Volume 1 Chapter 21 Try to help

"Xin Yu?" Ling Yan called Xin Yu's name again, still with some confusion on her face.

"Ling Yan!" Xin Yu shouted Ling Yan's name in the same way as he responded, with pity and sympathy on his face.

"How did I end up here? Did you bring me? Ling Yan asked, and Xin Yu answered truthfully.

"You're sleepwalking, I've followed all the way here. What's going on in your family this year? Will you suddenly have such mental stress this year? ”

Xin Yu still knows something about sleepwalking, which often comes from mental pressure, that is, in addition to the sadness that she can't forget, there will be some things that stimulate her. And Xin Yu can only guess in the direction of the family.

"Am I sleepwalking?" Ling Yan asked rhetorically, seemingly incredulous.

"Yes! You came all the way here, Zhang Mengmeng sent me a message, saying that you sleepwalked out of the dormitory, and I followed. Did you never know you could sleepwalk? Your family doesn't know either? ”

Ling Yan still showed a look of disbelief, and looked at Xin Yu like this, not knowing how to answer for a long time.

"And what do I do when I sleepwalk?"

So I walked all the way to the overpass, then stood for a while, wept, and then went back. You do this when you sleepwalk. Since your family doesn't know, you should have happened recently, what is your recent mental stress? ”

Xin Yu continued to ask, on the overpass at night, Xin Yu was dressed in full form, and Ling Yan was only wearing pajamas. Two people face each other.

There was no one around, and the cars under the overpass occasionally drove by, and it was in the dead of night, so maybe no one would notice the two of them!

Ling Yan was also in a state of confusion and confusion, she couldn't believe the fact that she was sleepwalking, but she also thought about her mental pressure according to what Xin Yu said.

"Did your parents have any illness this year?"

Xin Yu continued to speculate, and Ling Yan seemed to have figured out the reason quickly.

"No, the mental pressure you are talking about, maybe that's the case!"

Ling Yan began to speak, paused for a few seconds, and continued.

"Ling Yao has been better than me in her studies since she was a child, and my mother has great expectations for her, thinking that she can be admitted to a school. But after she died, my mom was also very sad. After this year's college entrance examination, my college entrance examination score only passed the second line. My mother disliked me because of this, thinking that I was inferior to Ling Yao and had failed to live up to her expectations. Let me not go home after school, the living expenses will be called on time, and I will not be allowed to go home to disturb them during the winter and summer vacations. ”

Ling Yan said it very simply, and seemed to feel very relaxed. But perhaps only she knows the pain, and this loneliness of being abandoned by her parents seems to have indirectly led to her mental pressure.

Coupled with the guilt of inadvertently killing Ling Yao when she was a child, and the blame of her parents for her at this time, she unconsciously carried too much on herself.

Xin Yu sighed, and at the same time felt pity.

Ling Yan, who looks so flirtatious and feels that her personality should be good, will have such sadness behind her.

"I'll definitely help you, I'll be sure to untie your heart. Don't worry, Ling Yan, I will always be by your side. ”

Ling Yan was silent, listening to such words, her eyes widened and she looked at Xin Yu.

"Leave it to me to figure it out, tomorrow is Friday, eh, it's already more than two o'clock in the morning on Friday, after class today, I want to find a way! Go back and sleep well. ”

Xin Yu said to Ling Yan that he had learned everything about Ling Yan today, and understood what would happen on November 5th.

The only thing that can be done now may be to untie the knot, and when it all is untied, then everything will change.

After that, Xin Yu sent Ling Yan out of the overpass, and after entering through the small door of the dormitory in Building 11, Xin Yu also left and returned to his dormitory.

Next, Xin Yu didn't sleep, thinking about what he should do tomorrow.

Perhaps, the stupidest way is to take her to a psychiatrist to temporarily treat her mental stress. And the fundamental way is to contact her parents and ask her parents to cancel her mental pressure.

Early the next morning, Xin Yu and his roommates got up one after another to go to the classroom, and Ling Yan had already arrived in the classroom, looking yawning, as if she hadn't slept well at night.

How can people who sleepwalk out in their sleep still sleep well!

Xin Yu greeted Ling Yan and sat down beside Ling Yan.

Ling Yan was silent and looked at her phone, which seemed to be a little different from her usual behavior.

Xin Yu then took his mobile phone and searched for things about sleepwalking, and the content on the Internet was richer, as if Ling Yan's sleepwalking out for a walk was just a normal thing that couldn't be more ordinary.

When someone sleepwalks, they will work overtime to complete the work. Some people will cook and eat and wash dishes when they sleepwalk, and they don't know anything when they wake up in the morning, and some people will take a taxi to a place more than ten kilometers away when they sleepwalk, and they will wake up at a loss. Of course, there are also people who kill people while sleepwalking, rob banks while sleepwalking, wake up with a lot of money around them and don't know what's going on, go out to exercise while sleepwalking, and self-harm when sleepwalking.

And if she didn't interfere, maybe Ling Yan would be the same, and when she searched for sleepwalking on the Internet a few months later, she would commit suicide while sleepwalking.

Huai Qianling and Yu Fan then came to the classroom and sat next to Xin Yu.

"Yesterday, the teacher said that our homework was written the same, and another homework was assigned, so I think the homework written this time should be different!" Yu Fan is still the same as usual, talking when they meet.

"I think, even if it's different, it's two versions. Last time I wrote Cao Cao, this time I wrote Yang Guang. Emperor Yang Guang of the Sui Dynasty is very controversial in history, but there are no more than two versions, one is a tyrant and the other is a Ming monarch who is in a hurry. ”

Huai Qianling complained and said, "I don't understand, are we studying literature or history!" Why do you have to write about historical figures? ”

"Maybe it's not important what you write, it's what you write, and at the same time, it's important to think independently and write your own opinions and evaluations. It's the same even if you write about modern characters. ”

Xin Yu also chatted with Huai Qianling and Yu Fan.

"Xin Yu, then how are you going to write? What does Emperor Yang of Sui look like in your heart? ”

"Not sure yet! I guess I should write about Emperor Yang of Sui's contributions, as well as his helplessness! Open the Grand Canal and create a scientific system. At least I don't believe in the history books, Emperor Yang of the Sui Dynasty opened the Grand Canal to enjoy the flowers. Moreover, the last years of the Sui Dynasty were not peasant uprisings, but mainly class uprisings, which, to put it bluntly, were internal struggles within the aristocratic group. So if Emperor Yang of the Sui Dynasty really abused the people's power and made the people of the whole country miserable, it is not worth believing. ”

"Then, let's write this homework together! I don't have classes in the afternoon, so let's come to our dormitory! We've done that. ”

Huai Qianling said to Xin Yu, and Xin Yu was also difficult to answer. If he had time, Xin Yu also wanted to accompany Ling Yan more.

"Okay, let's write together in the afternoon!" Ling Yan replied to this sentence, which surprised Xin Yu at the same time, and at the same time, it could be regarded as agreeing!

Friday's class was still the same as usual, with classical literature appreciation, and the teacher spoke humorously. Today, I will mainly talk about some literature of the Song Dynasty, and the teacher also recommended a bookstore near the school, where there are many classical literature books, and students can go there if they want to buy books. And the owner there is a good friend with whom he has known for many years.

"Ling Yan, I feel like I've found your danger. When we first met, I said it, do you remember? ”

Ling Yan nodded and looked at Xin Yu calmly.

"What is it? You say my life is in danger? ”

"Hmmm! It's sleepwalking, you sleepwalk while you sleep one day, and an accident happens. The accident I am talking about is this thing, I have known you for so long, and I have confirmed my hunch, in fact, this is this thing. ”

Ling Yan was also surprised, it was obvious that she had no thoughts of suicide.

And what you see on the glasses can only be an accident, sometimes think about it, Ling Yan will end her life in sleepwalking, it seems that this is also such a sad thing!

"Do I need to be treated for sleepwalking?"

"Perhaps, compared to treatment, untying your heart knot is the most important thing!"

Ling Yan was silent, it seemed that it was difficult to target such words!

"I want to inform your family about this, in fact, as long as they know about your mental stress, I think it can be solved. Moreover, your depression is also very important, if you speak these things out and get forgiveness from your parents, then I think your heart knot will also be untied. ”

Ling Yan looked at Xin Yu in shock and said, "What do you mean?" Let me tell my parents about the killing of Ling Yao? ”

"Yes! Your repression is already too severe, maybe it's good to say it. Your parents should forgive you and tell your parents about your mental condition, and I guess it's not that hard to solve! ”

"And what are you going to do?"

"I want to go and tell the instructor to find a time to call your parents and explain everything with the psychiatrist and in the presence of you and the counselor. I know it's hard for you to understand, but after three years of depression, do you want to continue it again! Your guilt for Ling Yao is actually not only what you did, but also what you have hidden from your parents for more than three years! ”

Xin Yu continued, it was difficult for him to say whether this was good or not, and even whose business it would be if something happened to him! But it's okay to discuss it with the instructor, right?

Ling Yan continued to remain silent, as if she didn't want to speak.

"What do you think your parents will do to you? I think your parents would have cherished you if they really knew about this and your pain. There is only one daughter left, so what reason is there to hate again! You tell me? ”

"I don't know, but I think you can try it, but you must not say that I want it, you just use the way to protect me and care about me, secretly tell the instructor teacher, if the instructor teacher asks, you don't say that I agree, okay?"

Xin Yu smiled bitterly and nodded, as if he understood what Ling Yan was thinking. She wants to change, but she's afraid of it.

So to deal with it in such an uninformed way, it seems that both sides are protecting themselves. The decision of Xin Yu and the counselor teacher inadvertently became the main responsibility.

After that, I continued to listen to the class, and the two classes ended at eleven o'clock. Another weekend arrived, and the students looked rejoicing.

Xin Yu didn't go with Ling Yan, but went to the counselor's teacher's office alone.

However, unexpectedly, as soon as he entered, Min Xuan and Zhang Mengmeng, the deputy squad leaders of Ling Yan's dormitory, also walked in, as if they wanted to report something. After all, one is the deputy squad leader, and the other seems to be the secretary of the Youth League or a member of the study committee.

Xin Yu carefully told the counselor teacher about those things, and Min Xuan and Zhang Mengmeng on the side also joined in, adding more in the way of roommates in the same dormitory.

The counselors are very serious and naturally concerned about the safety of students. Listening to the three of them talk about Ling Yan together, the counselor and teacher listened very carefully.

In the end, Xin Yu said her thoughts, she could call one of her parents, talk with the psychiatrist, Ling Yan herself, and the counselor and teacher to untie her knot.

The counselor said to think about it yourself, if you can, find a time, and didn't give a clear answer, but it seems that it should be okay.