"But you both have feelings for each other, huh?" Zhao Meng retorted, "Just pierced that piece of paper, wouldn't it be good to understand?" Let's see if she will be so shameless to contact Qin Yang. ”

"It's not as simple as you think." Nuan Ai sighed lightly, her tone full of helplessness.

"Then tell me, what is the difficulty? How do I know if you don't say it? I'll know if you say it. Zhao Meng was puzzled, "Or is this a secret that can't be said?" ”

"It's no secret." Nuan Ai is helpless.

Deep down, she still resists saying these intimate things to her roommate.

But the people in front of her are different, her roommates treat her well, she remembers it, it's just that she was afraid of the well rope after being bitten by a snake for ten years, she was afraid, and the people she met were still like Fang Jing.

One in high school, one now.

She was really scared.

Now she is like a frightened bird, she doesn't dare to despise what is deep in her heart, she can't afford to gamble.

Zhao Meng also found the hesitation in Nuan Ai's eyes, and the embarrassment on his face, "If there is really something that can't be said, then don't say it, I originally wanted to be kind to explain you, don't fail to explain you at that time, but make you more sad, that is my sin." ”

Nuan Ai chuckled when she heard this.

Sure enough, it was someone she knew.

Anyone who hears such words will feel guilty in their hearts, and they will quickly express a wave of heart, saying that they have no extra meaning.

If you don't think about it.

But Nuan Ai knew that when Zhao Meng said such things, she really didn't want to retreat, she really wanted to listen to her heart, but really wanted to help her.

"Actually, it's not a secret, it's just that I can't get over the hurdles in my heart." Nuan Ai was stunned.

"Huh?" Zhao Meng was even more puzzled, "What do you say?" ”

"Before I met Qin Yang, or before I went to college, I had someone I liked very much, so much so that I thought about confronting my parents and wanted to give up the college entrance examination." Nuan Ai lowered her head and remembered.

"Maybe that memory is too deep, or maybe he is the first person after I know how to love. So it's always unforgettable, and I still remember the bits and pieces between us. ”

"He tried a few times before he dared to take my hand carefully, he always chatted with me in a confident and conceited tone, he was always there for me every time I was sad, he was always the one who poked me in the heart every time......"

"I once thought that he would be the only one in this life, and no one else would understand me better, and no one would like me as much as he did, and I would never like anyone else again......"

"It's just, my life is really long, and when I haven't forgotten him, I actually like someone else, you say, is this kind of me bad?"

"How can I be worthy of Qin Yang's dedication like this? How do you match it? ”

Zhao Meng, "......"

Zhao Meng didn't expect that Nuan Ai couldn't get over the hurdle that turned out to be this, she had no emotional experience, even if she learned a lot of comforting words on the Internet, it would be useless at this time.

I don't need it at all.

"You ......"

Nuan Ai turned her head and looked at Zhao Meng, who had just opened her mouth, with red eyes, "I sometimes wonder if it was the punishment given to me by God that gave me happiness at my fingertips, but it also made me suffer from the past at the same time." ”

"Otherwise, how could I not get over this hurdle? I can't forget him...... And you can't ......."