Chapter 268: Song Qingnan 1

The two of them were as excited and excited as if they had discovered a new continent, especially Guan Yanhui, who was so excited that she cried.

"Xiao Liu stays, and the rest of the people go back first, now that my sister has nothing to do, you all go back and get busy, and I will inform you if there is anything else."

Song Qinghe was also carried away by joy, but Guan Yanhui couldn't help but glare at him when she heard what Song Qinghe said.

"What are you talking about? Where will there be another time? ”

Song Qinghe also realized that the inappropriateness in the painting he had just drawn, lowered his head and smiled curtly and stopped talking, but those people were relieved when they saw Song Qingnan wake up, and then went back separately, not wanting to see Song Qinghe's jokes anymore, they were all relieved.

"Qingnan, we didn't mean to hide it from you, it's really because of ......"

Guan Yanhui just spoke, as if he wanted to say something, he had already affirmed that Song Qingnan must have recovered his memory, so she didn't try to test it, and wanted to explain directly, after all, she didn't tell Song Qingnan that it was not entirely because of selfishness, and the time when Song Qingnan lost her memory must have been the happiest time in her time.

"I know, I understand, you don't have to say much, I understand."

When Song Qingnan said this, his eyes were not only on Guan Yanhui's body, Song Qinghe was a man, who grew up slowly with the passage of time, becoming more and more mature and stable, and more and more silent.

The years seem to have smoothed out his edges and corners, and he is no longer the little thing that threw himself into Song Qingnan's arms when he was wronged when he was a child.

He has long ceased to be so expressive, and the introverted nature of men has buried himself deeply in the one-third of an acre of his mature self.

Song Qingnan woke up suddenly, it turned out that she was 31 years old, it turned out that Song Qinghe was also 25 years old, it turned out that time passed so fast, it turned out, it was.

Song Qinghe felt that Song Qingnan's gaze fell on him, but he didn't say anything, just nodded lightly at Song Qingnan, but Song Qingnan could still see the worry in his eyes, which made her feel at ease and let her know that she still had someone to worry about besides Guan Yanhui, a close friend.

This is her own brother, how can she not feel sorry for her, not worry about her, her biological brother, a blood relationship that no one can surpass.

"You all go back first, I want to be here alone and be quiet, repeating what happened before."

Song Qingnan will be a little unable to think about the previous things, after all, many things overlap a lot of times, so that she can't find the east, west, north and south, and even began to have memory disorders. What's more, these two people should have taken care of her for many days, and fatigue has already covered their faces, and at this moment, she wants the two of them to go back to rest and rest.

So Song Qingnan just woke up and started to rush people after a while, after all, they have been taking care of her for many days, even if the two of them work in shifts, I'm afraid it will be very tiring, so Song Qingnan is anxious to let them go back and rest first, he has just woken up and is very energetic, and it is not impossible to think carefully about what happened before.

Guan Yanhui was immediately unhappy when she heard this, and her displeasure was completely written on her face, but she still drove Song Qinghe back first, as for herself, she had to stay and watch Song Qingnan, and she said that she would help Song Qingnan sort out her thoughts, no matter how Song Qingnan drove people, she would not leave, and Song Qingnan had no other way but to let Guan Yanhui stay.

After all, Song Qinghe is a man, although he is her biological brother, but it is more of an inconvenience caused by gender, and Song Qinghe has been taking care of Song Qingnan for a long time these days, and he will definitely be more tired than Guan Yanhui.

Not to mention the inconvenience.

Song Qinghe's reluctance finally turned into helplessness because of Guan Yanhui's "bullying the small with the big", so he could only go back.

Guan Yanhui stayed here, watching Song Qingnan sitting on the bed alone, his eyes seemed to be in deep thought, he didn't have energy, just looked straight ahead, and didn't move, Guan Yanhui couldn't help but be a little worried.

Song Qingnan remembered her memory, she was now an orphan without parents a long, long time ago, and she was left with her biological brother who was still with her in the world, after all, the early death of her parents made her take on the responsibility of the family early, and it was not only her life burden on her shoulders, until now, maybe Song Qinghe has forgotten the faces of Song's father and Song's mother, after all, Song Qinghe was still young when Song's parents were in a car accident, and he had almost no memory.

Song Qingnan clearly remembers, remembering that year, that month, that day, that minute, that second, at the moment of their car accident, the expressions on their faces, and the reluctant attachment that Song's mother looked at her before she died, that kind of tenderness, that kind of mother, all directly knocked on her heart, directly stabbed into the most vulnerable place in her heart and made her cry.

Until now, she doesn't think about it as often as before, but occasionally when she looks at other families enjoying themselves, there will always be a sadness in her heart, the bitterness of envy that others have parents and parents, this feeling is especially strong when she worked part-time to make up tuition for herself and Song Qinghe, and she thought more than once how happy she should be if she also had her parents.

But life is always cruel, what you want, he wants you to lose, so that others have at their fingertips but you are out of reach.

She suddenly remembered Yu Song and Song Yu brothers, who were still staying in her small apartment, and her heart softened for a while.

She didn't know how these two little things lived without her, maybe their father loved them very much, or maybe their father always neglected them and didn't have time to look at them more, but whatever the result, they had spent three years without a mother.

She didn't know if these two little things had ever envied other children for having mothers, and if they had ever asked the elders in his family why they didn't have mothers.

As long as he thought of this, Song Qingnan felt a pain in his heart.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with these two little things, they don't have a mother, they want a mother, so they naturally need Song Qingnan, after all, Song Qingnan is their biological mother, in order not to frighten her, they naturally need to use this way to approach her and hide her.

Song Qingnan kept repeating this sentence in her heart, she didn't want her child to have no mother, and she would try her best to fight for custody.

Of course, she also hopes that the child will grow up slowly in a healthy family, so as to avoid their psychological distortion halfway, but if this matter is not as desperate as Yu Yanbei did at the beginning, maybe she will really choose to remarry Yu Yanbei because of the child. Of course, if Yu Yanbei hadn't done this, they would naturally not need to divorce, and her son would have grown up healthily.

She didn't want to think about Yu Yanbei's affairs too early now, after all, Yu Yanbei could only be regarded as a passerby at most in her place now, and she was the most familiar stranger.

But why, her heart is still full of complexity, sadness and sadness.

In fact, for her, it should be the same with or without Yu Yanbei, but the dense pain in his heart that cannot be ignored reminds him that things are not as simple as she thinks.

She didn't understand, and she didn't know why she thought that way.

But for her, the most important thing now is not how to think, but how to accept the memories of the past and how to live the current life better. As for Yu Yanbei, for her, this doesn't mean much anymore, after all, it was Yu Yanbei who abandoned her first.

Song Qingnan looked up at the ceiling in the sky, and tears suddenly appeared in his eyes. Visions began to blur.

Maybe this matter is not all of Yu Yanbei's responsibility fundamentally, but she still blames all the mistakes on Yu Yanbei, it's not that she wants to shirk the responsibility, she just wants to make herself clear how Yu Yanbei treated her, and then quickly clear Yu Yanbei from her psychology, no longer because he is sad and sad, or a little ripple in her heart.

Song Qingnan no longer thought about this, but thought of Yu Koi's cute, kind, lively and innocent girl.

She didn't know why Yu Koi suddenly didn't contact her, after she lost her memory, maybe she felt guilty, or maybe she was afraid that she would remember to come to Yu Yanbei when she saw her. But whatever the reason, Yu Koi plays an important role in her life, and it is an indispensable role in her life.

The girl who bloomed like a flower when he was depressed and beautifully decorated her world doesn't know what she's doing now, maybe a long, long time ago, that girl no longer remembers her, after all, her character is the most aggressive, and she remembers it quickly and forgets it quickly. But no matter what the truth is, in her eyes, that girl will always be the loveliest and kindest in the world.

Zhao Han, Zhao Han is also a poor person after all. She can't get what she wants, and she can't get what she doesn't want. She didn't know how to describe her psychology towards Zhao Han now, but what she knew must be that Zhao Han was actually an ordinary poor person who bent his waist and put out a moth for love.

Logically speaking, it was indeed she who delayed Zhao Han.

If it weren't for her, maybe Yu Yanbei would really be with Zhao Han, it's her fault, she is the extra person, she shouldn't have been involved in their lives in the first place.

Perhaps without Yu Yanbeidi's help, it would be impossible for them to get back the Song company so quickly. But whether it is or not, she feels that Zhao Han is her Song Qingnan is sorry for her, she doesn't know where Zhao Han is now, her previous Zhao Han came to say goodbye to her before she entered the operating room, in fact, Zhao Han is not to blame for this matter, it is indeed to blame her.

Song Qingnan lay on the bed and thought about this matter for a while, and finally turned his head and saw Guan Yanhui lying on the head of the bed and falling asleep at some point, Song Qingnan's eyes were full of guilt.

Yes, she just regained her memory, and she needs to sort out a lot of things, so she forgot that Guan Yanhui was still guarding her for a while.

The bruises in Guan Yanhui's eyes made her suddenly feel guilty about her, because Yu Yanbei was not the only one who still loved her around her, why did she ignore everyone around her for Yu Yanbei before?

Song Qingnan didn't wake up Guan Yanhui, she knew that her current physical condition couldn't do it at all, Guan Yanhui gently moved to the bed next to her, but she felt sorry for Guan Yanhui, but she was reluctant to wake up Guan Yanhui, she could only watch Guan Yanhui fall asleep on her stomach on the bed, she quietly got out of bed and went to the sofa to find a blanket and draped it on Guan Yanhui's body.

She suddenly sighed a little, it turns out that there are really people in this world who care about her, she is not that no one cares, she is very happy, she is happier than those people, because the people who care about her are real, real, and in the care, not those who just make up the numbers on the surface.

In fact, she should thank God, thank God for giving her such a good and happy life, except for having no parents since she was a child, she has lived a good life.

Those who gave her light, who had comforted her in the pouring rain, had made her a better person.

It should be thankful to this God, thank this God, for not letting her lose all the warmth in this world, she has a son.

Yes, what is her own son doing now?

She couldn't wait to go home.

But when she remembered her son's deception of her, she felt a little uncomfortable. But her son just wants Yu Yanbei to return to her heart as soon as possible, her son is not wrong.

Yu Song himself is silent, Song Yu is a more lively boy, but she sees some of the melancholy they show in the night.

What should she do? What could she do? What should she want to do? He didn't know.

She didn't know what else was waiting for her in this world, all she could do was stand quietly in place, waiting for the next surprise or accident in this world.

Song Qinghe was indeed very tired, but he didn't want to leave, but in the face of Guan Yanhui's gaze, he had to go.

So he stood at the bottom of the hospital for a long, long time, and finally left.

After thinking about it for a while, I still told Yu Yanbei about it.

After all, in his eyes, Yu Yanbei can be worthy of Song Qingnan, if even Yu Yanbei is not worthy of Song Qingnan, then there is really no one in this world who can be worthy of Song Qingnan. Of course, Song Qingnan is the best woman in the world, and she should have been matched by the best man in the world, but he still doesn't know who the best man in the world is.