Chen Xi, let's break up.

Break up, Chen Xi.

After six years, Chen Enci still remembers Qin Xiao's tone when he said these two sentences at that time.

Calm.

Gentle.

Ha.

You see, it's been six years.

She hadn't forgotten that everything seemed to have happened yesterday.

Chen Enci chuckled, raised his glass, and drank the rest of the red wine.

She poured herself another glass, she had just remembered that time six years ago, she had drunk a lot, and now that the wine was getting stronger, she didn't bother to spill it on her hands, soaking the band-aids on her fingertips.

She pulled a tissue, sucked up the Band-Aid, and smiled brightly.

You say, what kind of person he is.

When you are kind to her, you want her life.

When she was abandoned, chronic cost her life.

yes, chronic ......

Chen Enci slowly took a sip of wine, lifted her eyelids and looked at the glass in front of her, and there were thousands of lights outside the window, but she seemed to see the young girl who was sitting alone in the garden community many years ago.

When she first broke up, she was not so sad, she rushed from Shanghai to Shenzhen, and what she got was a scolding from the agent at that time and a refrigeration period of up to half a year.

At that time, she had some savings, lost her love and lost her job, and she would not end up miserable, she returned to Beijing, rented a small apartment in the Fifth Ring Road, and began to adapt to the life of living alone.

For the first month, she didn't feel much of it.

In the second month, Beijing changed seasons, she caught a cold, lying on the bed with a high fever, when no one cared, she somehow thought of him, she was probably burned and confused, stumbled out of bed, opened the door, touched the doorknob for a long time, and did not find the white plastic bag containing the fever reducer, and later when she realized that her memory of burning was confused, and she no longer lived in the garden community, she squatted on the ground with her arms crossed.

That was the first time she thought about him after he broke up with her.

That night, she took a taxi to the hospital alone, lined up alone to hang up for the emergency department, took medicine alone, and hung up water alone, and then she came back to her senses completely, he and she really broke up, and it had been two months since they broke up.

The second time she missed him very much, it was the end of summer and the beginning of autumn, she took a nap and suddenly woke up, she always felt that she had forgotten something, but she just couldn't remember, until the evening came, the sky of half of Beijing was dyed red by the setting sun, she remembered that he and she met today a year ago.

Do you know?

Thinking of a person, there are no once and twice, only zero times and countless times.

For the long years afterward, she could always think of him.

When you see Qin Zi, you can think of him, you can think of him when you see Shanghai, you can think of him when you see your fiancé, you can think of your ex-boyfriend, you can think of Weibo when you lie in bed late at night, you can still think of him when you see a sensational sentence, you can still think of him when you listen to a song with headphones, and you can still think of him when you hear a certain deeply touching lyric......

She actually had a good life, and just when she thought she was going to be endlessly suppressed by her agent, she met Lu Xing. Lu Xing helped her terminate the contract, and Lu Xing helped her sign a new company, a brokerage company that was a hundred times better than the previous one, and Lu Xing only took her an artist.

She became busy again, at that time, she began to be hot, there were many people chasing her, she could receive all kinds of confession flowers and gifts wherever she went, and she didn't have any eyes on it.

Lu Xing scolded her for being picky with a smile, saying that she was too high-minded, and she smiled and said that she was a little fairy from the sky, how could mortals be worthy of her.

Among those who chased her, there was one Lu Xing who was the most satisfied, a rich third generation with a bit of political background, but he was not the kind of person who did not learn and did not know how to do it, on the contrary, he was a high-achieving student, with a double doctorate, he won a lot of honors at a young age, and he was polite and respectful to people.

That person chased her for four years, for four whole years, and even when she was hacked by the whole network and slept with all the bigwigs in the entertainment industry, well-known directors and famous male stars, he never gave up.

Lu Xing couldn't see it anymore, and he was secretly matching her and that person.

She rejected that person for four years, and she couldn't get rid of him, and finally when she was the most depressed and scolded by the whole network, he proposed to her, she was really moved, only she knew that she almost nodded at that moment, almost took the ring, and almost got married, but she finally said sorry.

That man was not reconciled, and he refused to give up, and threatened to become more and more courageous.

She really couldn't bear to watch him waste time on her, and she somehow opened her mouth and said, "I have someone I love." ”

The other party has a good family education, and when he heard this, he was not reluctant, although he couldn't love it, but he didn't hate because of love, so he said goodbye to her.

After he left, Lu Xing, who was hiding next to him, ran to her, "En, do you have someone you love?" Why did I never know? ”

She smiled and said, "No, I lied to him." ”

After saying that, Qin Xiao appeared in her mind.

That was the first time she thought of him after following Lu Xing.

She thought that when she was busy, she wouldn't miss him, but then she realized that it wasn't that she didn't think about him anymore, but she put it in her heart and didn't let herself touch it.

For more than four years, more than a thousand days and nights, she and him have never contacted anyone, but that day she looked back again, and she suddenly understood that in the past four years, there were so many people chasing her, and there were not no people who were sincere to her, and the reason why she couldn't get any of them was because of him.

More than four years, more than four years later, she realized that she loved him.

When they broke up, she didn't understand love, and after a long, long time apart, she fell in love.

It was because she fell in love, so from that moment on, when she saw the word Qin, she hated itchy, when she saw Shanghai, she hated itchy, and when she saw her fiancé, she hated itchy......

It was because of falling in love that he and her were suddenly pulled together by netizens on the Internet, and she was full of anger when she saw his sentence "It's not her, it's not back together".

It's because she fell in love that she didn't let herself get by and mourn anymore, she wanted to take "Life", wanted to do something meaningful, and wanted to live a good life.

It's because she fell in love that she couldn't be so free.

She just complained a little about him, obviously he was the first person to provoke, why did he let go first?

Why couldn't he just wait any longer, wait for her......

It's because he fell in love, he said, Chen Xi, let me chase you again, when it's okay, she was both happy and panicked.

…… She wanted to turn back, but she was afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past.

…… Because no one knows how much she loves him when she keeps saying that she will never love him.

(End of chapter)