Volume 1 Chapter 152 I can't leave you anymore
"Xuan'er, it's getting late, and I'm really tired, please stop making trouble, okay?"
Yun Mufeng just wanted to appease her. But what he didn't expect was that Jin Yuxuan could pick out the bones from the eggs.
Is he annoyed by himself? Don't want to ignore yourself? It's just that he has a working relationship with Liluochen, so does he treat himself like this?
Or does he not really care about her past with Liluochen? He just buried this unchangeable unbearable thing deeply?
"Please? Since you have said that the relationship is so raw, why should I rely on you anymore and not leave? ”
Yun Mufeng listened to her more and more she said, and reached out to pull her, but she stubbornly threw her away.
"Let's get a divorce!"
Jin Yuxuan said casually in annoyance, and even she herself was taken aback. But the words have been spoken, and it is difficult to collect them.
At this time, the air in the bedroom instantly condensed, and the two of them froze each other's movements as if they were condensed in it. The air was full of different breaths, and even the breathing of the two of them became irregular.
This is the second time she has filed for divorce from him.
Jin Yuxuan's wrist suddenly ached, and he was violently dragged by Yun Mufeng to his body.
She hit him directly in the chest, and at this time, in his arms, there was no longer the warmth of the past, but instead of the coolness of the past.
"Since when did you start having this thought again?"
Jin Yuxuan lowered his head, not knowing how to answer. How could I have said such hurtful things just now? The first time I divorced Yun Mufeng, I had already been given an ideological education class by Cheng Wan'er.
She also understood that husband and wife can't easily say this sensitive word. Otherwise, no matter how stable the love is, it can't withstand a few such tosses, so that each other slowly loses the most precious sense of trust in each other, and in the end, people are scattered and people go to the empty building.
Yun Mufeng waited for a long time, but didn't wait for her answer, his panicked gaze stared sadly at her somewhat pale face, and asked painfully, "Did you have this idea a long time ago?" It seems that in the end, I still can't make it to Liluochen. ”
Jin Yuxuan was stunned when he heard this. It turned out that he had never believed it, and he didn't believe that he had no distractions about Liluochen.
She had originally intended to give in to her soft heart, but when she thought of this, she hardened again.
“…… Yes, you're right, you're right! You are satisfied with this answer! If you have a relationship with the marriage registry, you can ask them to work overtime overnight and clear the formalities for us......"
"Don't say it anymore, I don't want to hear it."
Yun Mufeng suddenly used his arms to tie her who was unscrupulously speaking ruthlessly into his arms.
He disarmed and surrendered, saying, "Wife, I'm really tired right now, and I'm feeling very unwell. Let's rest first, wait for tomorrow, and we'll talk about it tomorrow, okay? ”
"If you think that I have neglected you, misunderstood you, and wronged you today...... You can punish me as you like, except my heart, please don't hurt it, because I will love you with it......"
Yun Mufeng endured the pain in his heart. He felt the body in his arms slowly change from stiffness to softness. It wasn't until he felt that the woman in his arms would no longer make trouble, so he hugged her to the big bed.
Jin Yuxuan turned around and turned his back to Yun Mufeng. Reached out and turned off the light directly, ignoring him.
Yun Mufeng sat beside her for a long time before she took advantage of the faint moonlight to pack up the suitcase she had pulled out in the dark.
It was late at night, and Yun Mufeng was still unable to sleep while lying on the carpet, and he was a little suffocated by the overwhelming response to internal and external troubles.
Suddenly, he saw the person on the bed, slowly sat up and got out of bed, she did not turn on the light, in the cold faint moonlight, touched into the bathroom.
Moments, as the bathroom lights went out, he saw her figure walk out.
Jin Yuxuan was very sleepy, and when she passed by the people on the ground, she wanted to get around as usual, but the next moment she tripped and fell into the arms of a soft man.
"Xuan'er, it's all my fault, please don't be angry with your husband anymore, okay?"
Yun Mufeng hugged her warmly, and his voice seemed to be whispering.
"I'm not angry, you let me go......"
Jin Yuxuan was made instantly sleepy by the sudden scene. Constantly struggling in his arms.
Night is a natural barrier, and people are often a hundred times more fragile in the dark than in the light, but their actions are surprisingly bold.
"Xuan'er, you know what? I'm so scared ......."
Yun Mufeng in the dark, restraining his angry wife who is in her arms and moving in turmoil.
Fear? She could hear the uneasiness in his tone, and suddenly stopped resisting.
She asked inexplicably, "What are you afraid of?" "Scales
"Wife, I admit that the existence of Liluochen has made me feel a sense of gain and loss, and I have tried to relax. But then I found that the more I deliberately relaxed, the stronger the feeling became. ”
"I don't know when I'm so scared of Luochen that I always have the illusion that he's going to snatch you back. I've never thought about fighting with anyone, but you're my only exception, and even at the end of my life, I won't let it go. ”
"Xuan'er, I'm sorry, please forgive me for my selfishness, if I have you, even if I don't do anything, I feel like I own the whole world. If I lose you, even if it's a bright spring, I feel like there's no flower......"
Yun Mufeng's affectionate and honest treatment made Jin Yuxuan's heart shake suddenly. The original determination to ignore him collapsed in an instant. It turned out that it was because of himself that he would suffer from gains and losses.
"Mu Feng, I promise you, if you don't leave me, I will definitely depend on each other for life and death."
Jin Yuxuan felt that the restraint on his waist suddenly tightened again.
"Xuan'er, love requires two people to manage it with their hearts. You know, I'm not just someone who wants you, I want to get a real heart for you who love me. ”
Yun Mufeng suddenly sounded like a soft spring.
Wholehearted? "Mu Feng, although we haven't done the husband and wife ceremony yet, I definitely don't have half of the hypocrisy in my heart for you, I'm really ...... Loved you very much. ”
Jin Yuxuan once again said that love was like, and Yun Mufeng had already gotten used to it. For Yun Mufeng, love is a long waiting process, and the last thing he lacks is patience.
"Xuan'er, you ...... as a bodyguard?"
Jin Yuxuan's small hand covered his large hand tied around her waist.
"I'm sorry, Mu Feng, I admit this matter, it was my fault, I didn't take into account your feelings, and ran out secretly. But you should know that the last thing I want to owe him is a favor. ”
"The reason why he asked you to repay your kindness in this way must have his purpose, maybe he is not simple to you, maybe he ...... you"
Yun Mufeng still refused to agree, and asked her to continue to maintain a working relationship with Liluochen.
"Mu Feng, I don't care what his purpose is, but I'm just trying to fulfill my original promise, nothing else."
"But I couldn't convince myself. I am your husband, and I have not been generous enough to let my wife get along with her former man day and night, and she is still indifferent. ”
Yun Mufeng was sad and painful.
"Well, I respect your ideas. But if you give me some time, I will try my best to let Liluochen give me another job that I don't work with him. In this way, both the promise is fulfilled, and there will be no contact with him, do you say? ”
The golden jade swirling eyes flickered in the dark night, like a star-like light, better than the faint moonlight.
"Wife, I can't accept the way he looks at you, you work with him, I suffer every moment."
Yun Mufeng didn't dare to relax, and was always vigilant about Liluochen.
"Well, you did remind me. Indeed, he always looked at me uncomfortable, you don't know, he embarrassed me on the first day...... "She remembered the incident yesterday when she asked her to copy and write."
"What if...... If he had a love affair with you, you would ......"
Yun Mufeng finally couldn't help it, and lacked confidence to probe her reaction.
"How is that possible? As far as I know, his kind of affection has already been given to the woman who received the yellow rose he sent. ”
When Jin Yuxuan said this, his heart became inexplicably sour. She still vaguely remembered that he was holding herself that night, but his heart was thinking of another woman's name.
She sighed again, "It's a pity that the beauty is gone, and yesterday's past has become smoke." I sympathize with his deep affection, if that girl is still alive, is he a different person? ”
"Like, will he be naked-mouthed again? For example, does he always have a smile on his lips? For example......"
"Why do you care so much about him?"
Yun Mufeng's words with sadness and vinegar reverberated stiffly in the faint moonlight.
Care? How can it be? I am in harmony with him, and every time I meet him, nothing good happens. His attitude towards himself has never been a bit of a good color. If she cared about him, it was purely Ide's complaint, and she was not so merciful.
"Don't think about it, I'm just curious about him. I really don't know what a wonderful woman is, a man who makes him so proud, can be heartbroken into such a Sistic. To put it bluntly, I wanted to meet that woman. ”
"You don't have to see her, just look in the mirror and you can see a woman who is even more magical than her."
Jin Yuxuan was in doubt, and Yun Mufeng's voice remembered again. "If one day, I lose you, it will be even worse than Liluochen."
Is it his words and deeds that have been causing Mu Feng a feeling of imminent separation? Jin Yuxuan found that Yun Mufeng was becoming less and less like the person who could give others the warm sunshine before.
Could it be that it was his own piles and unbearable things that plundered and invaded the sunshine in his heart? Is he himself the culprit who makes him gradually gloomy? I guess so!
"Mu Feng, unless the sky has no eyes to take me back. Otherwise, Yun Mufeng would never lose the golden jade vortex. Because, I'm reluctant, I can't do without you. ”