Hearing Shi Miao's question, Lu Qingshu was a little overwhelmed and also felt a sense of relief. What should have come is still coming.

raised his hand to hold her hand, but Shi Miao avoided it like a snake and scorpion.

"I want to know about Shi Lele's situation." Shi Miao looked at him with anger.

Lu Qingshu withdrew his hand and helped her fasten her seat belt, "One... I can't finish a sentence or two, so let's go home and talk about it. ”

He tried to calm himself down, but his hands trembled involuntarily. Fear, insecurity, guilt, distress, helplessness......

All sorts of thoughts came to my mind.

On the way back to Jingjingyuan, both of them were silent, and the air in the car was so thin that it was a little difficult to breathe.

When she arrived at Jingjing Garden, Shi Miao was the first to get out of the car, and then entered her villa, Lu Qingshu followed her, and when she entered the room, she looked at him coldly, and the whole person seemed to have no temperature.

"Miaomiao, I'm sorry, I ......"

"I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry, I just want to know Shi Lele's situation." Shi Miao roared, the last thing she wanted to hear was sorry.

Can sorry make up for the pain she experienced in her previous life? Can Shi Lele grow up like a normal child?

Lu Qingshu's heart was in pain, he staggered to the sofa and sat down, "Sit down and talk." ”

Shi Miao walked to him and sat down, his back stretched straight, and he was covered with thorns at the moment.

"Miaomiao, in my previous life, I went abroad to ......"

"I said, I just want to listen to Shi Lele's affairs, why have you been avoiding me and not answering me? Is it ......?"

Thinking of a possibility, Shi Miao suddenly became short of breath, if it was really what she imagined, it would be better to let her die now.

"No, don't think about it, he's good, really good."

This sentence finally eased her mood a little, Lu Qingshu got up and poured a glass of water and handed it to her: "I'm just scared, you know what you want to know the most, so you don't listen to my explanation anymore." Can I give me an explanation? ”

Shi Miao stared at him coldly, "Are you talking to me about conditions?" ”

Lu Qingshu turned around and sat on the sofa, "No, I was sorry for you in my previous life, and you just let me die now, and I didn't hesitate." ”

"Then you just say it." Shi Miao said impatiently.

"You... After leaving, I wanted Lele to live with me, but Shi Feng's brother Lele resolutely disagreed, and Lele followed Shi Feng back to the village. What kind of person is your sister-in-law, you know very well, I was worried that Lele would be bullied, so I followed after a few days. The two children who happened to see Shi Feng pressed Lele to the ground and beat him, and the child was very stubborn, gritting his teeth and staring at his eyes without saying a word. ”

Speaking of this, Shi Miao covered her mouth and cried, she hated herself for not being angry in her previous life, she couldn't grow up with him, and she couldn't shelter him from the wind and rain.

Lu Qingshu was distressed with blood, took a tissue and handed it to her, and continued: "I went over and pulled them away and said to Lele, I know you hate me, but shouldn't you take revenge if you hate me?" Do you calculate, how many years will it take from now on when you have the ability to take revenge on me? How much torture have you endured over all these years? I'm giving you a chance now, live with me, and you can take revenge on me in any way you can. The closer to me, the easier it is to get started, isn't it? Then he went back to Kyoto with me, and the two of us stayed in the villa opposite. ”

He still remembers that Shi Lele's eyes when he looked at him at that time, hatred, grievance, and unwillingness, just like the eyes that Shi Miao looked at him at the moment he died.

This look tormented him for half his life.

Shi Miao wiped her tears, "What happened later?" ”

"Later, he really started to take revenge on me. Sarcastic and sarcastic in all kinds of language, doing all kinds of things that I don't like and make me miserable. The two of us had been coming over like this until he was admitted to MIT and studied abroad. You educated him well, and although he had hatred in his heart, he still grew into a pillar. After returning home, he took over my experiments, and after a few more years, he had a very good girlfriend and got married and had children. ”

Shi Miao exhaled, he never thought that Shi Lele would live with Lu Qingshu, but there was no doubt that this was the best result.

Until he had a good life in his previous life, she was relieved. She thought, dreaming back at midnight, she would never dream of him crying and calling for his mother again.

"Miaomiao, I know I'm sorry for you, but please listen to my explanation......"

"Why didn't you tell me if you were going abroad?" Shi Miao interrupted him and asked, didn't he want to explain? Then explain the problem.

"I ...... I'm afraid you're worried, and I'd like to wait until we get our marriage license before I tell you. ”

Shi Miao suddenly laughed, and Lu Qingshu, who was laughing, was even more at a loss.

"What do you want to tell me? Did you tell me directly, you want to go abroad, let me wait for you at home? ”

Lu Qingshu clenched his fists, "Yes." ”

Shi Miao sneered when she heard this, "Lu Qingshu, what do you think of me?" A captive pet or an accessory to you? You don't have to listen to me for everything, you can just give orders, right? ”

"No, Miaomiao, not what you say."

"Then why don't you ask me for such a big thing when you go abroad? Or, you ask me directly, Shi Miao, I'm going abroad, you can wait for me! At least give me a choice! ”

"Miaomiao, I...... I...... I don't know how to explain it to you, but I have never respected you, and in my past and present lives, I have regarded you as the most important existence in my life. ”

Lu Qingshu really didn't know how to answer her question, and he was afraid that she would know that he was going abroad, and he was worried that he would abandon her. So he wanted to wait for them to get the marriage certificate and make her feel at ease before telling her about going abroad.

He never thought that she would say no, because she never said no in front of him, so he also took it for granted that Shi Miao would definitely agree to him going abroad.

But how did he explain it?

"Lu Qingshu, the previous life has passed, I don't want to talk about it anymore. I don't need you to explain, we broke up, and from then on, we didn't have anything to do with each other. ”

"Miaomiao, I...... I...... I don't know how to explain it to you, but I have never respected you, and in my past and present lives, I have regarded you as the most important existence in my life. ”

Lu Qingshu really didn't know how to answer her question, and he was afraid that she would know that he was going abroad, and he was worried that he would abandon her. So he wanted to wait for them to get the marriage certificate and make her feel at ease before telling her about going abroad.

He never thought that she would say no, because she never said no in front of him, so he also took it for granted that Shi Miao would definitely agree to him going abroad.

But how did he explain it?

"Lu Qingshu, the previous life has passed, I don't want to talk about it anymore. I don't need you to explain, we broke up, and from then on, we didn't have anything to do with each other. ”