Almost instantly, Lu Yunjing's attitude softened, he sighed heavily, his expression forcibly endured the pity and apology for An Jin in his heart, and waved his hand to An Jin coldly: "Let you go!" ”

Seeing Lu Yunjing's attitude, An Jin's excited heart was also a little chilly at this time, she looked at Lu Yunjing fixedly, but Lu Yunjing had already turned her head and stopped paying attention to her.

An Jin nodded slowly: "Okay, very good, Lu Yunjing, that's how you see me, right, in your eyes, I'm just a useless person, I only know how to cause trouble to others all day long, and I'm still a and a with a loose nature!" ”

Lu Yunjing snorted coldly, although he didn't answer positively, there was no doubt that his attitude was a tacit look, and An Jin's agitated heart slowly sank.

Oh, yes, no matter what, he is a modern person, and Lu Yunjin is an ancient person, and there is inevitably a huge gap between the two, and this gap is largely irreconcilable.

For himself, what is Lu Yunjing, and what kind of character is he to him?

"That's right, General Lu, the little woman is just a weak woman who temporarily lives in your house for self-preservation, and for General Lu, it is a matter of course to live in your home and follow your orders."

An Jin whispered, her tone didn't look like she was talking to anyone present, she was just talking to herself, she hung her head slightly, and her expression was gloomy.

Lu Yunjing was puzzled when he heard it, he turned around and wondered, "What are you talking about?" ”

Suddenly, An Jin understood what his parents said about the concept of marriage as the right thing to come to.

A general who is used to being arrogant will be patient to understand how likely it is that he is such a civilian woman, probably in his Lu Yunjing's opinion, it is just a kind of understanding and connivance of his little daughter's behavior.

That's right, it's just considerate and although, like the owner looking at the cute little animals in his home, the owner will indulge it in many behaviors of small pets, but it definitely doesn't mean that the owner understands it.

It's like Lu Yunjing has never understood himself, and he instantly figured out this, and suddenly felt a huge sense of exhaustion filling his body and mind, and he seemed to be a huge burden to even maintain a standing posture.

An Jin held the corner of the table with one hand, and her body stood in place and shook slightly, giving people a feeling of weakness, as if she could be pushed down with just one finger.

It's so lonely, although I have gained a second life, although I have a new life, although I have a new life, I am in a new world, but no one is my friend, no one is my relatives, there is no place where I can rest when I am tired, and I don't even have a shoulder to rely on when I am tired.

An Jin raised her head suddenly, her body shook slightly, she casually dropped the picture book she was holding in her hand, and raised her hand casually: "Okay, okay, whatever you want, by the way, where did you transfer Huang Weijie, I have something to do, I have something to do, I have to see him." ”

As soon as An Jin heard that he would say such a thing, Lu Yunjing couldn't help but feel angry, and he shouted angrily: "An Jin, are you still thinking about seeing Huang Weijie at this time?" You're still thinking about him? ”

An Jin was puzzled: "Yes, he is the butler of my bookstore, and he may have copies of all my account books, and he may have records of many things I have told him, and I need them now." ”

Lu Yunjing was so angry that his chest rose one after another, but in the next second, there was a cold smile floating on his handsome face: "An Jin, who allowed you to meet other men?" Well? Is Yang Ying bad, or am I not good enough? Just ask Yang Ying about something. ”

An Jin opened his mouth, and said with a rather broken expression: "Are you kidding me Lu Yunjing, I thought you knew something just now, and now you tell me to let me ask Yang Ying?" ”

"Heh, what does she know, she just came here and burned all the original manuscripts and transcripts left by Huang Weijie to me in one fire, I want to ask her, what does she know......

An Jin waved his hand and said with great irritability: "Whatever you want, go crazy as you want, neurotic, my mother won't play with you anymore!" ”

As he spoke, An Jin got up and threw down the manuscript he was holding, and no longer paid attention to Lu Yunjing, got up and slammed the door to leave.

The attendant who followed An Jin hurriedly followed, and ordered Yang Ying by the way: "Quickly clean up this side and send it to the room of the young lady of the General's Mansion when the time comes." ”

Then he hurriedly said hello to Lu Yunjing: "General Lu, I'll follow Miss An first." ”

Lu Yunjing saw An Jin leave with such an attitude, and his own expression was not too good, he waved his hand impatiently, signaling him to deal with it himself.

An Jin ran out of the bookstore, stood at the intersection and hesitated, on the left hand side was to go to his dilapidated little home, which was almost occupied by his only relative in this world, the second uncle, and on the other side was the carriage and horse of Lu Yunjing's general's mansion that he rode when he came.

On the one hand, it symbolizes the house of freedom but poverty, and on the other hand, it symbolizes the mansion of luxury but the need to sacrifice freedom and even destroy individuality.

If it was the self in the previous life, if it was the self who had never thought about life in the past, I am afraid that I would not hesitate to choose the latter, and I would sacrifice a little senseless freedom and so-called individuality to pursue that relatively stable but rich life, and I may become a prominent general's wife in the future.

But now, An Jin's expression was extremely calm, and his eyes were unprecedentedly deep, and there was no trace of confusion to be seen.

Behind her, Lu Yunjing's entourage sent to follow her quickly followed, and she gasped slightly and said, "Miss An, are you going back to the General's Mansion?" ”

A hint of determination flashed in An Jin's eyes: "No, you can go back." ”

The attendant didn't hear clearly, and she asked, "Miss An, what did you say?" ”

An Jin repeated: "I said no, you can go back by yourself." ”

The attendant was a little stunned, and she said, "However, General Lu has said, let the villain serve you, you ...... That's what I'm talking about. ”

An Jin's expression was resolute and could not refuse: "I said, you go back now, I don't need you to serve me anymore, and I won't go back to the General's Mansion again." ”

The attendant said with a smile on his face: "Miss An, what are you talking about, if you don't go back to the General's Mansion, where else can you go?" ”

An Jin walked forward without looking back: "I will choose the life I want, no need for you to say more, you leave quickly by yourself, don't follow me anymore!" ”

The attendant followed An Jin unrelentingly, and kept persuading her: "Miss, what's wrong with you, it's just a few quarrels with the general, what does it matter, don't take it to heart, the general is just talking angry, to be honest, the general is really, such a big thing is still so angry." ”

An Jin looked at her coldly, the attendant shivered fiercely, and she still insisted: "Miss, you still don't want to be angry with the general, the little girl has served by the general's side for many years, and she understands the general's temperament, and he will definitely regret it when the time comes." ”

An Jin slammed into the squire's arms, pulled out the short blade hidden in her arms, and then took a step back sharply, put the short blade around her neck and shouted, "I said it! Hurry back and step down! Otherwise, I'll kill myself on the spot! ”

The attendant also panicked when she saw this, when had she ever seen such a posture, what woman in the world would refuse the general, if it was Zhou Xiyue, she would definitely be on the pole and chase after Lu Yunjing.

The stunned kung fu passed quickly, and after realizing the current situation in a blink of an eye, the attendant was angry and wanted to open his mouth to scold, but seeing An Jin's cold eyes and remembering what Lu Yunjing had entrusted her, her angry mood suddenly cooled down.

But Lu Yunjing also instructed her to follow An Jin to take good care of her no matter what happened, not to put her in danger, and to follow her orders to take care of her daily life.

But Lu Yunjing didn't say what she would do when An Jin gave such an order.

Obey the order and leave by yourself? But if you do that, you will definitely be scolded by Lu Yunjing when you go back, although General Lu Yunjing treats his group of secret guards very well, but no matter how good he is, there will be a distant relative in his heart, and if he pokes such a basket, it is difficult to say what Lu Yunjing will think of himself in his heart.

However, this is what An Jin said himself, according to what Lu Yunjing had instructed before: to obey An Jin's orders.

I don't listen to this kind of order.

Looking at the resolute woman with a tough expression in front of her, the attendant was also quite helpless.

In desperation, she had no choice but to nod and say, "Yes, Miss An, I'll retreat, but you put down the knife quickly, it's not good to hurt your body." ”

An Jin threatened: "You stand down!" Drive that carriage back to the General's Mansion by yourself! ”

The attendant Nuo Nuo said yes, and An Jin saw that the attendant had gone away, so he put down the short knife he was holding in his hand, and at this time her back was already wet with cold sweat, and the hand holding the knife was shaking like chaff.

The only knife she had used before this was a kitchen knife to kill chickens, An Jin put down the knife and panted, sighed in her heart, and sighed to herself: "It's good now, I'm alone under me, fortunately, I ordered Huang Weijie to deposit the silver taels sold in the bookstore to my own house some time ago, otherwise I would break with Lu Yunjing like this, and I wouldn't have a dime in my hand and I could only beg on the street when the time came." ”

"It's miserable, it's miserable."

An Jin laughed at himself as he took the knife into his arms and walked slowly towards his somewhat dilapidated little house.

After such a shocking change, An Jin cleaned up her dusty room and sat quietly at her desk, and when she landed, an ethereal feeling filled her heart.

There is an endless source of inspiration for my creation, and I have ink and paper at home, so I can start painting immediately after grinding the ink by myself.