Scenes echo in front of my eyes and brush through my mind.

I once had a beautiful vision of all this, and I once fell out with my father for him, and left the old country where I had lived for seventeen years to come to this remote place.

But now she asked herself three words in her heart, "Is it worth it?" ”

Probably, it's not worth it.

All this beauty was extinguished by a basin of cold water three days ago. That basin of cold water woke up the stupid self that had been stupid for three years. Woke up his longing for all the good, and woke up his sincere love for him.

Three days ago, she had woken up in the middle of the night after a day of drowsiness. I listened to the sound in front of the soft couch and fell asleep on one side. Seeing the sweet sound of sleeping, Ayao couldn't bear to wake her up. After all, she has been working very hard to take care of herself these days, and she is very worried about her incurable disease. Now that she finally fell asleep, she also had a good rest.

So Ah Yao didn't wake anyone up, she just put on a cloak and went out alone.

It snowed heavily that night, and Ah Yao's shoes and socks were wet with snow after she had not walked a few steps. The wind on the side plug was very cold, and the wind seemed to be able to blow into the bones, and Ah Yao walked towards the king's study with his cloak shivering.

When she woke up and saw that Liwang was not with her, she knew that he must be in the study to review the recitals. Thinking that the snow night was cold, although he couldn't do anything in the past, he could somehow put on a coat for him, and send someone to add a fire to the stove, so that the house would not be cold. At the same time, you can also persuade him to rest early, he always doesn't know how to take care of himself.

Thinking like this, Ah Yao walked towards the study, and the candle in front of the study was still on, and Ah Yao saw it from a distance.

It's strange to say that Ayao didn't meet a guard or a palace lady along the way. You must know that the king is still in the study to review the recitals, and how many people have to be left outside the study to serve the send, but there is no one tonight?

With inner doubts, Ah Yao had already walked outside the study, and was about to push the door when he suddenly heard a woman's voice from the study.

At that moment, her outstretched hand froze in the air, unable to retract or reach out for a long time.

I only heard a woman's voice from the study, "Your Majesty, the weather is getting cooler, and the snow outside is getting deeper, so the king should go back to rest earlier, it's not good to catch a cold." ”

The voice was gentle and soft, light and smart, but also very familiar.

After hearing that voice, Ah Yao's heart trembled.

She was afraid, she had never been so scared in her life, and she didn't know what she was afraid of.

But she no longer had the courage to push open the door.

Is she afraid that the love dream she is pursuing will be disillusioned and shattered? Or what? Ah Yao didn't know, anyway, she was very scared at this moment.

Gritting her teeth, she gently pushed open a little crack in the door, and through the crack she saw the woman snuggled up to the king.

In an instant, her body trembled even more, and she almost couldn't stand on her feet. The trembling at this moment was not because of the cold of the wind blowing here, but because the chill in her heart rose.

She is not someone else, but Hua Jiaoyue, who was sent by the king to serve by her side after she came to leave the country.

When she first came to leave the country, Ah Yao only brought Ah Yue and Tingyin with her, and at that time she was far away from her homeland, although she was so resolute when she left, she didn't even look back.

But when she left her homeland and arrived at this place, she began to miss her relatives in her homeland deeply. She misses her father, who has always loved her, and she misses her mother who has been chattering in her ears. She misses her second brother who will take her on a hunt on horseback and scare her own brother who is still in the jungle. In the face of the beast's frightened screams, he immediately appeared and protected himself well. And the purpose is to prevent her from following him, he is afraid that the hunt will be dangerous and hurt his sister.

At that time, Hua Jiaoyue was by her side and told herself a lot of stories, telling herself all kinds of strange things about leaving the country, amusing herself, and letting herself forget the sadness of being away from her homeland.

Over time, Princess Yao treated her like Tingyin Ah Yue. He devoted himself to her, and said everything, including the matter of leaving the king.

But she is such a trusted person, I didn't expect that she was also the pillow person who left the king.

The boy who swore that he would only marry himself in this life, after all, he had someone else by his side.

Ah Yao was trembling all over, her tears couldn't help but fall big, and she bit her lip to prevent herself from making a sound.

I could only hear the room, "Then when will we start, I heard that the situation in Qidu is now chaotic, and now as long as we join forces with neighboring countries, it is a good time to capture Qidu." "It's Hua Jiaoyue's voice.

Then he heard the king's voice follow closely, "Yes, now is a great time, but what happened to the queen?" ”

"The king can rest assured, after taking medicine for three years, even if the body is beaten with iron, he can't stand it, and the queen is already weak at this time, as long as the medicine is a little heavier, she can be unconscious."

Ah Yao only felt that his feet were weak, and he could no longer stand, so he fell down from the porch and fell into the courtyard covered with snow.

At this moment, Ah Yao was completely desperate, and tears flowed down like a broken embankment. At this moment, she realized that this man, who had exhausted all his love and loved without reservation, had never thought of having a future with her.

It turns out that everything is just a use, it turns out that everything is just an illusion, in this scene, I just took it seriously, but I took it seriously.

It turned out that his feelings were wrongly paid after all, and they were wronged after all. After so many years of infatuation, it was a mistake to pay.

My dream of yellow sorghum completely woke up at this moment, and the beautiful dream of love that I had woven was shattered after all.

This moment is called how Ayao is not sad, how not to be sad, how not to be heartbroken.

Her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, she bit her trembling lips, blood and tears and snow mixed together, and she couldn't tell what was what.

At this moment, she realized that he was just a layman like others in the world. He's not the wonderful person he thinks he's doing. He's not the high-minded man he dreamed of, he's just a layman. A layman with intrigues and a dirty heart.

It is his love that gilds his body, so that he will shine in his eyes and heart.

At this moment she was sad, she was in pain, she was remorseful, and she knew that she had made a mistake after all. She also knew that she was sorry for her father after all, and she was sorry for so many people who loved her.

Things have come to this point, if people who are not sober would have rushed in and reasoned with the king. But Ah Yao didn't, maybe it was the wind blowing in the snowy night that was extraordinarily cold, which made her brain extraordinarily clear.

At this moment, she understood that in a foreign country, if they wanted to do something to her, she would not be able to escape. At this moment, she had to pretend that she didn't know anything to escape.

She got up from the ground, she got up from the ground with her teeth gritted, she got up from the snow, she wanted to crawl to her dormitory, but she couldn't get up.

I don't know how long it took for her to climb to the dormitory, in front of the palace she was completely unconscious, she lost her last consciousness.

When Tingyin found her, she was covered with snow, and her breath was already weak. Tingyin was frightened and hugged her back, and hugged her for a long time before she recovered.

Listening to the witty sound, seeing that Ah Yao thought like this, something must have happened, so he didn't rush to pass on the imperial doctor, only asked Ah Yue to cook ginger soup, and kept pouring ginger soup for Ah Yao.

It took Ah Yao to wake up in the middle of the night, and it was almost dawn when he woke up.

It's just that in the middle of the night, Ah Yao judged the two of them, and when they saw her for the first time, they felt that Ah Yao was so strange.