Chapter 179: Release

"Haha, good boy. Don't lie on the table for a while and can't get down, now you and I can drink very much. Jiusheng's father looked at Jiusheng and said with a smile.

After that, everyone sat together and talked about some family life, but whenever I mentioned how the family has been in recent years, my father's face was a little unpleasant. It can be seen that the family has not been smooth in recent years, but the current atmosphere is not suitable for talking about that, so everyone has to keep silent.

After that, the long-born mother finished the meal, and she came into the house and shouted to us, "The meal is ready, let's come out to eat." ”

Due to the good weather, the meals of Jiusheng's Niangba were placed on the stone table in the courtyard.

After the father and mother of Jiusheng took their seats, everyone also made it around the stone table.

There are still a lot of dishes on the table, including chicken and fish, as well as a lot of home-cooked stir-fried dishes. I have to admire the craftsmanship of Jiusheng's mother, these dishes just look appetizing.

Jiu Shengniang just sat down, got up and left. When she came back again, there was a large jar of wine in her arms.

There was still some dirt on the top of the jar, and it looked like it was some years old.

"Let's have a good day today, let's have a drink." Jiu Shengniang said with a smile.

After that, Jiusheng's father took a few small porcelain bowls and placed them in front of me and Jiusheng. Originally, I wanted to give some to Qing Yao and Bai Yuan, but the two girls shook their heads at the same time.

"Hehe, it's good for girls not to drink, then you can replace the bar with tea." After speaking, he continued to place the porcelain bowl in front of the second daughter.

Hisashi wiped the dust off the jar and opened the cork in front of us. Immediately, a smell of wine came out, and the aroma had an intoxicating feeling.

"Uncle, this is really good wine." I looked at my father and said.

"Haha, that's nature, I've treasured it for a long time, and I've never been willing to take it out and drink it." Jiusheng said with a smile.

After the wine was full, Jiusheng's father grabbed the porcelain bowl in front of him: "I'm really happy that my three children can come back today, and they have made such good friends." Seeing him like this now, my heart as a father is much more comfortable. I'm a rough person, I don't say anything polite, let's have a bowl together. ”

After finishing speaking, Jiusheng's father lifted the porcelain bowl. When the rest of us saw this, they hurriedly lifted the porcelain bowl in front of us, and then touched it together.

After taking a sip of wine, the aroma is even stronger. Everyone was very happy during the meal, and Jiushengniang sandwiched vegetables into our bowls from time to time.

Looking at everything in front of me, I actually had a particularly warm feeling.

After the meal, everyone sat together again and chatted about family life, and the long-born father and mother seemed to have endless words with us. When they heard about our experience, they pinched a cold sweat for us. And persuaded us to be more careful in the future, life is the most important thing, and several of us nodded after hearing it.

And we chatted until the evening, and Jiushengniang arranged our own rooms for several of us. Although the place to stay is not very big, it is quite cozy.

Unable to sleep at night, I walked out of my room, and I went to the stone table in the courtyard and sat down.

The moonlight shone down, stretching the shadow of me and the stone table for a long, long time. Thinking back to the appearance of Jiusheng's father and mother today, I suddenly envied Jiusheng very much.

Maybe it's because I thought of my parents, why they abandoned me so ruthlessly. I suddenly wondered what they thought, and of course, I didn't hate them. I can't even remember what they looked like, so how could I hate them.

It's just that I'm very sad at this moment. I also want to be the same as Jiusheng, I also want to see my father. But I don't know where to look, the only sister who is so good to me, but ...... But he died ten years ago. Am I really like the master said, born to be a solitary star?

"Squeak......" The sound of an open door suddenly rang out.

I turned to look in the direction of the door, only to see Hisashi walking out of his father's room. I think I must have talked a lot to his parents, I haven't seen him for so many years, there must be something to say.

"Chu Yan, why haven't you slept yet, aren't you used to it?" Hisashi came to my side, looked at me and asked.

I smiled wryly and shook my head: "I just can't sleep, I don't know why I'm insomnia." ”

Hisashi glanced at me, then turned to leave. When he came back again, he had two small jars of wine in his hands.

Hisashi put one of the bottles in front of me, and then took off his jar stopper.

"Come, drink." Jiusheng raised the wine jar and said.

I glanced at Hisashi, and then removed the wine stopper from in front of me. The two of us touched the jar together, and the two of us took three sips in a row.

Jiusheng put down the wine jar and said, "Chu Yan, you can't hide it from me." We've been together for more than ten years, and I can still tell what's on your mind. To be honest, do you miss your father? ”

I shook my head with a wry smile and didn't speak, which was equivalent to the default words of Jiusheng.

"Chu Yan, we are good brothers. We are good brothers who have lived our lives, and this will be your home in the future, and my father and mother will be your father and mother. Hisashi said as he patted me on the shoulder.

I suppressed my emotions, and then picked up the jar and poured a few gulps.

"Do you hate them?" Hisashi looked at me and asked.

"I can't hate it, and I can't hate it. Maybe it's just my life isn't good, it's just that sometimes I wonder what they look like, he ...... Why did they leave me so cruelly in the first place? I lowered my head and whispered.

Jiusheng was silent for a moment after hearing this: "It's okay brother, you have survived so many years." And don't you still have your master, and our friends, you are not alone. ”

I really didn't know what to say, so I just raised the jar and said, "Come, drink." ”

It may be the effect of alcohol, or it may be that everyone has a fragile place in their hearts, and the emotions I strongly suppressed, at this moment, I finally couldn't help it, drinking the wine in the jar in my mouth, and silent tears crossed the corners of my eyes.

"If you want to cry, cry out, or release it." Hisashi said, putting his arm around my shoulder.

Finally I couldn't hold it anymore and the tears in my eyes flowed uncontrollably. At this time, I was very aggrieved, and my heart seemed to be as uncomfortable as if there was a worm biting me again.

I really wanted to ask them in front of my biological parents why, why they abandoned me so ruthlessly in the first place. I want to be like other children, I also have a father and mother to shout about. But when I wanted to shout, I really didn't know who to shout.

"For ...... Why, why are other children born with a father. Whereas...... And I was abandoned when I was a child, did I do something wrong? Jiusheng, you ...... You tell me, did I really do something wrong? I said to Hisashi while crying.

From the time we met until now, it was the first time he had seen me like this. He knows that my feelings with my father and mother have been suppressed in my heart for so many years, and it is not until today that I have completely released it.

When he was confronted with my question, he didn't know how to answer me. All he could do was keep patting me on the shoulder.

"In the past ten years, I have been practicing Taoism, which is to read books. Because I don't know what else I can do, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that in my free time I'll miss my father and mother who can't remember. Originally, I had a sister who was very good to me, but ...... But ......"

"Don't say it, brother understands you." Hisashi said as he raised the jar.

I picked up the jar and drank it, the wine spilling out of my mouth, and the clothes on my chest were completely soaked with the wine.

I was emotionally uncontrollable, plus the effects of alcohol. I finally fell unconscious on the stone table, and the jar of wine was knocked to the ground by me.

"Boom......" The sound of the wine jar shattering instantly rang out.

"What's wrong?" At this time, the father and mother of Jiusheng asked as they ran out.

And Qing Yao and Bai Yuan also ran out at the same time, and then they saw me unconscious, and Jiusheng who kept patting me on the shoulder.

"Sanwazi, what's wrong with your friend?" Jiusheng Niang looked at Jiusheng and asked.

Jiusheng glanced at me, then asked Qing Yao and Bai Yuan to help me into the house, while he pulled his father and his mother to the stone table.

After that, Hisashi told me about it, and he looked at my room as he spoke.

"What a hard-working baby, who has experienced so many things at such a young age." Daddy Jiusheng looked at my room and said.

Jiu Shengniang wiped her tears and said: "When he sees other children have their fathers and mothers, how uncomfortable his heart is." How did he carry it over the years, this ...... This baby is not easy. ”

Jiusheng's father slowly turned his head and said, "Three babies, you have to cherish such a friend." Often the more such a friend, the more he will be a brother and friend around him. Because only you people can make up for the lack of pain in his heart. ”

After hearing this, Jiusheng nodded: "I know, our relationship has always been very good. ”

"Three babies and his father, I have an idea." Jiu Shengniang suddenly looked at Jiu Sheng's father and said.

"You say."

"I want to recognize that baby as a son, I think that baby's life is too hard. It's not easy for him, he finally has a sister who is good to him, and in the end, ......" When he said this, Jiushengniang couldn't talk anymore.

"Well, I think so." Jiusheng's father said while wiping away his tears for Jiusheng's mother.