"You're not living with Jues, are you?"

Jin Yuxuan was obviously blinded by his sudden gentleness. “……”

"I've been your only man throughout, right?" Seeing that she still didn't answer, Liluochen got into the carriage.

Jin Yuxuan saw her suddenly approaching, and instinctively hugged the coat he threw over earlier in his arms. "Follow...... What does it have to do with you? What about Jues? Jues, Jues......"

Jues was right outside the car, with his hands on his chest, looking like he didn't care about himself.

Jin Yuxuan secretly scolded him for not being righteous. So far, I can only face Liluochen, "Mr. Li, I heard that you are going to get married, stuff me into your car, if you let your fiancée see it......"

"I'm asking you." Li Luochen was a little displeased, and his voice was more or less reproachful.

"There is no ...... Yes! What are you doing? ”

Jin Yuxuan was halfway through his words, and was grabbed by Liluochen's wrist.

"Are you dead, Jues?" Jin Yuxuan really wanted to get out of the car and dismantle Juesi.

She was emotional, and she caused a wave of retching, which stabbed straight into the softest part of Luochen's body.

The doctor's instructions echoed in his ears. He had to admit that she was his nemesis, always making his emotions instantly out of control and calm down in an instant.

Gently stroking her back, finally in the torment, after seeing the pain of her vomiting, "Are you better?" ”

Jin Yuxuan's bloodless face was like a flawless white paper. During this time, she either went to the hospital to patronize, or vomited with gastrointestinal disorders every day, and after Liluochen finished talking to Jue Si, he was intermittently gentle, and he couldn't help but feel cold.

"I'm terminally ill, right?"

Li Luochen couldn't understand why she suddenly asked herself this.

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Jin Yuxuan acquiesced, and then put his shirt on his head and lay down on the car decadently......

Even she was taken to Huaxi Villa again, and she didn't know it.

Li Luochen was closed at home, the food was tasteless, he couldn't sleep at night, and two days later, his handsome face showed all the vicissitudes of life.

"I have stomach cancer, right?"

Jin Yuxuan asked for the nth time. Although she was coaxed by Li Luochen to take medicine to relieve morning sickness, she still vomited many times a day, and she became more and more emaciated.

I don't know what happened to Luochen, but it was wrong for her, which made her have such an illusion, "Don't think nonsense." ”

Yes? She clearly knows that when people persuade people who are seriously ill, they always use this sentence to prevaricate, which means to comfort the sick.

She grabbed Liluochen's hand suddenly, feeling that there were many things in this world that she couldn't let go. Her eyes, which were originally as bright as stars, have long since eclipsed at some point.

She was preoccupied, and was silent for a while, and her whole person was weak.

"If I die, can you help me take care of Yuge? Society is too complicated, he is still young, and it is easy to go astray......

”

She stopped suddenly, feeling sick all over, and even she thought that maybe she wouldn't survive today.

"No, I don't need you, I'm going to call Mu Feng......"

Compared with the two, the balance of trust in her heart was obviously on the side of Yun Mufeng. She no longer hesitated, hurriedly took out her mobile phone, and made a gesture to call Yun Mufeng.

Li Luochen was unhappy in her heart, and she didn't want her to have a reason to get close to Yun Mufeng again. He was not only jealous, but more importantly, he was afraid that if he was negligent, he would put her life in the hands of Yun Zhen.

"Don't make a fuss, you're not sick, you're just pregnant."

"Pregnant, pregnant?" Jin Yuxuan suddenly thought, on the snow-capped mountains of the Alps. "But, didn't the doctor say that with your body temperature at the time, the chances of me getting pregnant are extremely low?"

"But the doctor also said, just in case, the medicine he prescribes to you will not hurt the fetus."

After thinking about it for two days, he decided to let her know.

Jin Yuxuan felt like stepping into the ghost gate and being dragged into the yang world. But before she had time to rejoice, she was stunned by another bad news.

"You mean, I'm pregnant with your child?"

"Hmm." Li Luochen's serious expression, and her recent pregnancy reaction, did not allow her to believe it.

Jin Yuxuan lowered his head, touching his lower abdomen with mixed joy, and he didn't know how long he was silent. "What about you...... Want it? She suddenly ran out of ideas.

"Let's knock it out." Li Luochen felt that these three words seemed to take all his strength. This is the final decision he racked his brains and thought about it.

Hit, knock down? Jin Yuxuan never thought that he would make such a decision. It was like a thunderbolt that exploded in her ears.

"Wait for two days, your health will be better, and I will personally accompany you to have an abortion."

Seeing her silent, Liluochen thought she had acquiesced. As everyone knows, in Jin Yuxuan's heart, he is slowly accumulating grievances.

"You...... Why don't you want this child? ”

Li Luochen turned his head to look at her, "I'm about to get married, I don't want this child to mess up this wedding." Moreover, an unsound family will only create an unfortunate child. ”

"You!" Jin Yuxuan's heart was sour, but on the surface, he suddenly felt arrogant, "Okay." Since this child is so unpleasant, there is no need to wait two more days, and I will go to the hospital now. ”

"Stop." Li Luochen said coldly, helplessly blocking in front of her. "I'm sorry."

I'm sorry? Jin Yuxuan smiled bitterly, his eyes were very moist, and his vision was blurred. She took a deep breath and felt a lot clearer in her eyes.

"Mr. Li, don't you think, I'm sorry, I can't afford it? I'm afraid that in the future, I won't have the opportunity to send you the blessings of your newlywed, so I wish you a happy marriage and a full house of children today! ”

Li Luochen resisted the urge to take her in with pity. The face does not change, and the heart is already turbulent.

"Thank you. Miscarriage thing, I will make the best

The doctor will come to your home to do it for you. I assure you that it will not have the slightest effect on your future fertility. ”

Li Luochen's words had been said so clearly, so that Jin Yuxuan knew that he would not allow the existence of this child at all. And she doesn't have to pester him to death, she has to give him a child.

"Nope. It's my business, so I don't have to worry about it. ”

Liluochen saw that she was about to bypass herself and leave after she finished speaking, and suddenly her heart seemed to be hollowed out, and he reached out and hugged her in his arms.

"I've made up my mind, so I'll do it at home."

Jin Yuxuan struggled out of his arms. "I'm insecure in your house, I ...... I'm going to the hospital......" Her voice grew weaker.

"Xuan'er, Xuan'er......" The woman who picked it up from Luochen and slowly fainted before she finished speaking.

Since then, Jin Yuxuan has been like being trapped in prison, she doesn't eat or drink, and she doesn't say a word to Liluochen, but whenever she touches her lower abdomen, she feels full of sins, and she is more cruel than her executioner.

She sat on the bench in the back garden, looking at the sunset in the west, feeling that the little life in her belly was disappearing bit by bit with the sunset. If she continued like this, she thought she was going to break down like crazy.

Li Luochen had been silent, and behind her, his legs were numb.

If you can...... He suddenly threw down the unburned cigarette in his hand and walked in front of Jin Yuxuan.

"If you don't give up, I can give this child a way out." In fact, he is also reluctant.

Jin Yuxuan was not surprised by his appearance, but she still had no intention of talking to him. She felt that by now, she had nothing to say to him.

And she ignored it, but she didn't let Li Luochen give up her thoughts, "If you promise me, be the woman behind me." From now on, I will never leave this villa again, or settle abroad, and never come back, and I will leave this ......child behind."

Jin Yuxuan looked back and smiled, but there was no more charm in the past, and instead it was all self-deprecation. "Hugh, think."

"You don't have to answer me so quickly, I'll give you a night's time. If you still don't agree tomorrow, I'll arrange for someone to come and operate on me. ”

She didn't agree, and it was expected by Liluochen, but he just refused to give up, the last chance to leave his child's life.

At night, Jin Yuxuan worked all night and stayed awake all night.

It was dawn soon, and it was the shortest day of night she felt ever. She still has no appetite, and since it was the day of her surgery today, Liluochen did not force her to eat.

Head into the operating room, Li Luochen still held her unwillingly. "Xuan'er, if, if I say I'm in love with you, will you agree to the conditions I made last night?"

Jin Yuxuan seemed to suddenly hear the most ridiculous joke in the world, "giggled" only laughed silently, she thought that the child was two people, since he didn't want Luochen, why should he be entangled and give him life?

She felt that even if she still loved him, she didn't love him to the point of being so selfless. It wasn't until she was lying on the operating table that she realized she was wrong, she suddenly didn't want to lose the child, even if it cost her life, she felt it was worth it.

But at this time, she was unconscious under the effect of medicine. Because of her extreme weakness and long pregnancy, the doctors had already prepared comprehensive emergency measures in advance.

Li Luochen did not stay at the door, but had already returned to the room, sitting in the bedroom, Mu Mu in a daze. If you don't know, anyone who comes in will think he's just a statue.

The child is gone, and for Li Luochen, for the first time, he has a deep understanding of what it means to be helpless.

He felt his head hurt, it hurt. almost blew his head off, he couldn't bear it anymore, and reached out to pull the drawer under the low cabinet at the head of the bed, but found that a letter with the word "suicide note" written on it, the familiar handwriting, suddenly met his eyes, and he couldn't help but tremble.

No one thought that the night before Jin Yuxuan's abortion, he would be busy all night and write a suicide note to Yun Mufeng.

He didn't have time to read the content of the "suicide note", and his bad sense of desire made him stagger to the medical area at home......

(End of chapter)

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