The secret of the photo
Ji Yunzi went back to the room and changed out of his pajamas, sat at the dining table and looked at the two boys in front of him, how did he feel that he didn't look like anything except his nose and mouth? Li Yanan gives people the feeling of being clean and comfortable, and Lin Shuyi's name sounds like a humble gentleman, but his expression is arrogant.
"Brother, Sister Ziran is also here."
Li Yan'an put the lotus root soup on the table, "What's wrong?" ”
"No, I saw her on the plane back the other day."
Ji Yunzi heard the name Ziran from the people around Li Yan'an for the first time, if Ji Yunzi didn't guess wrong, it should be Li Yan'an's ex-girlfriend, the person in the photo frame, Li Yan'an's lover for many years.
Ji Yunzi took a sip of soup, and finally couldn't help the urgency in her heart, "Who is Sister Ziran?" ”
Ji Yunzi's tone was very light, and the corners of her mouth were still smiling-Li Yan'an felt that he had never seen her smile more than in the past two days, and his eyes were full of anticipation when he looked at Li Yan'an and Lin Shuyi.
Lin Shuyi lowered his head and took a big bite of rice, "Brother, I haven't seen you cook for a long time, so I'll rub it more in the future." ”
Li Yanan looked at Ji Yunzi, and his answer was also very straightforward, "Ex-girlfriend." ”
"She's from Beijing?"
"Yes, but she's in City C these last few days."
"Coming to you?"
Lin Shuyi sandwiched a chicken wing in Li Yan'an's bowl, "Brother, when will you go home and cook for your parents." ”
"She's coming to work."
Ji Yunzi nodded and didn't continue to ask, "Your Coke chicken wings are much tastier than what I made." ”
"Why don't you try to come over and cook whenever you want?"
"Forget about my dark dishes."
Lin Shuyi said softly: "It's rare to hear something a little self-aware." ”
Ji Yunzi smiled angrily, "Brother, how old are you?" ”
Lin Shuyi was so choked by this salutation that he couldn't speak, and Li Yanan laughed next to him so much that his stomach hurt, "He is two years younger than you." ”
"Brother, where do you study?" Ji Yunzi looked at Lin Shuyi's reddening face and smiled proudly.
"Why should I tell you, you didn't tell me when I asked you before!"
Ji Yunzi continued to laugh, smiling a little treacherously, "I'll tell you when I call my sister." ”
Lin Shuyi continued to make steamed buns and rice.
After lunch, Lin Shuyi was assigned to wash the dishes in the kitchen and left, saying that he was going to the basketball hall, and did not forget to repeat again before leaving, "Brother, you have to come back in the evening." ”
Only Ji Yunzi and Li Yan'an were left in the house, Ji Yunzi changed into a jasmine green chiffon shirt and light-colored wide-legged jeans, the twenty-one girl's facial features have grown, her height is also more than one meter seven, and the whole person's temperament is both sexy and fresh.
Ji Yunzi turned out his guitar, sat on the carpet and began to play, "I'll go to work in the ancient town tonight, what song will I sing?" Ji Yunzi looked up at Li Yan'an, "I'm a little nervous." ”
"Haven't you been on stage so many times?"
"But this time the environment is very different."
Li Yanan sat on the edge of the sofa and looked at Ji Yunzi seriously, "How different?" ”
"Nothing is different? Except for the thing, it's still the same thing, but the people around me have changed a lot, and the heart has completely changed. ”
"For the better or for the worse?"
"It's good, it's bad."
"Which one is more?"
"Okay."
"Why?"
"Because I like ...... You can help me think of a song. Ji Yunzi gave Li Yan'an a bunch of song lists that he had sung.
Li Yan'an rummaged through a few pieces of crumpled paper, and the front and back of five or six sheets of paper were densely written with different song titles.
"Once Upon a Time."
Ji Yunzi agreed, took back her song list and put it in her bag, and began to continue playing the guitar, her eyes were fixed on Li Yan'an when she sang, and Li Yan'an also laughed along with her singing, his laughter floated softly in the air like the catkins of March.
"Why isn't Lin Shuyi in that photo of yours?" Ji Yunzi finished singing and asked, pointing to the family photo on the shelf.
"Because he wasn't born yet."
Ji Yunzi felt that he might be a little stupid because of this true answer.
"Why don't you put a picture again?"
"Never shot again?"
Ji Yunzi plucked the strings twice, it was a very nice melody, she lowered her head and looked at her fingers, and suddenly lost the smile that had lasted all morning, her voice was very soft and even trembling, "Why?" ”
"Because my father had passed away, when I was five years old."
Ji Yunzi raised her head and continued to look at him, her brows furrowed again.
"When I was a child, I actually had a bad time, my father was still able to get by when he wasn't sick, and then when he got sick, the family had no income, and my mother didn't work hard, but she was still very strong and took me through those days."
Ji Yunzi's eyes stared at Li Yan'an firmly, "How did you spend those days?" ”
"I eat half a bowl of porridge every day, and I can eat half a bowl of meat with my mother a week, and all the money I saved is used to buy medicine for my father."
"Do you still miss it often?"
"I miss it every day. At that time, although I didn't have much to eat, my home was very complete, it was not lacking in love at all, my mother would sleep with me every day, and my father would tell me stories when he was better, and he would teach me many things, and his stories would never be repeated. That picture was taken a month before he died, and I often felt like he was leaving before he finished his story, and I used to think that I would grow up listening to one story a day, and then one day proudly tell others the stories I had heard the most. When Li Yanan talked about the past, he seemed to be telling the most beautiful thing, with tears in his eyes, but he smiled so heartily.
"Later, my mother soon married Lin Shuyi's father, and they had Lin Shuyi's child. I used to resent my mother, and although I knew there was nothing wrong with her, I still started to distance myself from her, and I chose to stay in school, from elementary school to high school, and to Beijing for college. ”
"And now? Do you still hate? ”
"I don't hate it for a long time, Lin Shuyi grew up in junior high school, he always followed me, and I slowly understood my mother, and later continued to board because of the closed management of the school. But I didn't like the current home, and I met my stepfather to say hello, in fact, I could feel that he wanted to communicate with me, but I avoided it. ”
Ji Yunzi nodded, she hugged her knees and buried her head between her knees, "I still envy you, Li Yan'an." I have never heard my father tell me stories, I see him no more than three times a year, he only bought me a birthday cake once, and spent half a day with me, the cake has nothing but a thin layer of white cream, no fruit and no flowers, but it is the best cake I have eaten in the past twenty years, I hate him and miss him, I have not seen him once in the past year, I am afraid that he will completely disappear from my world. ”
When Ji Yunzi said these words, the more she spoke, the more choked she became, and after saying the last sentence, she couldn't cry anymore, she hugged her knees tightly, and some tears dripped on the carpet, "I'm sorry, I'm always like this, I thought I could be brave enough to say these words, but I still can't control my emotions, I'm sorry." ”
Li Yanan also sat on the carpet and gently hugged the girl's trembling body, "It's okay, someone will love you." ”