My character is too weak, and I can only run out and cry by myself for such a thing. I don't have the courage to fight my stepmother, I don't dare, I don't know what to be afraid of? Perhaps, I'm afraid of causing trouble for my father......

I know that it is not easy for a father and stepmother to form a family, and it is difficult for a second marriage in the first place, and it is even more difficult because each has their own children.

At the beginning, this stepmother was also chosen by myself, so it's no wonder that others are no one.

I remember that year, I lived alone with my dad for more than a year. One day, Dad mysteriously took out two photos with a long-lost smile on his face. This smile is very warm, different from Dad's usual smile.

"Xiaoxiao, come and have a look." Dad called me gently, but also cautiously.

I saw my father's happy face and walked over happily.

Dad quietly and little by little loosened the photo in his hand and gave it to me.

I'm very strange, why is Dad so cautious when no one else is here? At the age of ten, I didn't understand that my father was nervous and shy.

I took a look at the photos and there were two different people. Two women, to be exact.

Dad pointed to the first one and said to me a little hesitantly: "Xiaoxiao, these two aunts are the ones who people introduced to Dad." You see, which one do you prefer? ”

My father pointed to one of them and said to me, "This aunt is 25 years old, she is also a civil servant, she has never been married, and she looks very beautiful, isn't it?" I showed her your pictures, and she said that she likes you very much and is willing to take good care of you. ”

I nodded, actually, I didn't understand what my dad meant.

Then, Dad pointed to another photo of an aunt with curly hair, who looked older than the first aunt.

"This is a teacher, 30 years old, and she has a child herself, who is also a girl," Dad said. Xiaoxiao, you have seen these two aunts, which one do you like? ”

As soon as I heard it, there must be a little girl, and someone would play with me in the future.

So, I pointed to the second aunt and said, "This! ”

Dad looked at me and smiled, and said, "Actually, I want to choose this too." She has children of her own, so she should know how to take care of you better, and Dad will be more at ease when he goes to work in the future. The other aunt is inexperienced, and Dad is worried that she doesn't know how to take care of you. ”

Soon after, my dad took me to meet this second aunt. I had a great time with her daughter and I had a great time that day.

When I got home, my dad asked me how I felt. Would you like to live with them in the future?

I said of course I do! In this way, I chose my stepmother for myself, and I also chose my future life for myself.

I was yearning for a better future, but how did I know that my stepmother at that time was just a superficial phenomenon, and she didn't really care for me at all. Not long after we lived together, I found that my stepmother became more and more cold to me, and later, as time passed, I slowly accepted this reality.

Now that I think about it, what am I crying about? Isn't it all your own choice? Who's to blame?

However, with grievances in my heart and anger in my heart, how can I not cry? There was nothing I could do but cry.

I grabbed my pen and went back to my dorm. I wrote down my mental journey with great effort, and I was extremely depressed.

I put this anger into words and put it on paper. After writing in one sitting, I tore off the page and pressed it under the pillow. Grab your bag and rush out the door.

This venting in one go, the moment I rushed out the door, I felt a lot more relaxed.

I breathed a long sigh of relief and stood at the gate of the cadre academy.

"Phew! What kind of person, it's simply a wasted title of teacher. "It's probably the worst thing I can scold.

Walking down the street, the cold wind blowing on my face, where should I go...... I suddenly had a sense of immediacy like a martial arts novel.

The wind and snow are all over the sky, and there is no boundary. I walked alone in the vast sea of snow. No purpose, no clue. Behind him, what was left behind was the fight and killing brought about by a feud. I fled in this world, without superb skills, without profound internal strength. Yes, it's just a passion for the rivers and lakes......

Oops, good dog blood.

I still went to the school to find Liu Wei and returned the pen to him. Now that my stepmother has found out, and I have said that I will return it, if I don't pay it back now, my stepmother will definitely use this matter as a lever to complain to my father.

After thinking about what to do and having a goal, my heart is much more steady.

When passing by Li Jie's shop, oh yes, their house was originally the kind of temporary small stall built on the side of the road, a felt shed. However, recently the chengguan was demolished, saying that it was to create a text. So, they moved back 20 meters and rented a small shop in the hospital, the kind that the hospital built itself. So their house is now a small shop, not a small stall.

As I passed by, I poked my head out and looked inside. Actually, I'd love to see her. Although she treated me so much, it made me very sad. But after all, I used to be really good to her and really wanted her as a friend.

I slowed down, and Li Jie sat behind the counter, her head down, as if playing with her phone. I smiled to myself and left. We can't be good friends anymore, and the happiness of the past can only be a memory!

In the middle of the third year of high school, I came to the roof of the building opposite the school building and peeked over.

Liu Wei was taking notes seriously, and Zou Honggang was still in the corner where he couldn't see clearly, Lin Yanran ...... I looked for it and sat in the second row on the left.

This is the first time I have seen Lin Yanran from here, and she looks very beautiful when she studies seriously.

Maybe it's because I've been watching for a long time, or maybe Sister Lin inadvertently turned her face, she looked at me in surprise, and then smiled at me, and I waved to her gently. She turned her head again and looked at Liu Wei. Liu Wei was still busy with his business seriously, so Sister Lin continued her study.

I looked at the time, and there were five minutes left for class to end, and I came down from the roof, and it should be just in time for them to get out of class.

The luan tree in winter is bleak, with a kind of dry vicissitudes. As I passed, a black bird took off from a branch and quacked in its beak. People say that this bird is not auspicious, it is taboo. But I don't care, whatever. Whatever it is, could I be more unlucky than I am now?

O crow, because your cry is miserable and your appearance is unpleasant, it is considered inauspicious. What about me? I don't scream, and it's okay to look good, isn't it still so unpleasant?

Alas~ A lifetime of life, a lot of joys and sorrows, I'm still so young, I can't be sad like this, I should let myself be sunny. Even though life has given me a lot of tribulations, I have to face them bravely.

Liu Wei is right, all the good and not good are just an experience in my life! I don't need to take an experience to heart for too long, I just need to understand what I need to learn in the process!

Yes, today's stepmother probably taught me to understand this truth. So, should I thank her? No! How can it be? I don't hold grudges, it's already magnanimous.

I had just walked to the first floor of the school building when the bell rang at the end of class. I hurried a few steps up to the fourth floor. Liu Wei's class hasn't finished yet, and the teacher has dragged the class......

Shall I stand outside and wait or not? It feels a little awkward.