If it weren't for this ancient era, if it wasn't for this deep palace. But in her time, she was born well, and she was a good girl, she should be very good, she can live a very chic life, and she must have her own achievements.

But in this ancient era, a good birth, good looks, and talent were only stepping stones for her to gain grace. It's just that grace is such a thing, which is inherently erratic, and today you are very favored, but tomorrow you will be like her, and become the target of everyone.

"Even if, even if the king doesn't come, but I am the only daughter of the Marquis of Lin Guofu, my father will not ignore me, and I will not ......." She was still talking to herself, as if she was saying this to Gu Xiaonuan, and as if she was asking Gu Xiaonuan, she asked her, "Are you right?" ”

She was still fantasizing, still holding the last trace of fantasy, but Gu Xiaonuan had to puncture these illusions of hers.

With a sigh, Gu Xiaonuan said, "You should know the king better than me, although his friendship with you is different and deeper, after all, he is a childhood sweetheart." However, you should know better than me that in front of Jiangshan Sheji, these children's love is nothing in the king. You should know that you ruined his big thing, which is enough for him to hate you for the rest of his life, so, do you think you still have a chance to turn over? So what do you think the king will choose between that trace of friendship and interests? ”

"I don't listen, I don't listen to ......." Concubine An covered her ears, shook her head vigorously, and covered her ears like a bell, "No, the king won't, won't ......." Although she said no, she knew better than anyone else what kind of person the king was, she just didn't want to face all this, and she didn't want to expose all this truth.

Looking at her, Gu Xiaonuan sighed and said, "As for the Marquis Lin Mansion, even if you want to interfere, but now that you are in this deep palace, I am afraid that you will not be able to do anything." ”

"I don't listen." She suddenly roared and threw herself at Gu Xiaonuan, grabbed Gu Xiaonuan and said, "You're scaring me, you're scaring me, I don't listen to ......." ”

Her scream was so loud that she trembled even when she heard it, for fear that Concubine An would be unfavorable to Gu Xiaonuan.

Gu Xiaonuan was very calm, even though Concubine An was tearing herself, she was still very calm, just looking at her quietly.

One person was talking to herself, one person was muttering, laughing and crying while talking, and finally she was tired, so she let go of Gu Xiaonuan's clothes and sat back in the corner alone.

But he was still muttering, "No, no, I won't be like that, I won't ......." ”

Gu Xiaonuan looked at Concubine An, who was secretly crying under the dim candlelight, and suddenly remembered a sentence, "If life is only as it was when I first saw it, what is the autumn wind and sad fan." Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable. ”

Suddenly, Concubine An "giggled" again, this smile was not a laugh, because it was worse than crying, her tearful voice came, "Do you know, Gong Yuyao, in fact, I really envy you, I am very envious." ”

Turning around, Gu Xiaonuan said, "Envy me?" ”

"Yes, at least you can stay by his side openly, at least you can be his queen openly, you can love him openly, and you can have affection with him. It's not like me, sneaking, hiding, even when I see him, it's like a thief, it's ridiculous to think about, it's ridiculous....... She laughed and cried and muttered.

At this moment, Gu Xiaonuan looked at her with a sour heart, but she didn't know what to say.

"Look at me, I am also the daughter of the dignified Marquis of Lin Guofu, but with such a good birth, I could have been someone else's wife openly. But because of him, he is doing things that only sluts would do, sneaking around with him, and doing things that are unseemly and disgraceful. It completely lost the face of my Lin Guohou Mansion. Thinking that I was born noble, but doing such a cheap thing, many times I am thinking, you say, why am I doing this? But come to think of it, there is only one answer, and that is to love him. ”

Gu Xiaonuan lowered her head, she knew that the person in front of her was also an affectionate person, but she was also the same as Gong Yuyao, a person whose true feelings were wrong. In the end, it's not worth it in exchange for just three words.

"It's been three years, it's been three years, I've been looking at you and him like this, loving and loving, and I'm watching from the sidelines, and my heart is not good, how many times have I wanted to go up and strangle you, but I gritted my teeth and endured it, because he told me that I was just playing with you, and one day, he would let me be his queen. Just because of this sentence, I have been waiting, waiting, but I didn't expect that this day would come. ”

Speaking of this, Concubine An laughed even harder, but the tears fell even more like beads with broken threads.

Her cry was very sad and bitter, as if she had cried out her grievances, unwillingness, pain, and resentment for so many years at this moment.

Gu Xiaonuan really sympathized with her, and looked at her in every way of feeling uncomfortable, in fact, she was also a poor person.

Concubine An also knew at this moment that in fact, when he touched the interests of the king, he would never tolerate himself no matter what, and he would definitely find a reason to get rid of himself.

It turns out that everything seems so insignificant in front of interests, and I thought I was an exception, but it was the same.

She knew that she would die sooner or later, she knew that she would never have the chance to be the queen again, and she also knew that her child would lose her mother after all.

In fact, compared to others, she knew that the queen would treat her children well. Rather than let him be raised by others, she should let the queen raise her, at least she believed that she would treat him well.

"Okay, I promise you, I won't say anything, but you also have to promise me not to hurt my child." She came with a tired voice.

Seeing her say this, Gu Xiaonuan also raised her finger and swore, "Okay, I also promise you, I can't promise him the rest, and I don't dare to promise, but I will be safe in my life, my father Yuyao promised him today, and in this life, I will protect him safely." ”

Concubine An listened to two more lines of hot tears that slipped down, which were tears of reassurance. She knows that Gong Yuyao has made a promise, once this promise is made, then her child will be safe and sound in this life, and she believes that Gong Yuyao has the ability to protect him.

Thinking of this, I feel a little funny, the person I hate the most in my life, the person I hate the most, but in the end I became the person I am most grateful to.

The person he loved, cared about the most, and hoped for the most has now become the person he hates the most.

For so many years, silently paying, silently waiting, groveling, after all, it was in vain.

That's it, at this time, she also saw many things very clearly, she knew that she was wrong after all, after all, she took the same path as the queen, she and the queen are no different, they are all chess pieces in his hands, right?

I thought I was different, but this fashion is clear, but it's just the same, what's different, where the chess pieces will be different, it's probably the same fate. It's just the difference between throwing first and throwing last.