Chapter Ninety-Six: No More Painting
All the fears, fears, and pains are in Tongqiu's heart, but all this, everything can be turned into nothing in Lou Wangjin's sentence I just want you to live well.
She looked up at Lou Wangjin, her eyes full of sorry. I'm sorry...
Lou Wangjin touched her red and swollen eyes with pity, her gaze swept over her scratched shoulder, her eyes were full of sadness, and said, "It's not your fault, how can all this be your fault." ”
For several days in a row, Lou Wangjin was sick with a fever, and later Lou Wangshi's body was also found, and it happened that bandits were rampant in those days, so the county government quickly determined that the case was murdered by robbers for money.
Since that day, for a long time, every time Lou Wangjin saw Tongqiu, she would think of the picture when Lou Wangshi died and the night when he carried wind and rain. He still loves her, loves her gentleness and kindness, loves her talent against the world, and loves her poor background. He still felt that the Lou family was sorry for her.
But all the things of that day have become a nightmare imprinted in his heart after all, and he can always dream that his eldest brother has blood on his head and says to him: It's so cold underground, you come to accompany me.
He still loved her, but he never mentioned it in front of his father anymore about marrying her. He still loved her, but he gradually stopped going to that cramped house.
Until this day.
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Lou Wangjin raised his head from the memories and said, "You tell me why, why?" My dad is not the kind of person who would belittle you, and he knows that I was meant to be for you, and he would never be. Tell me why? Lou Wangjin said, her eyes full of disbelief.
Hitomi also shook her head, pursing her pale lips tightly. In a hurry, he pulled over a piece of rice paper, picked up a brush and hurriedly wrote: I don't know. When I woke up, he was on the ground.
After writing it, he hurriedly handed it to Lou Wangjin, but Lou Wangjin did not take the paper, and read it from afar, his eyes gradually becoming cold. slapped the paper off Hitomi's hand and said, "Do you think that my eldest brother's life is not enough to repay what the Lou family owes you?" ”
He didn't believe it at all.
He didn't understand either, it was he who felt that the Lou family owed her, and he was ashamed in his heart. But Hitomi Qiu has never thought like this, Hitomi Qiu doesn't understand the world, she doesn't understand that her paintings are so appreciated by the world, she doesn't even understand, it turns out that there is fame and glory in this world.
She simply lives in this small world, painting her favorite paintings and painting the world of her imagination. Painting itself makes her happy.
When she paints a painting that the Lou family likes and the old man, they will give them something delicious. She'll be happy.
When Lou Wangjin came to see her, she would be very happy. She doesn't hate anyone, and she doesn't know how big and complicated the outside world is.
But Lou Wangjin didn't understand all this. Lou Wangjin doesn't understand and doesn't believe it.
Hitomi picked up the pen and hurriedly wrote: Believe me. Chu Qian watched Tongqiu write, Tongqiu's handwriting was very similar to Lou Wangjin's handwriting in each painting, thinking that Tongqiu's handwriting should be taught by Lou Wangjin.
I've known each other since childhood, childhood sweethearts, but after all, one is in the water and the other is in the mud. Separated by creation, separated by fate.
Lou Wangjin turned her face away, no longer looked at Tongqiu, her hands were clenched tightly, the hem of her clothes was clenched out of deep folds, and the hatred in her eyebrows stabbed people's hearts.
With a creak, the door opened. Lou Ergongzi, Lou Wangning walked in and closed the door with his backhand.
Chu Tian felt a tight heart for Lou Wangjin and Tongqiu, but they were not surprised at all.