Chapter 66: Love Is Hard

Mortal, or the medical officer in the palace.

Only the palm-sized red fly sat on the table with her legs crossed, looking down at Shen Zhizhou who was kneeling in front of her.

Pingding was defeated, the entire Li Dynasty was annihilated, and she had just come out of the palace when she got the news, and she was still wearing the official uniform of a female doctor. The road was bumpy, the clothes were dirty, old, and torn, and there was no trace of the old look in his eyes, as if he was about to dry up a pond. The whole person knelt there, only an empty shell.

"I was told that I might come here and see the people I wanted to see again. Excuse meβ€”" she said with some caution.

"Girl." Red Fly raised her chin and saw her hair scattered behind her, holding an orchid hairpin in her palm like a baby on the stall. "Who told you to come to me, and who sent you in?" ”

Shen Zhizhou lowered his eyes and remained silent. Long Xinze explained that if she wanted the Bliss Pavilion Master to help, she should not mention his name.

If you don't say it, just assume that she doesn't know? That demon was nosy, and even sent people to him.

"Go back, this is not where you should be." Red Fly waved her hand and said, "Even if you find that person, you will be overjoyed." ”

"You mean - he's still alive?!" A glimmer of light appeared in her eyes, and Shen Zhizhou raised his head suddenly, as if grasping a life-saving straw, and refused to let go.

"Pavilion Master, I know that there is only a deal between you and the person who came here, as long as I can see him again, I can..."

"What can you do?" Hongfei said condescendingly: "What I want is something unique in this world, I have seen a lot of crazy men and women like you, what do you have that I should look at differently?" Little girl, what you are thinking about is a person without reincarnation, you and him are destined to have no good results, let go as soon as possible. ”

Shen Zhizhou was stunned, "There is no reincarnation... What is the meaning? ”

Red Fly raised her eyes, played with her fingers, admired her freshly dyed nails and said, "The body has life and death, and the soul turns to reincarnation." This is not the case with your sweetheart, whose soul lives forever in this world, replacing reincarnation through the constant transformation of the physical body. Go first and forget everything. Even if you find him, he's not what you know. ”

β€œβ€¦ He doesn't remember me? Shen Zhizhou couldn't help but be a little scared.

Red Fly sighed, "It's not all. Just like a human being, every life has its own fate for each life, and if he does not change his physical body once, his cause and effect will also change accordingly. From the moment you were separated from him, your bond was broken. If he has a new cause and effect, if he has a new relationship, he won't feel anything even if you stand in front of him.

His birth and death are the beginning of self-repetition, and you only have this short life. In this unequal time, in a sentence in the world, the door is not right, the household is wrong, even if you stay together, there will always be a difference. Why be persistent? ”

Shen Zhizhou clenched his hands, all he could not wave in his mind was Huo Bai's words and smiles, and he still remembered that he asked her to wait for him before leaving, staring at the hairpin and shaking his head refusing to give up. He had always promised that she would give it a try no matter what.

What cause and effect, what reincarnation, she is as small as a drop in the ocean, why should she disobey the way of heaven? But she just can't let go, and if she can't let go, she can't give up any hope.

"Pavilion Master, don't you have anything on me that you can look at?" She asked, a hint of hope in her eyes.

Hongfei wondered, why did such an ordinary person not want to live the life she should live? How short a person's life is, after death, she drank Meng Po soup, and after crossing the bridge, she couldn't remember anything. After all, he is the one to forget, and it is worth her to exchange the happiness of this life.

You must know that what she can look at is bound to be an existence that can affect her fate in this life, and once ordinary people make a deal with her, there will be no hope in this life.

"Yes, your medical skills."

"My medical skills?"

Red Fly nodded, she had just seen it. Although this girl is ordinary, her medical attainments are a unique gift from God, and she will achieve success in the future, which is something she can look at.

"Don't blame me for not reminding you." Hongfei looked down at her and said, "You could have left history with this name and made great merits, and you could have gone to the next level in reincarnation." Are you sure you want to change? ”

Once a person has an obsession in his heart, he has a obstacle in his heart, not because he can't see anything else, but he can't take care of it.

"Yes."

"Okay." Since ancient times, a talented and benevolent healer like her has often put the common people in the world first, and she will not get any benefits when she arrives in the ghost market. Red Dragonfly said that, there was no reason why she didn't do the door-to-door business. "What are you going to change? Meet him again? I've done this kind of deal, you..."

"No, I'll trade my life for my medical skills. I'm going to look for him, and if I keep looking, I'll find him someday. Shen Zhizhou said: "According to the pavilion master, my medical skills can save many people, and I will exchange the lives of those people for my own life." Okay? ”

She needs time, enough time.

Seeing the girl's completely different eyes from just now, the red fly thought that the eyes that were as clean as a stream would change when she said that she would change, and she wondered if she would be able to see them again in the future. Once a person has made a choice, there is no room for him to turn back. If a healer has no medical skills, she must be blind with her eyes and her conscience covered together, otherwise how can she die in the long years without saving her?

"Okay, deal."

Huo Bai witnessed the transaction that Shen Zhizhou made in the Paradise Pavilion on the sidelines, and his heart suddenly had mixed feelings. He looked all the way and knew it. Shen Zhizhou was admitted to the palace as a medical officer at a young age, and his medical attainments made even many old doctors in the palace sigh to themselves. In the future, he will definitely be able to take over the position of chief in the palace, and he can save lives and help the injured when he leaves the palace, and become famous all over the world.

Even if she is a woman, she can go down in history as the Lord of the Pavilion of Bliss said.

Now he is much more tender than he was three hundred years ago, not in appearance, but in heart. is like a mature man and a young man, no wonder Zhizhou looks down on him.

How did he just forget...

Huo Bai was stunned and didn't speak, how could he get Zhizhou back from his hands? These three hundred years have passed in a flash in the mustard seeds of Sumeru, but for Shen Zhizhou, it is by no means more than that.

"Don't think about it, Huo Bai."

Shen Zhizhou's voice appeared next to his ears, and he looked up, it was Shen Zhizhou, Shen Zhizhou three hundred years later, not an illusion.

"Know... Miss Shen. Huo Bai thought for a moment, and the title in his mouth still turned awkwardly.

Zhang Qining and Zhan Suiyu came over with Shen Zhizhou and saw this scene. The man half-tilted his head and didn't dare to look at Shen Zhizhou, his hands were aggrieved and looked a little cramped, and he drooped his eyebrows like a obedient and loyal big dog in front of Shen Zhizhou. Cautiously looked at Shen Zhizhou and looked at the look on the other party's face.

Zhang Qining stood far away next to Zhan Suiyu and said, "Do you think that if a person has no memory, then he is still the same person?" ”

Zhan Suiyu put his hands behind his back, lowered his eyes, and said in a slow voice: "Yes." What happened happened after all, whether one person forgot or two people forgot it, forgetting does not mean that it never existed. If you don't forget, there will be an echo. If there's a day you forget, I'll remember it. If one day, I forgot..."

"What if you forgot?" Zhang Qining had a smile in her side eyes, and her fair and delicate skin was like a piece of fine mutton fat jade, attracting Zhan Suiyu to raise her hand and caress it, gently rubbing it on her cheek.

"If I forget, I'm afraid I'll never be able to love someone again in this life." He pressed the position of his heart, looked at her deep eyes with affectionate peach blossom eyes, and said, "It's not allowed here." ”

"Similarly, I think Shen Zhizhou and Huo Bai are the same. Emotional things, bodies and sensations are sometimes more reliable than memories. ”

Even if he didn't remember the past, Huo Bai wanted to get close to her and like her when he saw Shen Zhizhou for the first time, isn't this feeling more important than those memories? The memory is gone, it's good to start again, Shen Zhizhou said to him to listen to it.

All kinds of past lives are the obsessions left by predecessors, the end, and a new beginning. If you live in the present, you will not be trapped in the past.

"Huo Bai." Shen Zhizhou looked up at him.

"Huh?" Huo Bai responded suddenly, flustered and clumsy, not mature and reliable at all. He tried to pretend to be one, but he couldn't learn what he looked like back then. Whether it is him, Ping Ning, or Xiao Chulan, they are all people from three hundred years ago, and in such a turbulent dynasty, they have become such people. He couldn't understand the state of mind at that time, he couldn't become his past self, and he couldn't change back to the person Zhizhou liked.

"Zhizhou, I..." Huo Bai put his hands behind his back, and Lantai's young and promising head catcher completely turned into a hairy boy who didn't know what to do in front of Shen Zhizhou.

He looked exactly the same as when he confessed his heart to her, with a sparkle in his eyes and a hint of nervousness in the light.

"Do you like me? After knowing what you were like and what I was like three hundred years ago, do you still like me? Shen Zhizhou asked.

"Hmm. Three hundred years ago, I was indeed much more stable and likable to girls than I am now. But even then, I still like you. Shen Zhizhou, I like you. ”

Shen Zhizhou: "I obviously don't remember anything, why do you still name yourself Huo Bai?" ”

Huo Bai was stunned for a moment, and said, "Didn't you prepare a lot of wound medicine for me back then, and when I left the battlefield, I found a small bottle in my arms, with this name engraved on it." I felt familiar, so I used it. ”

Lettering on the bottle? Shen Zhizhou suddenly remembered what was going on, she prepared the wound medicine for Huo Bai back then, she was afraid that the people in the army would fish in troubled waters, or Huo Bai would drop something, so she engraved his name with a knife at the bottom of each vial of the wound medicine given to him.

In the dark, the fate between them has been silently maintaining the relationship between the two.

"Huo Bai, I miss you very much."

For three hundred years, the time she was most afraid of was when she walked in the vast sea of people, looking at things and people, and she was the only one left in the past. She was stunned for a moment, and then she almost forgot what her purpose was.

She cried, went crazy, was depressed, and even wanted to give up. But every time I hugged myself, I thought, "Huo Bai, where are you?" His name pulled her back. Like the tip of a knife licking honey, she read his name and divided her heart into one piece after another, making herself more sober. The pain is more than the longing, more than the love.

The greater the hope, the greater the gap. When she saw Huo Bai's appearance the same as back then, but she didn't remember the events of that year, and even her temperament was a lot simpler, she was at a loss. Afraid of what the Bliss Pavilion Lord said, he wondered if Huo Bai's cause and effect had changed, and there were already others around him? Don't even have any feelings for her?

She has been entangled, and her obsession over the years has become her magic obstacle, making her want to find the person she was back then. But when she entered Sumeru Mustard Seed, she realized that no matter what he became, how much difference he had from before, as long as it was him, it was enough.

"Huo Bai?"

Huo Bai opened his hand and hugged her into his arms, "I'm sorry to keep you waiting for so long." I'm sorry I forgot about you. I'm sorry, I'm just a bastard, and it's all my fault that I don't tell you when I know I'm such a physique. You should be angry with me and not forgive me.

But Zhizhou, I'm already such a character, can you not dislike it? Even if it wasn't like it was three hundred years ago, I will always be cautious, steady, and proper with you! ”

"yes, you've always been like that to me." Shen Zhizhou smiled, why didn't she figure it out all the time? She just happened to meet Huo Bai at that time, and it was only a part of Huo Bai, just like Huo Bai now.

After so many years, I am not the Shen Zhizhou I used to be, but Huo Bai still likes her, and it is still love at first sight. "I've figured it out, I like whatever you become."

Huo Bai listened to it, and if there was a tail behind him, he would have to it. "You are not allowed to speak!"

After saying that, he covered his mouth, it was too childish to talk like this. Lichao is now a peaceful and prosperous era, and it is no wonder that he has developed such a childlike temperament.

That's it, Shen Zhizhou said in his heart: "Let me spoil you this time." ”

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"Looks like you've got both of you in order." Long Xinze suddenly appeared with his head down, "It's settled, let's go." ”

"What about the three days and moons?" Zhang Qining saw that he was the only one coming back, and couldn't help asking, "Why, didn't you chase your 'sister' back?" ”

"What sister?" Huo Bai was not with them just now, and he didn't know when Long Xinze would have an extra sister come out, so he quietly asked Shen Zhizhou.

Shen Zhizhou shook her head, indicating that she didn't know either.

Long Xinze snorted, and with a wave of dust, a crack appeared in front of him that was enough for the two of them to pass together. "If she wants to stay, then let her stay."

It's so stupid to fuse all the rest of your strength with Sumeru mustard seeds, just to spend the last time with that person!

After saying that, he first pierced through the crack. Zhan Sui Yu, Zhang Qining, Shen Zhizhou, and Huo Bai also glanced at each other, and could see that Long Xinze was not in a good mood, but they didn't say anything, and left Sumeru Mustard Seed after him.

As they left, the gap closed completely.

In the mustard seeds of Sumeru, the three sun and moon flickered to hundreds of years ago, when the Li Dynasty was first established.

She stood outside the door of the main hall, waved her hand and changed the gorgeous clothes on her body into another ordinary style, erased the complex patterns on her forehead, and finally turned her lower body into human legs and feet. When all preparations were packed, she walked unhurriedly into the hall.

The ancestor in the hall had just changed back into his regular clothes, took off the heavy crown of the bead curtain, and sat in front of the desk to review the chapters.

When she entered, she walked past the eunuchs and palace maids, and they didn't see them. Li Taizu looked up with feeling, and sure enough, he saw her, and in the whole world, only he could see her. "You're here, come on, I've got something for you."

Three Riyue obediently followed, and Li Taizu pretended to mysteriously take out a tray, which was also covered with silk as a shield.

"Uncover it."

It was a gorgeous blue dress, the same one she had been wearing. She moved her fingers, and her clothes changed over herself. There are also two small boxes on the side, which contain pale green and silver fat powder paint, which are used to paint Huatian.

She raised her eyes and looked at him with a smile, and said, "Your Majesty, can you help me draw?" ”

"Okay."

In the mirror, she looked at the redrawn lines on her forehead, and traced the figure of the man next to her with affection.

"Satsuki, what's wrong?"

"Your Majesty can also help Satsuki draw tomorrow?"

"Okay."

"The day after tomorrow too?"

"Hmm."

"The day after tomorrow too?"

"Of course. I want to paint for the rest of my life, is Xiaoyue willing? ”

"Yes."

Here, she can finally have a lifetime with him at once.