Chu Tian stood up and continued, "I can't say more. Even if you ask, I can't explain it, if I say more, Qingyue will die now, and I will be punished. ”

Chu Tian walked to Zhixi's side and looked at him, Zhixi's eyes flickered but there was no fear.

Chu said: "Why don't you speak, don't you believe it?" ”

Zhixi looked back at her, there was no extra emotion on his face, and he said, "I believe it." ”

But there was sadness in his eyes that couldn't be hidden, Chu Tian avoided his gaze and continued: "This time, there was an accident, so Qingyue, that is, me, is still alive now." But I have to leave as soon as possible, you, can you understand? ”

Zhixi lowered his gaze and asked, "Then will you come back?" ”

Chu tilted his gaze to the forest and said, "This time, it won't." ”

Zhixi raised his eyes to look at Chu Tian, his eyes mixed with surprise and loss. In his opinion, Chu Tian may leave, but he will also come back as before.

A cool breeze blew, and a few leaves fell into the pavilion, looking helpless and sparse in the moonlight.

Chu Tian frowned slightly: "I know, maybe you are now, compare, care more about me." However, if you continue to care about it, it will only bring more sadness. The figure you saw in your dream may be me, maybe you saw me when you were young, but I don't have any more time here, I must go, and I must go as soon as possible. I think you understand, and I want to, and I want you to accept your feelings. Let's spend this time with respect, okay? ”

After saying this, Chu Tian was also sad in his heart. But only in this way can each other not be hurt.

Zhixi smiled bitterly for a moment, sat back on the stone bench, and said, "You can accept your feelings if you want to." He poured himself a glass of wine, and said after a moment of silence: "When I was young, my mother and I lived in the Mobei Palace all the year round, she loved freedom, and often said that she wanted to live in the mountains and forests. But she has been trapped in Mobei Palace all her life. My mother died early, and she died of illness. At that time, because the disease was contagious, the palace people did not allow me to see her. I tried all sorts of ways to escape the guards, but I couldn't get close to her bedchamber. Until she was buried, she never saw her again. ”

Zhixi exhaled a breath, and in the cool cold night, it melted into a cloud of white mist.

continued: "In those days, I wanted to see her, I wanted to be by her side, I wanted to hear her call me Xi'er, I wanted to be in her arms. I don't care if I get sick, I don't care how long I can live, the huge palace is like a dungeon, brick by brick, cold as snow, shouting, there is no response, only loneliness. There, my mother was the only important person to me. ”

At the end of the sentence, Zhixi's voice trembled slightly, and his eyes flickered.

Chu Tian felt distressed, but he could only remain silent.

Zhixi smiled lightly, wanted to hide the sadness in his eyes, and continued: "I often think that if I am now, I can go back to that time. I will definitely do my best to take my mother to escape, go to the small bridges and flowing waters, no one in the mountains, and accompany her in her last time. Do you understand? Whatever the outcome, I just want to cherish the time I have. ”

Such a person, his heart is as clear as a cloud, but he is as lonely as a cliff. If you think about someone, you won't look back. Some thoughts, over the years, will only become more and more stubborn.

Chu Tian met the pool of gentle eyes, felt sad in his heart, and shook his head.