that I would come, I'm afraid you slept so late every night!" ”

"Hehehe, I'll pinch my fingers." Zhao Yin smiled lightly, and then said unhurriedly: "What's the matter, hasn't Zhaoyang come back yet?" ”

Gu Qingshui nodded: "Mother has become a fortune teller!" Seeing her ask Situ Zhaoyang, Gu Qingshui's face darkened slightly, and he seemed extremely reluctant to mention his true husband.

"Mother, you ask him what he does, he is a busy person with all kinds of opportunities, and he is still busy working outside for a while, where can he come back!" Gu Qingshui said angrily.

"Don't blame him, no matter how he says it, he is also a man, a head of a family, although now Situ's family is down, and even the home he lives in is cold and shabby, but these are just the time, he is now focused on his career, isn't this for the sake of a family? He can't always accompany you, you have to be more considerate of him, you are no longer a person now, you are a housewife, a wife, a mother, you also have to do your duty, you can't be as unreasonable as before, although you are now living in your mother's house, but you can always remember that your identity has been, no longer just the eldest lady of the Gu family, but Mrs. Situ, so you have to be tolerant and think. ”

Gu Qingshui has been listening to Zhao Yin's words since Situ Zhaoyang got married, and his ears have long been calloused and upset.

"Okay, mother, you've said these things many times, I'm not saying that what you said is unreasonable, it's just that you don't understand my difficulties at all, although I am married to him, but I feel that the two of us have always been just people from two worlds, and there is no one world at all, you don't know, two heartless people, holding the rope of marriage together, how sad and painful it is, and you can only look at it twice."

Gu Qingshui said angrily, his eyes were full of disgust and disgust.

Zhao Yin shook his head, and continued to say calmly: "But Qing Shui, you have to know that marrying a chicken and marrying a dog is a dog, since you are married to him, then the two of you are tied together for the rest of your life, no matter whether there is love between you or not, you must be together, I don't care how disgusted you are in private, but you must respect each other on the surface, in front of everyone, this is the face of two families, you have to know." ”

Gu Qingshui shook his head, a little emotionally excited, and said to her: "The so-called face is so important, I used to compromise easily, so now I am in great pain, I regret it, I regret it so much that my intestines are repentant, if it weren't for my son Situ Huxi, I would have parted ways with him a long time ago!" ”

"Smack...!" As soon as Gu Qingshui's words fell, Zhao Yin stood up and slapped her face fiercely, knocking down her excitement and excitement fiercely, and extinguishing her flames.

"Presumptuous, you dare to talk nonsense again, me! Zhao Yin was so angry that his face was pale, and his eyes were full of anger, and he said angrily to Gu Qingshui.

Gu Qingshui was silent, and the atmosphere around her instantly became lifeless, as dead as a cemetery, and it took a while for Gu Qingshui to raise her head, and there was a red mark on her white cheeks, which looked extremely embarrassed.

"If I say that again, what will you do? Hit me? He also said to kill me, then you can kill me, anyway, I am already dead, and now the person standing in front of you is just a walking corpse, a puppet who has long been disheartened, since the day I married Situ Zhaoyang, my heart has been sentenced to death, and I don't want to live like this anymore, it is better to beat me to death and give me a good time. ”

Gu Qingshui looked like he was going home, he looked at his mother intently, the resentment in his eyes had reached the boiling point, his eyes were red, and a few strands of hair fell to the side, blown messily by the wind blowing slightly from the window.

"You..., Qing Shui, in fact, how can I not know your current mood, I just regret it, I regret giving birth to you, let you go my old way again, let you repeat the same mistakes as me, take a heart-wrenching road, we women, who is not the same, we all fell on the love word, what love and what happiness, in such a social environment, women are all victims, do you know? Mother, like you, has regretted and hated all her life, but there is no way, although your father and I seem to have respected each other all our lives, there is no love between us. ”

Zhao Yin suddenly came to her sorrow, and said slowly, looking out of the dark window, and didn't look at Gu Qingshui, she turned her back, and Gu Qingshui couldn't see her expression clearly, but she could hear her voice to judge, she was very melancholy.

Gu Qingshui stood behind her and called her softly: "Mother..."

Zhao Yin was slightly silent, and did not answer her, but continued: "I have never been able to marry my beloved in my life, I know your feelings, I have struggled like you, and even committed suicide, I was much crazier than you at that time, but then I figured it out, so what can I do, in this world, love is not the norm of life, what is there to be sad about, everything does not seek smooth sailing, go smoothly, everything is only half satisfied, it is precisely because of you and your brother that I have lived bravely." , no longer to make trouble, people, if you can't see hope, just change to hope. ”

After listening to Zhao Yin's words, Gu Qingshui woke up like a dream, stood in place, and slowly calmed down.

Gu Qingshui was silent for a long time, then suddenly raised his head again, and continued to ask Zhao Yin: "Mother, I understand, you don't have to say more, I won't mess around anymore, I just want to ask you a question, I hope you can tell me one by one, otherwise I will not be able to figure it out in my life." ”

Zhao Yin took her hand and sat down on the chair next to her, her face soft and gentle, looking at her: "You said, if my mother knows, she will definitely tell you the truth." ”

Gu Qingshui nodded, and said seriously: "Okay, mother, what I want to ask is, why did He Yuwen and I divorce at the beginning, what happened here, at the beginning it was said that it was just that the marriage was delayed, but why did it become a divorce when I came back, I want to know what happened, it was you and my father's meaning, it was the marriage of the He family, I think I should have the right to know." ”

Hearing Gu Qingshui ask about this matter, Zhao Yin's face changed slightly, and even his eyes became indifferent, and he did not answer her question directly, but changed the topic, and asked rhetorically without a smile: "Why did you suddenly ask about this, did someone say something to you?" ”

"No, Mother, I just want to know the truth here, why are you still hiding it, is there really any secret that you can't tell? Why do you guys keep avoiding this question and no one wants to tell me? Gu Qingshui asked seriously, his expression was serious and serious.

Zhao Yin glanced at her and said coldly: "You really want to know so much?" I'm afraid that after you know it, you won't be able to accept this fact, and some things will be more painful if you know them. ”

Gu Qingshui said without hesitation: "I want to know." ”

Zhao Yin looked solemn and said beside her: "Okay, then I'll tell you." It was the marriage of the Gu family, and it was also the idea of your father and me. ”

"What?" Gu Qingshui listened to her words, he couldn't believe it, and looked at her dumbfounded: "Why?" Why the hell is this, you know that I like him, you know that I love him and I'm going crazy, why do you do this? ”

"How can I not know, it is precisely because of this that you can't marry him, because he doesn't love you, he doesn't have you in his heart, even if you marry him, he may not look at you squarely, let alone treat you as his wife, I don't want you to suffer this, you still don't understand, in front of a person you love, and someone who loves you, if it is a lifelong thing like marriage, it is important to choose a person who loves you loyally and unswervingly, even if you don't love him, this is your choice, it is your life. …”

Zhao Yin gently stroked Gu Qingshui's face, and said seriously and gently.

"Nope! But I'm not happy now, why, why do you choose for me? Gu Qingshui shook his head and said sadly.

Zhao Yin shook his head: "This situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at that time." It's all over, is it okay to live well? Now that you have Hu Xi, a family, and a husband, you have to live a good life, don't hold on to the past anymore, you have to start a new life, He Yuwen already has a fiancΓ©e, you also have a new life, the fate between you is over, don't think about it anymore. ”

Gu Qingshui shook his head, his heart was like a knife and he said to himself: "I know that the person he loves has been her from beginning to end, and everything is self-inflicted by me alone, isn't it..."

"She? Are you talking about Mo Xiaoxiao? Thinking of this, Zhao Yin suddenly remembered something, his face suddenly changed, he looked at her coldly, and continued to ask: "I understand, I know why you suddenly came here to look for me today, is it because Mo Xiaoxiao came to you today?" ”

Gu Qingshui nodded, looking at Zhao Yin, who was not smiling, at a loss.

Zhao Yin was very vigilant, and asked again and again, "What did she say to you again?" ”

Gu Qingshuiyun said lightly, feeling depressed: "She said that I had another secret to dissolve the marriage contract with He Yuwen, and it was not so simple. ”

Zhao Yin's face was ugly: "It turned out that it was really her, what else?" What else was said? ”