Chapter 62: Lifelong Confidant

In order not to make Pei An difficult to behave, Chen Zichen promised that Pei An would leave the country and return to Chenguo.

Pei An saw that although Chen Zichen agreed to leave, he seemed to be worried about something, but what worried him was nothing more than the queen's business.

Pei An saw Chen Zichen's thoughts, so he said, "Don't worry, I was ordered to guard the queen's bedroom, and I know if there is any disturbance in the queen's bedroom." ”

Chen Zichen looked at Pei An and sighed in his heart, "Sure enough, there is no one who knows me than Pei Anye." None of his thoughts could escape Pei An's eyes.

In fact, he and Pei An haven't seen each other for almost a year, and it's rare to be able to talk happily and happily.

He knew that since Pei An knew his true identity, he had avoided himself, it was not that he had not looked for him, but he had avoided him.

Chen Zichen was thinking, probably Pei An was really angry with him, so he didn't even want to see himself. He actually wanted to say sorry to him all the time, he didn't really want to hide his identity.

It's just that he hasn't had a chance, but now that he has seen it, he mustered up a lot of courage and gritted his teeth, and Chen Zichen said the words that he couldn't say.

"Pei An, I'm sorry."

Pei An was stunned, and after a while, he slowly raised his head and looked at Chen Zichen with a bitter smile, "You don't have to say this to me." ”

Chen Zichen felt deeply guilty, he knew that Pei An really regarded himself as a confidant, and he shouldn't hide it from him, so he lowered his head Chen Zichen said, "Although I concealed my identity when I met you, my original intention of befriending you was true, I really wanted to make you a friend, and I really took you as a lifelong confidant, I was ...... It was precisely because I was afraid that you would know my identity and would not want to make me a friend, so I didn't say it. ”

Pei An's eyes flashed, and a faint sadness flashed, maybe he had spent the most difficult time alone, and he was now relieved of everything.

With a faint smile, Pei An said, "I was really sad at the beginning, but then I figured it out." Although you are the son of Chenguo, you have not done anything unkind or unjust to me, and you have not done anything that hurt me in the slightest. Probably you really treat me as a friend, so I thought, why should I be prejudiced against you because of an identity, it's just an identity. ”

Chen Zichen has always been afraid that Pei An will never pay attention to himself again and treat himself as an enemy. Or rather, he misunderstood that he approached him and befriended him in order to find out what he wanted. But now that Pei An said this, it is obvious that he still did not misunderstand himself.

The gloom and unhappiness in Chen Zichen's heart were swept away, and he said excitedly, "Yes, yes, it's great that you can think like this, although we are not from the same country, but this does not affect the friendship between us, it does not affect the fact that we can become good friends and good buddies, no matter if you are a country leaver, or what, in my Chen Zichen's heart, you will always be my best friend, and it will not be affected by external things." ”

As soon as Chen Zichen was excited, he talked more, and kept talking, as if he wanted to say all the words that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time to Pei An. It's just that Pei An looked at him, although he was constantly excited, happy like a child, but he could see a trace of caution in those excitement. It seems that he is really afraid of losing his friend, and it is obvious that he really regards himself as a friend, and not because of other reasons.

Thinking of this, Pei An felt a little relieved in his heart, and felt that it was enough to have such a friend in this life.

It's just inevitable that the two of them will eventually stand on opposite sides in the future, but what should I do at that time?

"Then, when we meet in the future, you are not the prince of Chenguo, and I am not General Pei, we are just good confidants." Pei An said slowly.

Chen Zichen's eyes lit up when he heard this, and he looked at Pei An excitedly, "You mean, you are willing to see me in the future and no longer avoid me?" ”

Pei An nodded slightly, "If you want to see it, you can come, but, be careful, don't be discovered by people who have left the country." ”

Chen Zichen was very happy at the moment, he could have experienced the feeling of being lost and regained, he thought that he had lost Pei An, a good friend, but he didn't expect Pei An to finally let go of everything, and the relationship with himself returned to the beginning.

Chen Zichen was happy like a child, smiling, smiling like a child. Pei An also looked at him and smiled slightly.

Chen Zichen thought that everything could go back to the beginning, which was really commendable. It's just that many things, although they can return to the beginning, but they only return to the way they were, but they can't return to the feeling of the beginning.

Although Pei An was relieved, he could no longer be as happy as before, every time he saw Chen Zichen come to chat with him, he told him everything in his heart, happy and sad, without any evasion. Because he knows that there is a good confidant who is willing to listen to himself, share his happiness, and drive away his sadness.

But now, when he sees him, although he is happy in his heart, there is always a trace of loss mixed with happiness. Because he knew that this friend of his would have to say goodbye to him one day, and he couldn't stay with him like this all the time.

Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory, and I am most afraid of such a gathering and parting, and parting is always sad.

Chen Zichen's personality is very cheerful, he can get along with anyone, and he is a self-acquaintance. Pei An often looked at Chen Zichen, who was carefree in the crowd, and he was thinking that he should have many friends, but he was the only friend.

Pei An is a person with great feelings, he doesn't have many friends, but once he identifies a person, he will treat him as a friend for the rest of his life, and he will go in front of that person in the face of hardships and dangers.

stayed in Pei An's house for a day, and Chen Zichen quietly left the country at night.

Chen Zichen was making a lot of noise when he was in the mansion, but this time the mansion immediately returned to quiet, so quiet that he could even hear any disturbances in the dark night.

Pei An rests during the day and is on duty in the palace at night. Chen Zichen left, the mansion was quiet, looking at the quiet mansion Pei Anxin brushed a trace of sadness, turned around and walked towards the palace.

The room was too dark for any light to be seen, and she didn't know if it was day or night outside, or how long it had been.

At the beginning, Concubine An still thought that the king would not punish herself, at most she would scare and scare herself, and when he was angry, she would come and release herself, he should remember the old love, and the friendship between the two childhood sweethearts.

But as time went by minute and second, he didn't wait for Liwang to leave, she slowly had a bad premonition, she felt that this time she was really finished, Liwang seemed to be really angry, and she was really going to fall out of favor.

She grew up with Liwang, she knows Liwang's affection better than anyone else, after all, Gong Yuyao has never let him be distracted for so many years, and she has frowned a little, and she knows his affection better than anyone else.

However, she thought that she was an exception, after all, where was her friendship with him. He is different from himself, and he will always be in favor of him, and he will always be like this, and he will be with him.

But she never thought that he would treat herself so kindly, especially when time passed by second, but when he didn't even look at herself, she knew that she was actually the same as them, there was no difference.