Chapter 143: Reality

Xiao Ling looked at Xiao Ziya seriously all night, and she had seen her face under different degrees of sunlight before she could feel at ease. In this process, Xiao Ling's heart ignited infinite remorse. They could have had a longer and more extensive life, and if they had been together when Xiao Ziya first showed their love, there would have been at least two more points.

And if Xiao Ling could agree at that time, then many things would not exist later.

When Chaoyang climbed out of the window, Xiao Ling wiped away his tears, looked at Xiao Ziya's open eyes, and clasped his hands tightly: "You must wait for me, when I study the codes left by my father, I will definitely be able to save you." Good no good? ”

Xiao Ling had asked something similar, and this time Xiao Ziya also gave the same answer as last time.

"Okay."

As a result, Xiao Ziya had to give up all the work in the command center. Xiao Ziya is only silent and helpless in this regard, Xiao Ling is quite happy, she is now Xiao Ziya's wife, and she doesn't want to be too involved in the so-called national affairs, she just wants Xiao Ziya to recover well, and be able to keep that Ah Cheng in prison forever.

In order to better accompany Xiao Ziya, Xiao Ling simply moved all the research and development work to Xiao Mansion, and changed the original Xiao Ziya's study into his own laboratory, and only went to the school when he was in class. Xiao Ziya's illness alarmed almost all the hospitals and nutrition institutions in the entire capital, and every day he was sent the best quality meals and medicinal herbs suitable for his condition. In fact, most of the time, Xiao Ziya's situation is no different from that of a normal person, but he will have seizures.

From the time he was wounded on the battlefield to the time he married Xiao Ling, it took about two months before he had his first seizure. But after that, the interval between episodes gradually became shorter, the second time was a month and a half apart, and the third was only twenty days apart.

Xiao Ling no longer allowed Xiao Ziya to share a bed with her, she even forced him to lie in bed all day, while she was by his side, watching him go through all this.

Xiao Ziya was originally very irritable, as a soldier and general, he had never lost control of his body like this. But as he spent more and more time in bed, his struggle seemed to gradually dissipate, and the biggest pastime every day was to watch Xiao Ling go about his business. And Xiao Ling didn't discuss with Xiao Ziya what happened to them in order to make life look like it was going to be as usual. Only in the dead of night, watching Xiao Ziya slowly fall asleep, Xiao Ling would secretly bite the corner of his back and cry.

Xiao Ling is not afraid of difficulties, her life is full of many difficulties. But this time, there really wasn't anything she could do.

Because until now, Xiao Ling has not been able to connect that piece of code with reality at all. Xiao Ling is actually a person who thinks very highly of himself. She knew she had talent, and for a long time, the disappointment of the people around her and the perception that she was above her life really gave her the illusion that she could do anything. But if you think about it carefully, all her achievements and things she has done are probably the products of relying on some people, some things, and some backgrounds. As for herself, how much of the result of heredity or serendipitous influence is due to her efforts?

Perhaps, those achievements and achievements are just a choice.

However, now Xiao Ling couldn't use her own choices to solve the matter in front of her, she watched Xiao Ziya's body weaken day by day, and she was anxious in the face of the room of yellow paper. Her panic could be seen by anyone, Ms. Ou was the most worried, she didn't expect Xiao Ling to be able to crack what was left in the early morning.

"I know you've made great strides in the study of genetic code, and of course no one knows more about this than you do. But have you ever thought that if you can't crack these secrets, maybe someone can help you? ”

At that time, Xiao Ling was sitting in her round office, behind the desk, she looked sad and tired. Recently, Xiao Ziya's state has been getting worse and worse, and she has to appear in front of him almost every second, even if she doesn't ask for pleasure, she has to let Xiao Ling talk to him to be able to settle down. In this way, Xiao Ling could hardly do anything during the day, and only did her research at night, day and night, tirelessly.

"You think I haven't thought about it? But who do you count on to help with that? Admiral Ling? ”

Ms. Ou's words became sour: "Does he refuse? But you're his, after all... ”

Xiao Ling raised a hand and motioned for Ms. Ou not to continue: "He is the person in this country who knows Xiao Ziya's past and current situation best. If he hadn't reached out to the library, then good, he wouldn't have helped. ”

It seems that the topic will not go on at this point. The two men were silent for a while, as if neither of them had a solution to the dilemma in front of them.

Ms. Ou was reluctant to speak at this time, but she knew she had to start this difficult conversation.

"Xiao Ling, do you know, I really want to see both of you happy, because you are the best people all along. But right now," Ms. Ou boiled Xiao Ling's hands and said with difficulty, "no matter how you progress on Xiao Ziya's condition, you can't go on in paradise anymore." I need you, the command center needs you. ”

Suddenly receiving such a need, Xiao Ling frowned and was puzzled: "What happened?" ”

Ms. Ou let out a long sigh: "You know, now that Xiao Ziya is missing from the command center, all the directors who voted are under Huang Guanzhong's command. They even thought that the captured **** should be released. ”

"What!!" Xiao Ling shouted subconsciously, unable to believe his ears. In order to catch those people, Xiao Ziya almost sacrificed her entire life. All they have to do is interrogate him, and then remove the bigger information. Why not even do this? ”

Xiao Ling was furious.

Ms. Ou tried to explain everything that is happening now.

"This Ah Cheng is almost the leader of those ****. lost him, **** became a plate of loose sand, so they sent a letter asking for the return of Ah Cheng. ”

Xiao Ling's expression was serious: "And then, those idiots just agreed?" ”

"In the letter, they said that if they did not agree to their demands, they would unite all the **** to attack the capital. The command center is divided into two factions, the main battle and the main peace. Huang Guanzhong was in peace, and many people supported him, and those directors who wanted to resist were isolated and helpless, and they were gradually discouraged. I have some friendships with some of them, but now they don't have opinion leaders, so they have to compromise with Huang Guanzhong. ”

Ms. Ou's explanation shocked Xiao Ling.

"Why is it the Lord and? Wouldn't such a person's forbearance **** lead to greater violations in the future? What about Admiral Ling? He was able to agree too?? ”

Ms. Ou looked at Xiao Ling with a faint expression: "You said it yourself, this grandfather of yours is moody, and no one can know what he thinks in his head." Xiao Ling was silent: "So you want Xiao Ziya to go to the command center to vote?" But Huang Guanzhong's approach is not unreasonable. At present, no one can lead the army into battle, so they are in peace, although it is a compromise, but it is also the status quo. ”

After calming down, Xiao Ling vaguely guessed Ms. Ou's intentions: "So you want to let Xiao Ziya come forward to fight?" ”

Ms. Ou looked at Xiao Ling and blinked her eyes: "That's not the case, I hope you can come forward." ”

Xiao Ling was taken aback.

"What's going on? I thought you could see my thoughts. ”

Xiao Ling shook his hand: "I haven't done that for a long time." You want me to come forward? Why, because I'm Xiao Ziya's wife? ”

Ms. Ou said softly: "Not only that, you are also the principal of this school. If Principal Choi can become a director of the command center, then you can too. ”

"We all know it's just because you don't want to 。。。。。。"

"No, Xiao Ling," Ms. Ou interrupted her, "you should know that this is what you should have, and it was you who did a lot of things to get things on track. Without you, the 'corner' would still exist, and the girls who were supposed to be doctors and warriors would have become some wretched people in the corner. You encouraged Xiao Ziya, and you did all this. If anyone has the right to speak up, it's you. ”

Ms. Ou's words were very moving, but Xiao Ling was thinking about another thing in her heart, she couldn't hypnotize herself, everything was right, and she relied on herself to succeed.

"I just want to be by Xiao Ziya's side now, and if I can, I can continue his life in the last two games. I don't want to care about anything else. ”

When he said this, Xiao Ling didn't even dare to raise his head to look at Ms. Ou. This is the result of her thinking, she has given many times for great love, great right, great wrong, and this time, she wants to be selfish.

Ms. Ou did not answer immediately, and paused for about two minutes.

"I hope you can think about it carefully and tell Xiao Ziya about these things, which is also your responsibility."

Before leaving, Ms. Ou said to Xiao Ling: "If you don't want to, I will submit an application to become a director." But I hope it's you. ”