4. If I know that your love is deep-rooted, why should I meet you?

Sanniang sat quietly in the room, looking at the person in front of her who was exactly the same as her, thoughtfully.

After Sanniang fought Qinluo, her spiritual power was even deeper, and Sanniang in the current world could also turn into an entity in this world, and she walked around her room curiously.

"Hey, when are you guys?" Sanniang looked at Sanniang sitting on the bed with aggressive eyes.

"Sanniang has a name, this is the fifth year of Dayue."

Sanniang replied indifferently: "It's not good for you to have the same name as me, I'll tell you my previous name, my name is Zhang Xinyi." ”

Their Zhang family was originally surnamed Jindu, but later because of the private possession of weapons, they were raided, Zhang Xinyi? This name has long since fallen into the dust, who still knows that the eldest lady of the Zhang family is named Xin Yi, I'm afraid I only remember the dancing girl Sanniang of the Red Gate Pavilion, right?

"What does Xin Yi mean?" Sanniang was quite interested.

Zhang Xinyi smiled, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, his eyes were still lonely and cold as always, and he said slightly: "Sanniang, have you heard of Xinyi flowers?" ”

Sanniang shook her head: "No." ”

Zhang Xinyi talked about it and said: "Xinyi, dicotyledony, magnolia, can dissipate wind and cold and clear the nose in medicine. The key lies in the word "scattered", in ancient times, there was a boy who scattered wealth, and our Zhang family was a fortune tycoon, and he had never scattered wealth, but he asked for an auspicious fortune, and he also looked for a "scattered" word. ”

"What is ...... What is ...... Eye? "Sanniang has never heard of these terms, even You Xu has never said them.

Zhang Xinyi also sat down next to Sanniang: "You don't need to understand, since I can come here, then you can also go to my world, but at present, I don't know how I got here, and today I have a substance." What do you think is wrong? ”

Sanniang shook her head: "Recently, except for always feeling hungry, I don't think it's strange." ”

"But because of me? I will think about it carefully, and don't tell anyone about it, including ...... Especially. ”

Sanniang nodded: "Xin Yi, which world are you from, and what is your world like?" ”

Zhang Xinyi sighed that this woman was simple and too curious, and he didn't blame her for being abrupt: "There is no whale spirit in my world, that place is smoky, it's not a good place to go, if you want to go, you can go." ”

Sanniang pursed her lips: "Sanniang doesn't want to go, I want to stay by You Xu's side." ”

Zhang Xinyi looked into her eyes and asked, "Who are you?" Yuxu is not the Yuxu I know, and you...... I look the same as me, but I also love the same man. "Could it be that this is really the scene of the previous life, and the cause and effect of the previous life that the old gentleman said is true!

Sanniang was surprised: "Do you love Youxu?" Why, you haven't seen each other, I have been with You Xu for a long time, it's normal, and you ...... hard?"

Zhang Xinyi was silent, she touched herself, sachet! Sure enough, she opened the sachet, but there was nothing in it, not even medicinal herbs, it was an empty object, but it was carrying a weight and emitting the fragrance that the sachet should have, what is this? What use is there other than to let me go back to my past life.

Sanniang was a little anxious when she saw Zhang Xinyi holding the "cloth bag": "Xinyi? ”

Zhang Xinyi came back to his senses and smiled reluctantly: "What I love is my You Xu, not yours." ”

What is your Yuxu, my Yuxu? Seeing that her face was not good, Sanniang no longer asked questions, but her doubts were even worse.

"Sanniang? Are you okay, since you came back last night, you have locked yourself in your room and never come out, is it because you are not feeling well? That shouldn't be, if you're sick, I'll find out. "Youxu knocked on the door outside.

Zhang Xinyi hid behind the cabinet and motioned for her to open the door, and Sanniang nodded.

"Sanniang is here." Sanniang opened the door and saw You Xu looking at her worriedly, "You Xu, Sanniang is not sick." ”

You Xu Zai carefully looked at Sanniang's face, it was indeed okay, ruddy and colored, and when she reached her lips, she was suddenly stunned, the tips of her ears were red, and she coughed lightly: "You're fine, I'm ...... I'll go first. ”

Sanniang grabbed You Xu Yijiao to stop him from leaving: "You Xu, have you ever met ......" Zhang Xinyi realized what she was going to say, and immediately said to her in the sea of knowledge: "Don't forget what you promised me." Sanniang hesitated and finally gave up.

She didn't want to and couldn't reveal the news about Zhang Xinyi, but she wanted to ask You Xu if there was anyone in the world who looked the same as him, that is, Xin Yi didn't let it, so that's it.

"Huh?" You Xu is puzzled.

"It's nothing, what about Sanniang's sugar gourd?" She changed the subject, You Xu chuckled, and knocked Sanniang's head: "You, little ghost spirit." I'm going to urge the Li family to hurry up and send sugar gourds, what should I do if my family's three mothers are hungry to death. ”

Sanniang nodded embarrassedly, she actually wanted sugar gourds too.

After You Xu left, Zhang Xinyi came out and looked at her a little angrily: "You almost aroused his suspicions." ”

Sanniang lowered her head like a mistake.

Seeing her simply like a little white rabbit, Zhang Xinyi said helplessly: "That's it, do you still have extra clothes?" I change out of my clothes and go for a walk, maybe I'll find out. "Eye waves, all kinds of styles," by the way, which place is the most lively here? ”

"It is the West Street Market not far from here, there are many vendors, I have been to You Xu a few times before, it is very lively." Sanniang suddenly thought of something and opened her mouth, and her tone was gentle, "Are you going alone?" I'll accompany you, and I also have a care, after all, Xin Yi, you just came here, and you're not familiar with anything. Sanniang took out a set of newly made clothes from the cabinet and handed it to her.

"Thank you."

After Zhang Xinyi was replaced, his temperament still did not change, he was cold and unfeeling, and he was really eye-catching. She didn't care so much, and probably knew that maybe it was a dream, and it would be the same when she woke up, but the dream happened in another time and space.

Zhang Xinyi politely refused: "You can't appear in the same place as me, others will think you are a monster." Seeing that Sanniang was still eager to try, she couldn't help but say something heavy, "Although you are a spirit." There is something to know the sea connection. She put on her hat and opened the door to the West Street Market. After asking for directions just now, Zhang Xinyi quickly remembered it.

Sanniang watched her out of the house a little worriedly, she wanted to follow secretly, but she hesitated when she thought of what Xin Yi told her, and could only pray in her heart that she was okay.

……

"Come on, look at the skull of this new whale hunt, how beautiful, if you buy it back as an evil thing, it is really a matter of accumulating virtue and blessings for your ancestors!"

"Nonsense, your skull looks like it's a little old, don't think I don't know. Take out your old things and deceive people, you profiteers. ”

"If you don't buy it, you won't buy it, why are you scolding, let's take a look, come and take a look."

……

Zhang Xinyi walked on the street, this is a whaling bazaar, compared to the place of residence, it is extremely lively, but she likes to be quiet. This temperament is embarrassing for her, as a dancer, where can there be a quiet place? It's simply Miss Maid's life.

She came here thinking that she might be able to find what she was looking for in this mixed place.

Suddenly a gust of wind blew, and her hat was blown up, and her face was exposed in front of everyone.

Zhang Xinyi hurriedly pulled down her hat, she had no ability to protect herself here, and if she was targeted, the consequences would be unimaginable.

She looked up at the words on the platoon: Selling news, don't you have anything to know? She walked in, just as I wanted to know.

There is a scroll on the table in the store, and there are only three words on it: Zhang Xinyi. Her pupils dilated, and she grabbed the scroll to try to read it, but she was robbed, and the man was a young man with an ordinary appearance, and he said, "Who is coming?" What's the point? ”

Zhang Xinyi said patiently: "Zhang Xinyi, the dancer of the Red Gate Pavilion in Jindu, come here to buy news." ”

The man spoke with a grim face, as if he was not at all interested in the unfamiliar words she spoke, and did not question them. Say, "How many to buy?" ”

Zhang Xinyi thought for a while: "Two." "Although he is selling news, but since he can know my name before the prophet, he is definitely a capable person, and his greed is not enough to swallow elephants, how can he let himself spy too much on the things of the world?

The man nodded in satisfaction: "Then what do you want to know?" Zhang Xinyi never thought that a superior person was in front of him, and sure enough, people should not be good-looking.

"Why do I have the ability to travel through time?"

"You don't, it's providence."

In Zhang Xinyi's opinion, this is no different from not saying it, her eyes are sharp: "Little master, you can think about it and then answer." The man was expressionless and did not answer. It doesn't seem like there's anything to force out.

"Where's Youxu?"

"In time and space."

Zhang Xinyi paid the money and was about to leave, but was attracted by the man's words: "Sanniang, if you want to do it, if you don't do it, you can get it, you can't get it." ”

In time and space, I don't have the ability to travel, this is providence, what do I want to do? Don't want to do anything?

In particular, in time and space, I travel through various time periods. Who am I? Zhang Xinyi hugged her head, her head felt like it was going to explode.

"Be careful." A familiar voice came overhead. Zhang Xinyi accidentally bumped into someone. She lowered her hand and looked up to see Yu Xu, holding six or seven strings of sugar gourds wrapped in butter paper. The face is him, but the eyes are not him.

Spacetime? Splinter! She suddenly understood that this was part of Yuxu, and she smiled, sincerely.

"Girl?" You Xu saw her stunned there, a little puzzled, but he didn't pay much attention to it, and turned around to leave.

"Youxu." Zhang Xinyi murmured, how can I get you back?

You Xu felt a sudden pain in his heart, what was wrong? Could it be that Sanniang's girl misses me? Gotta go back.

Zhang Xinyi looked at his back as he left in a hurry and smiled bitterly, there is also a me in this world, that is me in the previous life, I am a fake here, how can I get back your fragments? Youxu, why don't you tell me, it's good for you to live forever, you don't need to care about me, how can it be so easy to live forever in the world?

After Zhang Xinyi figured out what was going on, she couldn't wait to return to You's house, she first contacted Sanniang in Zhihai: "Sanniang, where is You Xu?" ”

Sanniang replied: "I gave the sugar gourd and went to sea." Xin Yi, are you coming back? ”

You Xu is a whaling clan, and his duty is to hunt whales, and in this life, his neutrality lies in "bravery", his temperament is fierce, and his vitality is tenacious but he often faces crises.

In addition, this world is unusual, there are whale spirits reincarnated, and they are familiar with the world, and I don't know what unknowable things are implied, so what should I do? Zhang Xinyi frowned.

"Xinyi?" Sanniang called her in Zhihai, Zhang Xinyi came back to her senses: "I'm ready to come back, I found the answer, you ...... Wait for me. ”

She was hesitating to tell her that they were actually one, but they were completely two people, and how would she feel if she knew that You Xu, who loved her, was just a fragment of her soul? Can it be afforded?

Zhang Xinyi sped up his pace and came to Sanniang's room and drank the water handed over by Sanniang.

Sanniang looked at Zhang Xinyi's bad face and was a little worried. For some reason, she always wanted to be close to her, and she had an infinite affection for her in her heart, so she had long treated Zhang Xinyi as a sister in her heart.

"Has anything changed? What is the answer? ”

Zhang Xinyi comforted her: "It's okay, you have lived here for a long time, have you ever seen a Hakka who sells news?" Sanniang thought about it carefully and replied: "Sanniang has never seen this Hakka, do you want to go to this place?" ”

Zhang Xinyi was stunned, and sure enough, this Hakka appeared out of thin air, and he must have known that I had the answer to find.

She then asked, "Do you think there is something wrong with the people or things around you?" Feel it with your spiritual powers. ”

Sanniang nodded, closed her eyes, and exerted her spiritual power, and suddenly found that there was a strange spiritual power fluctuation on Zhang Xinyi's body in front of her, if she hadn't reminded her, she might not have noticed it, after all, she had just learned to use spiritual power. Sanniang continued to probe Zhang Xinyi's body, but was attacked by that spiritual power, she fought with it, and gradually that strange spiritual power prevailed.

Zhang Xinyi saw that her face turned pale, hurriedly supported her, and asked, "Sanniang, what's wrong?" ”

Sanniang withdrew her spiritual power, and her voice was very weak: "Xin Yi, there is a spiritual power in your body, I fought against it, and it won." ”

Zhang Xinyi was shocked, wouldn't it be that Hakka? She looked at Sanniang apologetically: "You have a good rest, you don't have to worry about this matter." ”

Sanniang suddenly burst into emotion: "Sanniang is not a waste, why do you and You Xu want me to take care of nothing, can't Sanniang do anything in your eyes?" She coughed out of excitement, and at first glance she was lacking in qi and blood.

Zhang Xinyi looked at her so distressed and funny: "No, Sanniang subdued Qin Luo alone, who dares to say that you are useless?" Rest today, and tomorrow I will ask you for help, and if you don't want to, I'll force you." ”

Sanniang knew Zhang Xinyi's kindness to comfort her, so she smiled reluctantly, nodded, and lay on the bed, but she fell asleep for a long time.

Zhang Xinyi sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Sanniang's face, thinking about what had happened one after another in the past few days, thoughtfully.

Zhang Xinyi was very tired this day, but after a few moments, he fell asleep next to Sanniang.

At the same time, in a cave, it was black and swarthy, and the smell of blood was very strong, and there were several whale skulls on the walls, which was very infiltrating.

A middle-aged man's voice came: "She's coming?" ”

The young man prostrate in front of him replied, "Yes, sir." ”

"It's good to be here, our plans have just begun. I've been waiting for you for so long, and it's finally coming. The middle-aged man smiled with a dry mouth, changed his face for a moment, and said gloomily: "You, go down, pass on my orders, and when you come, you will be captured alive, and you are not allowed to hurt her in the slightest, of course, if you are disobedient, it doesn't hurt you to teach her some lessons, understand?" ”

"Yes." The man crawled out with a roll.

Following.

Zhang Xinyi decided to try his luck again at the place where the news was sold yesterday, to be precise, looking for trouble. She hadn't been anywhere except yesterday.

This time, Sanniang also proposed to go with her, Zhang Xinyi thought about it and didn't refuse, there are many guarantees for Sanniang to be there, and I'm afraid this little girl will have to go today. As long as both of them cover their faces, there shouldn't be any major problems.

On the road.

Sanniang guessed whether she was given spiritual power on the road, and Zhang Xinyi immediately denied it: "This possibility is very small, and you also know that the whaling people are simple and simple, and they only know how to shoot cetaceans, and only survive." She was silent for a moment, "There are few outsiders, and there are not many people who can use such strange spells in this kind of seaside frontier land. There is also a possibility, in addition to Sanniang, there are other cetaceans that have transformed into humans, but the magic of this whale spiritual cultivation is afraid that it is not the same as the magic you cultivate. ”

Sanniang was surprised: "How do you say this?" Zhang Xinyi was silent and smiled. Sanniang had an epiphany, if there is evil, there must be good, we are right, and the people in the dark must be inhuman.

"Then Xinyi, can you tell me everything you think? I don't mean to snoop, I just want to share a few points for you. Sanniang pulled Zhang Xinyi's sleeve, this is what she often does to people close to her, "Sanniang is a whale spirit, and she may not know much about human feelings, but I also want to do something, after all, here, Sanniang only has two people close to you, you and You Xu." ”

Zhang Xinyi smiled, and so did she.

"Sanniang, I told you that my world is full of miasma, but there is also such a person who can dispel this darkness." Zhang Xinyi recalled the story between her and him.

"You, don't be so restrained when you come here, let go a little, the young master of the You family is really shy and tight." The young man smiled, and the people who persuaded him looked very good when he smiled, this young master of the You family is really a dazzling pearl, and the world is beautiful! is obviously an amorous appearance, but people can't be blasphemous, but can't help but respect him.

At that time, Sanniang didn't know You Xu, and You Xu didn't know Sanniang, and there was no Red Gate Pavilion in Jindu, only Sanniang, who was raided and fell into the land of fireworks.

She was not famous at that time, and it was just useless to be good-looking, many people wanted to praise her, but the price was her body, Sanniang was unwilling, offended many people, and heard a lot of pickled words, but if she didn't want to, she didn't want to.

Although she has fallen, the noble girl style still exists, but she has learned to swallow her anger, learn to be pretentious, learn to act on the spot, and become a real "dancing girl".

"Sanniang, you have to go up today, those who come today are all nobles who can't exchange your lives." Her ugly face made Sanniang sick, but she couldn't disobey her orders, even if she didn't want to. Sanniang answered and walked outside.

Maybe we should rejoice.

The ginger-red cheongsam lined her lips like Zhu Dan, cold and sad. Her back was straight, without any intention and flattery, and Sanniang only took a few steps after she walked out, but every step hit the hearts of the people present, and even You Xu had some ripples in her heart.

"Look, the most beautiful dancer here has come out, she is really a stunner, You Xiaogongzi, do you like it?"

Sanniang lowered her head and let them look at it, at this moment she was the goods that were selected, she pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, which was full of sadness and helplessness, as well as the sarcasm of these wine and meat brothers.

She was hiding her smile, but she was clearly seen by You Xu, he was very interested, originally he came here to investigate the case, but he didn't expect to meet Zhang Xinyi, the eldest lady of the Zhang family, who had just been raided and said that she had destroyed the whole house.

You Xu pointed with his hand: "It's her." "There was no ripple in the voice. The people next to him also smiled with satisfaction, this boy always has something he likes, didn't he find it?

"Yay! This is Sanniang, with excellent appearance and the identity of a son. ”

"Eh, I'm afraid I'm wrong, what is the identity of the son, how can the little dancer be the same as the little boy?"

"The villain is drunk and drunk, and the little boy is not strange."

You Xu didn't speak, and seemed to smile: "It's okay, call her over." ”

Sanniang didn't dare to look up, walked over with steps, and was picked up by the waist as soon as she approached him, Sanniang struggled, is it really going to be planted today? You Xu hugged her and walked into the box. The people around him smiled knowingly, continued to eat, and began to gossip.

After You Xu carried Sanniang into the box, he put her on the table, looking at her defensive look, You Xu thought it was very interesting.

"Zhang Xinyi?" Yush approached her face and looked at those watery eyes. Sanniang was stunned, how long has it been, how long has it been since no one called me by my real name, he, how does he know! Who is he, Sanniang raised her head and looked unkindly: "Who are you?" ”

"Who am I? The one who saved you. You Xu sat on the chair, his face was extremely handsome, with the childishness of his age and the maturity of holding everything in his hands.

"You are Sanniang, you will forget the name Zhang Xinyi in the future." He picked up the water cup and drank the tea, the mist was rising, covering his face, and there was a hazy beauty.

Yuxu swept over her slender white legs, her eyes slightly darkened, and she looked away before she knew it, as if nothing had happened.

The two confronted, if there were people, then in their eyes, it was a beautiful beauty, but it was really a pair of beautiful people.

Sanniang's ability to see people is still acceptable, she thinks this person is not simple, he said to save her, why, my Sanniang is not so valuable. She let down her guard, got down from the table on her own, sat down on the chair next to him, and looked at him with interest: "Who are you, and why are you helping me?" ”

You Xu saw her show her true temperament, and smiled slightly: "Don't continue singing?" Sanniang snorted coldly: "Childe said that he laughed, when did I ever sing?" ”

You Xu didn't embarrass her, and said slowly: "The case of the Zhang family's private possession of ordnance is true, do you have any opinions." Sanniang shook her head.

"There is no best, this is the sin committed by the Zhang family, what you suffer is the effect, there will be a cause and an effect." He smiled contemptuously, "But Zhang Xinyi, I don't care how you escaped, let me tell you, if anyone notices, do you think you still have a foothold?" ”

"Do I need you to remind me of this?" Sanniang doesn't know this, but there is no way to get out, if she leaves this willow lane, there is no way to know whether she can survive the Ming Dynasty.

You Xu tapped the table with the knuckles of his hand: "Don't worry, I'll help you because you are valuable to me." ”

"What is it worth?"

"You and me."

Sanniang was stunned, she looked at his eyes, they were very bright, what she said was true, he was serious. Sure enough, men are animals that think with their lower bodies. She scolded angrily: "Heh, Sanniang never thought that even a person like you was so dirty in his heart, do you think I would agree?" ”

You Xu laughed: "Sanniang, don't you really want me to say this on purpose?" She saw him smiling happily as if she were amused.

Turns out that didn't mean that? A little disappointment flashed in her eyes, and even she didn't notice it, her face quickly turned red, but she didn't feel anything wrong.

"What do you want me to do for you?"

"Intelligence Network."

Since that day, there has been one more scene in Jindu, the previous Xiuyuan is gone, and it is replaced by the Red Gate Pavilion.

Xiuyuan was secretly collapsed by You Xu, and the Red Gate Pavilion was the title deed bought by Sanniang for the lot. Not long ago, Sanniang stayed by the side of You Xu, the young master of the You family, almost every day, and was talked about by everyone.

"This is the first acquaintance between me and You Xu, he is kind to me, he is a master, and he is also an admirer." Zhang Xinyi looked at Sanniang, who had already listened to it, and was a little funny, thinking that this old thing seemed to have happened a long time ago, and now things are not people.

"And then?" Sanniang asked.

Later, there was no later.

They quarreled, and Sanniang fell in love with You Xu, who supported her, but You Xu never showed his intentions, and even after noticing, he slowly kept his distance from Sanniang. Sanniang also asked why, and she could feel that he loved her too.

Sanniang yelled at You Xu: "You always refuse to face the reality, You Xu, do you know that this is a coward's behavior?" ”

You Xu replied nonchalantly: "What kind of coward? I haven't faked, what I said is true, Sanniang, don't waste time on me. ”

Sanniang wiped away her tears and smiled bitterly: "Forget it, if you can face it, then I think it's a lie." ”

You Xu saw her stubborn back leaving, and slammed his fist on the table in pain, and the wooden table was smashed out of a notch, which was mixed with sawdust, and blood was soaked in it, strange and beautiful.

Why didn't I want to? I just can't.

"I remember that day I was eating and I was entangled by two people, and I followed them as if I was angry, and they held me up, and I felt as if I was going to be brought into the room, and if he hadn't come, I might have no intention of living in the world after sobering up."

You Xu saw that the woman was laughing with other men, anger surged in his heart, and he rushed up and beat the two to the ground, and the two who were beaten wanted to curse and move, but when they saw that it was the young master of the You family, they left as if apologizing.

Sanniang's body was crooked, and when she was about to fall, she was pulled by You Xu, and he threatened in her ear: "Sanniang, you are becoming more and more disobedient." Sanniangjiao laughed: "I'm obedient? What's your business? ”

"What's my business? I'll let you see what's going on with me today. He looked at the drunken Sanniang's demeanor even more, his eyes were smart, and his lips were becoming more and more seductive, he was not controlled by his heart, and kissed him as if he was going to be presumptuous, Sanniang's eyes widened, and his hand tentatively climbed up to You Xu's shoulder.

You Xu carried Sanniang into his room, he threw her on the bed, and left her alone.

Sanniang was a little lost when she left his embrace, and made a fuss: "You Xu, are you a man?" ”

You Xu covered her mouth and didn't let her continue to speak, today he has broken his vows, he can't do this, he can't have love, he can't have weakness.

"Sanniang, let me tell you a secret, are you willing to listen?" You Xu spoke softly. Sanniang nodded.

"This is a secret, Sanniang is going to rot in her stomach, and she will forget it tomorrow."

"I'm a demon tree, you know? A hundred years of essence, you can live forever, I have never absorbed essence. He looked at Sanniang, and Sanniang listened carefully, "Because I think it's dirty." Maybe you have questions, why am I the rightful young master of the You family, the real You Xu actually died as a child, and now he has already become a skeleton. I transformed into his appearance, became the young master of the You family, had the identity of a human being, and played the role of a father's child. ”

Sanniang was not surprised, in her eyes, he was him, no matter what his identity, she asked: "Then why can't you ......?"

You Xu lowered his eyes and was silent.

She was hypnotized by him and fell asleep without hearing an answer, and woke up the next day to recall, she didn't know why he didn't erase her memory, maybe he also wanted her to remember, he loved her.

The next day, You Xu left, and it was three years after he left.

"That's the story between me and him. Isn't that ironic? Zhang Xinyi sneered, she didn't care about any immortality, she also figured it out, especially if she was afraid that she would die, she wouldn't be able to find her, so it was better not to have it.

Sanniang felt otherwise, You Xu must have found a way, a way for them to be together all the time, she said: "Xin Yi, where do you think he will go?" ”

Zhang Xinyi touched her head and said lightly: "I don't know, maybe it's a dangerous place, because he's gone." ”

"What do you mean?" It's gone, it's ...... Dead?

Zhang Xinyi struggled, but finally gave up: "Sanniang, if I say that your You Xu is one of the fragments of my You Xu, will you ......" Sanniang was shocked when she heard this.

"Sanniang, don't worry, I'll talk to you slowly."