I just stood there, overwhelmed.

Xiao Ranzi was behind me and gently tugged at my sleeve.

I ignored him, feeling like a mountain was blocked, it was so uncomfortable, I needed fresh air.

I threw my bag into my desk at a fast pace, then turned around and ran out of the classroom. The moment I left the classroom, the class bell rang. But I didn't care at all, I just ran downstairs......

I wanted to find a place to hide and cry, so I didn't even think about it, and I went to the roof of the opposite school building.

It was big and quiet, and I ran up in one go, crouched on the ground, and cried hard. I wanted to cry so loudly that I could, but I couldn't cry with tears in my eyes......

Disappointment, sadness, betrayal, sadness, all poured into my heart.

Is this the friendship I've always believed in? Is that trust I've always wanted to work hard to maintain?

Why is this happening? Is it because I also liked Wang Feng? How can Li Jie ...... How can this be done to me?

Yes, I'll admit it, there was a time when I wished that Wang Feng cared more about me between me and her. However, I didn't say it, and Wang Feng didn't make a choice.

Even if I shouldn't have been like this at that time, even if I betrayed her like that, didn't I already give up on Wang Feng? I gave up my so-called first love, and it didn't hurt her......

How can Li Jie be like this? Not only did he say such heartless words, but he also exposed my shortcomings in front of the whole class! Yes, I took the class fee, but for whom? If Li Jie said it like that, what would her classmates say about me? Who else will trust me anymore?

My mind was in a mess and I was in a terrible mood.

The cold wind blew on his face, blowing tears on his cheeks, and it hurt like a knife cutting flesh.

Wipe away your tears, and maybe your face won't hurt......

I cried enough, I was tired of crying, I slowly stood up and wiped the tears from my face.

At this time, a crystal snowflake slowly floated down in the sky, and when it floated in front of my eyes, I caught it with my hand. The big hexagonal shape is very beautiful. But in my hands, this beauty is fleeting.

I looked across the cold air at the classroom across from me.

The teacher talked endlessly on the podium, and the students seemed to listen carefully. Because it's the class teacher's class, everyone doesn't seem to dare to be willful.

But in fact, I saw people secretly passing notes, stuffing things in their mouths, looking down at their phones on their desks, and so on when the teacher turned around to write on the blackboard. And these things are simply undiscoverable in normal times. Now, just because I am standing at a different angle, I can see clearly.

I suddenly understood, I shouldn't be sad and sad, such Li Jie, no matter what the reason is so to me, may be the real her...... And the one I knew before may be just a disguise between each other.

I should be glad that it was not too late for me to know, fortunately I listened to Chen Yingjie's advice in the morning, fortunately, I was not fooled by such a hypocritical friendship for longer, fortunately, it was before the New Year.

This lesson ended in my introspection and self-reflection.

When I returned to the class, my classmates still looked at me strangely, like looking at an alien.

Especially Tian Rui, the current squad leader, she dislikes me just like Xu Qiuyun looked at me at the beginning, and she is not shy about it at all.

I lowered my head and silently walked back to my seat.

Li Jie and the other girls were chatting happily, Wang Feng was sitting on the side and reading his book, these two people who had the best relationship on weekdays didn't notice me coming back at the moment.

I pulled out the stool and sat down slowly, leaning back on the table behind me.

Tian Rui pushed me with his hand: "Hey, you pressed my book." ”

I straightened up and flashed forward, trying to lean in again, but I laughed. Why bother? They just don't want me to lean on their desks.

"Xiaoxiao, are you alright......"

"Well, I'm fine." I looked at the boy who was whiter than me and smiled. At such times, he even came to comfort me.

"Xiaoxiao, it was the class teacher's class just now, and the teacher asked where you went...... I guess you won't have to scold you a minute. ”

"Thank you, Rising Star." At this moment, his name popped out of my mouth, no longer a nickname on weekdays, I was afraid that he would dislike me like other classmates, and how could I be qualified to call him a nickname.

"Xiaoxiao, you still call me Xiao Ranzi, suddenly change your words, I'm not used to it."

"But you ......"

"Don't be, you can't lose the pride of the Queen Mother!" His disapproving look suddenly touched me.

When I was the target of public criticism, there were people who encouraged me like this.

Sure enough, it was the math class that followed. When the teacher entered the door, he looked at me with a huge murderous look in his eyes.

"Long Xiaoxiao, what's the matter with you? Obviously people are here, but they are absent from class for no reason, give me a reasonable explanation! "The teacher's aggressive tone would have scared me a lot in normal times. But now, I'm surprisingly calm. I am not afraid of the teacher's scolding at all, it seems that my caution and my caution have been scolded by Li Jie.

yes, what could be more humiliating than just now? Simply, I put my skin thicker and let it go from then on.

"Long Xiaoxiao, you speak, do you think you can get away with it without speaking?" Again, the teacher reprimanded me severely.

I raised my head, which had been lowered, and said to the teacher in a very gentle and smooth tone, "I'm sorry, I didn't explain. ”

After saying this, I admired myself. How could I have such courage, even if I didn't say anything about the teacher, I could still be so handsome!

"Okay, Long Xiaoxiao, since this is the case, then the teacher has nothing to say, your class representative position will be revoked from now on, our class committee cannot be held by students who are absent from class at will, this will play a bad role in other students, I hope you can learn from it." Tian Rui, give Long Xiaoxiao a lesson of absenteeism. ”

When I sat down, I had mixed feelings.

Should I be happy or sad? This time, the teacher dismissed me as the class representative in front of the whole class without informing me in advance, indicating that the teacher was really angry. Or maybe she's still disappointed in me. She no longer cares about my feelings, no longer takes care of my face, just punishes a student who makes a mistake according to the teacher's principles, she is right, it is me who is wrong.

When I got out of school in the afternoon, I went to Wang Feng and asked him if he wanted to have dinner together, but he quickly refused and said that he had made an appointment. I don't know if what he said is true or false, but at the moment, I only have a chill.

Actually, I don't expect anything, I just hope that the people I once liked can give me a little comfort. But he disappointed me even that little expectation......

"Xiaoxiao, I'll accompany you. Let's go, I'll invite you to dinner, and you can say whatever you want to eat. Standing by the window in a daze, I felt very kind when I heard Xiao Ranzi's voice.

I put away the sadness in my heart, turned around and smiled and promised him, "Really, that's great, I don't refuse the temptation of food." Hee-hee. ”

"Yang Yang, let's go." Xiao Ranzi shouted at Yang Yang, and the three of us walked out of the classroom with a smile.

The moment I looked back, the few students in the classroom were all looking at the three of us, and behind us, I don't know how many rumors there would be.