After many years, the scar has long faded, and the color of the scar on the shoulder has become much lighter, although it is still a little dull, but compared with the uneven and ugly scar in the middle, it is still beautiful and talkative.

In the past, when Yu Yuexi was bathing herself, whenever she touched her shoulder, she always sighed, and she just felt a scar at that time, and it was still in a place that others couldn't see, so she didn't have to be so surprised.

In fact, Yu Luoxi doesn't care, but she just doesn't want to worry too much about those changes and talk about the facts.

Yuexi also prepared many ointments to remove the scars on her shoulders, but the effect was very little, except that the color became lighter, there was no other improvement.

Yu Luoxi could only open his mouth to comfort Yuexi, he didn't care about those, some injuries, it didn't matter.

But her daughter's family, after all, wants to marry Rao, and she doesn't want to be disappointed or disgusted when her sweetheart touches the hideous scar on her shoulder on the night she marries her beloved Rao.

Because of these, Yu Luoxi has been very resistant to men for a long time, if it weren't for the young man in white back then, who was too gentle and guarded himself for so many years, he would have finally opened her heart.

She had asked him: If one day my face was destroyed by the fire, he would still take her to heart and cherish himself as he does now.

The young man in white told her without hesitation that as long as she was still her, no matter what she became, he would treat her the same.

The knot in my heart for many years has been resolved.

But this relationship ended in nothing.

However, he also confirmed his words back then, and he didn't even dislike a lame girl, so his words must be true that day.

It's all just a matter of making people.

Now she is not only the hideous wounds on her shoulders, but also the unbearable scars on her back, which she can't see.

With such a self, I am afraid that it will be difficult to accept anyone with an open heart in this life.

In Yu Luoxi's eyes, his appearance is extremely incomplete, like a broken bronze mirror.

So even if he had a good impression of Tan Mochen in his heart, he was ruthlessly strangled by himself.

Although she always counts Mo Chen on weekdays, he is a brother who comes to the son, and he is a shameless prodigal son, but from the bottom of her heart, she still admires Tan Mochen, handsome, brave, responsible, and prominent.

When Tan Mochen told her nakedly that he admired himself, Yu Luoxi at that time was not only stunned, but also incredulous.

Then there is a deep inferiority complex.

Putting aside that the person he is asking for is an ordinary person, putting aside the fact that he wants to live an ordinary life, and putting aside what he is looking forward to for a lifetime of two people sharing a white head, Yu Luoxi still feels that he is not worthy of a person like Mo Chen.

So no matter how hot Mo Chen's confession was, Yu Luoxi didn't make any response.

He should have a more perfect other half, and that half should be a person as flawless as jade, and that person will never be himself.

In the relationship, she has no way to talk about Mochen left and right, but there is always a way to control herself.

Sometimes Yu Luoxi will blame herself deeply, feeling that she is enjoying Tan Mochen's dedication while avoiding Tan Mochen's feelings, which is really despicable.

Yu Luoxi secretly made up his mind that when the hunting matter came to an end, he sat down with Tan Mochen, face to face, and spread out the matter calmly, so that no matter who it was, it would be good.

If something is wrong, it must be corrected in time to minimize the damage and loss. That's the right thing to do.

Before she could get dressed, the kite had already turned back into her room.

At a glance, I saw the scar on Yu Luoxi's shoulder, even if it was so many years, after seeing it, I could already think of how deep the original sword stabbed it, and there were still some traces of healing after skin ulceration on the edge.

Kite helped Yu Luoxi put on his clothes.

A long time ago, Yu Luoxi was a waste person who couldn't resist and couldn't lift his hands, presumably this is the reason.

"Girl, have you ever heard of the rumored killer?" The kite sat on the edge of the bed, as if telling a bedtime story, and asked Yu Luoxi softly.

Yu Luoxi became interested, just like he always likes to read some stories that circulate in the market on weekdays, full of curiosity.

She lay back, letting her body sink heavily into the soft quilt behind her, and lazily twisted and adjusted her posture, waiting for the kite to continue speaking.

Once upon a time, there was a very famous killer who killed countless people and never missed, so a new person wanted to ask him for the secret of his success.

When the newcomer finally found this killer after all the hardships, he felt that this killer was not at all different from what he imagined.

He thought that the killer must be a fierce and fierce man, but he never thought that it was a handsome young man with a good demeanor.

He asks the killer the secret to invincibility.

The killer didn't answer, but simply unbuttoned his shirt, pulled it down to his waist, and showed his back to the newcomer.

He asked the newcomer, "Is it ugly?" ”

Xinru head.

But the killer got dressed and smiled.

The ugly scar that is full of ugly scars in the eyes of others is his own secret, and it is also his own glory and merit.

In his own eyes, those have always been beautiful and glorious existences, and it is precisely because of those that he can pick up his life again and again.

Yu Luoxi smiled.

She knew what the kite meant.

The scars on one's own body should also be meritorious.

Kite is exactly that idea.

Those scars have a meaning for their existence.

One saved Yu Boya so that he did not have to be displaced and dependent.

One saved Yu Yuexi and saved her life in danger.

Each of these scars should not be a reason for her to dislike herself, but should be a feats that she is proud of.

Yu Luoxi understands the truth, but whether he can convince himself or not will be another matter.

But Yu Luoxi's kindness was still accepted, she shook the kite's wrist and told her that she didn't dislike those scars.

"You know what? The place where those scars were originally had a lotus-shaped birthmark. When she was a child, Yu Luoxi liked the birthmark very much, and felt as if her mother, who didn't often come to visit her, gave it to her, but fortunately, in the days when her mother was no longer there, she guarded her and accompanied her for her mother.

It's just that when Grandma's whereabouts were unknown, Yu Luoxi rarely remembered that there was a beautiful birthmark on her shoulder.

Then she met Yu Boya, and the birthmark completely disappeared from her shoulder.