Dr. Lu Qingshu, an internationally renowned physicist, returned to China today, Dr. Lu just won the "Wolfe" Prize in Physics a week ago, and many foreign research institutions invited him to join, but Dr. Lu chose to return to China... Dr. Lu is out...."

Shi Miao leaned on the hospital bed and watched the slender and thin man on the TV hurry. He was also followed by a woman with an elegant temperament.

A group of reporters surrounded him with guns and guns to interview him, but he didn't say a word, and his indifference and detachment all over his body were prohibitive through the TV screen.

It's been eight years, even though he is now wearing a suit and leather shoes, Lu Qingshu is still the same Lu Qingshu ——- arrogant, cold, and indifferent.

The former Lu Qingshu, although he was silent in front of her, was cared for and spoiled in every word and deed, and even such a cold person made a hot promise to her.

Because of this, she can't help herself from her love.

Because of this, she gave up her studies for him and buried her years for him.

But what is the result?

Hehe! There were other women standing next to him now.

Shi Miao's teeth were clenched, her breathing was short, and the hand holding the remote control was bruised, if those two people were in front of her now, she would definitely tear off their skins and let everyone see what kind of hypocrisy and selfishness were hidden under that glamorous appearance.

"Mom!"

The crisp boy's voice came, Shi Miao's heart tightened, immediately turned off the TV, turned his face to Lele who had just entered the door and smiled: "Put.. Learned? Ahem, ahem...."

Her body is getting worse and worse, and now she is panting for a word.

Shi Lele put down the schoolbag, reached out to hold her thin hand, frowned and said, "Why are Mom's hands so cold, I'll call a doctor." ”

Shi Miao hurriedly grabbed his little hand and tried to speak as smoothly as possible, "No need, just now.... The doctor came and I was in a normal condition. You sit down and talk to your mother. ”

Shi Lele looked worried, but he still sat obediently in front of the hospital bed. Shi Miao raised her hand and touched his head lovingly, and said with a smile: "Uncle will come over in a few days, will you follow your uncle?" ”

"No, I'm your son, you can't drive me away."

Shi Lele had worry and stubbornness on his face. Shi Miao looked at this little face, which was almost the same as Lu Qingshu's, and her heart hurt as if she was blocked by a stone.

This child not only looks like Lu Qingshu, but he is also stubborn, and he follows him ten out of ten.

Although she hates Lu Qingshu, this is the child she gave birth to with hard work, he is her life, how can she be willing to send it away? But she knew very well that her body couldn't drag on for long, and she had to plan for him in the future.

"I... Can't take care of you now, you... ..... with my uncle."

"Don't you know what life your uncle is doing? Don't you know that my aunt doesn't like me? Why do you want me to talk to my uncle? I can take care of myself, I can still take care of you, what if I'm gone? ”

The little boy of seven or eight years old had a tense little face, and his face was full of worry and anger that did not match his age. Seeing him like this, Shi Miao's heart was dripping blood.

Why didn't she know what her son said? But now she has her brother as a relative, who will the child not hand over to her brother?

Holding back the tears from falling out of her eyes, Shi Miao exhaled and said, "Okay, we'll talk about this later, you do your homework." ”

Shi Lele pursed her lips and took out her homework and wrote quietly, Shi Miao looked at him with a good eye, and seemed to see her and Lu Qingshu at the age of seven or eight years old, sitting together doing homework.

You shouldn't think about him, you can't give the child to anyone.

A wave of sleepiness came up, and Shi Miao slowly closed her eyes. Lately, she has been drowsy and spends most of the day sleeping. Actually, it's good, and the pain in my body is much less when I fall asleep.

“... Do you know how much it costs us to raise a child? You want to see people want children now, no way...."

"You don't have to say a word."

"Am I not right? Today we have to settle the score, how much he has to pay us..."

"Money money, money, you know money."

"Let me in, I'll give you as much as you want."

.......

There was a noise in his ears, Shi Miao opened his eyes and saw that his brother and sister-in-law were arguing by the door, and a thin figure was anxiously rushing in, but his sister-in-law held the door and didn't let him in.

Shi Miao looked carefully, and this person turned out to be Lu Qingshu.

How did he get here?

"Miaomiao..."

Lu Qingshu's voice was anxious and painful, Shi Miao only felt sarcastic and ridiculous, at this time, was it necessary for Lu Qingshu to pretend in front of her?

was about to open her mouth to scold him sarcastically, but when she saw her son who had no one to do her homework, she endured it for a few years before she suppressed what she wanted to say.

No matter what, Lu Qingshu is Ziyi's father. She didn't give him a complete home, and now she can't let him see his parents talking badly to each other.

She felt that her body seemed to be much lighter than before, and she knew that her life was really coming to an end, which is what people often call a return to light.

I didn't expect it to come so soon.

struggling to sit up, Shi Ziyi immediately stood up and helped her sit up. The people at the door stopped arguing when they saw her wake up, and the three of them entered the ward.

Lu Qingshu looked at her anxiously, and seemed to have a thousand words to say with his mouth open, but he didn't say a word.

Shi Miao ignored them, she was about to leave, and she didn't have time to break with him about her previous grievances. Holding Shi Lele's little hand with one hand, he stroked his head with the other and said, "Mom apologizes to you, I guess I can't grow up with you." ”

"I've grown up."

Shi Miaoxiao, her son's IQ has been higher than that of ordinary people since he was a child, and he should have guessed that she was leaving. It's okay to be able to say what you want to say to your face.

"Okay, my son has grown up, you can remember what Mommy said next."

Shi Lele nodded heavily.

"Many people say that my mother is miserable, but my mother doesn't feel it, because I have you. Mom has always been very proud to have a son like you. Birth, old age, sickness and death, you know my illness, my mother is gone, it is a relief, so don't be too sad. Although Mom can't be with you in the future, Mom will look at you in another form. ”

"Can you?"

Shi Miao smiled, and then said with certainty: "Yes".

If there are ghosts in this world, it is at a heavy price for her, she has to stay by her son's side, watch him grow up, marry and have children.

Seeing that her son seemed to believe her words, she said, "Listen to your uncle, mother doesn't ask you how much you have achieved, she just wants to be happy every day." ”

Shi Lele nodded heavily, Shi Miao reluctantly touched his cheek, and then Shi let go of his hand and fumbled for a bank card, and said to Shi Feng with a painful face: "Brother, this is my savings over the years, Ziyi will trouble you in the future." ”

Shi Feng didn't pick up, and a tall man in his thirties squatted on the ground and cried, "It's me who is incompetent, it's me who is incompetent....."

Shi Miao sighed, their family has had accidents one after another in the past few years, and the heavy blows have also made my brother breathless.

First of all, she was unmarried and pregnant, and the people in the village pointed fingers at their family. Then his parents died in a car accident, and then she had cancer and died, and now he has to leave a seven or eight-year-old child to take care of.

She has been thinking these days, their family has always been kind and tolerant, why did God be so unfair to them?

The bank card in her hand was taken away by her sister-in-law who had been standing next to her, and she looked at it again and again: "Sister, how much money is this?" ”

"Don't, don't, Miaomiao, you take the money to see a doctor, let's take care of the disease."

Shi Feng snatched the bank card and stuffed it into Shi Miao's hand, but Shi Miao held his hand tightly, "Brother, I can't see it." ”

When the cancer is terminal, the doctor has long since given up on treatment.

Shi Feng's face wrinkled together in pain, and his lips trembled and said, "Don't worry, Lele will be my own son in the future." ”

Shi Miao smiled and nodded, she believed her brother's words, but her sister-in-law .....

But she can't help it no matter how worried Ziyi's future life is, she only hates why she is sick now, and hates that she can't grow up with her son.

How difficult life can be for a fatherless and motherless child, it hurts to think about it, and I can't breathe.

"Miaomiao"

Lu Qingshu's voice came, Shi Miao raised his eyes, and saw that his always cold face was full of pain. Seeing this, she couldn't help but want to laugh, Lu Qingshu should be an actor.

Looking at her son who pursed her lips, she said, "Go out with your uncle first, and I'll have a few words with him." ”

When she is dying, those grievances, anger, and unwillingness will always let her vent.

Shi Lele didn't look at Lu Qingshu and went out with Shi Feng, and he didn't seem to be curious at all about this person who looked very similar to him.

"Miaomy."

Lu Qingshu actually squatted in front of her hospital bed, holding her hand and burying her head in tears, like a child. Feeling the dampness and heat on his hands, Shi Miao sneered again...

This man is her childhood sweetheart, and he has said many sweet words to her, and he swears by her. She once loved him and was willing to give everything.

It was also this man who ruthlessly said that he would leave, leaving her alone to face the hardships of life and the warmth and coldness of human feelings. And now that he's back, he's famous, but there's another woman standing next to him.

It's ridiculous that he is still pretending to be affectionate in front of her, a dying person, doesn't he feel disgusting?

"Miaomiao, let's go get the marriage certificate now, I will take care of you and the child in the future, and we will ask the best doctor to see you, Miaomiao... We will never be apart again. ”

Lu Qingshu's words were eager and serious, and the serious Shi Miao almost thought that what he said was true.

What should I do if I feel that life is passing by little by little, and I really hate it? Shi Miao used the last of her strength and raised her hand to give Lu Qingshu a slap.

"Lu. Green. Books, if there is a next life, I will never love you again. ”

The moment she closed her eyes, Shi Miao was thinking, she really didn't want to die, she still had a lot of things to do, she didn't watch her son grow up, she didn't find out the real cause of her parents' car accident, and she didn't take revenge on Lu Qingshu and Jiang Siyun, the dog man and woman.......

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