"Ling Yan, what you said about declaring war with Yin Siqi that time, how is the relationship between the two of you? Is war really declared? ”

In class early the next morning, Xin Yu asked Ling Yan on the side, but he felt that the relationship between Ling Yan and Yin Siqi had not been so intense recently, and even the declaration of war seemed to be non-existent.

Ling Yan smiled bitterly, but looked at Xin Yu with a mocking expression.

"What's wrong? If war is really declared, what do you want us to happen? One beats the other to death, and then the person goes to prison, and you are not liberated? ”

Xin Yu was stunned, he had never heard Ling Yan say such a thing to himself.

Xin Yu couldn't refute for a while, couldn't even answer, and didn't know anything.

"What's wrong with you? How do you say such a thing? ”

"So what can I say? Even if one really kills the other, will you accept the living person? Neither side has entered your heart, so what kind of competition are we competing! ”

Ling Yan's words made Xin Yu unable to believe it, and Xin Yu suddenly had nothing to say with a strong sense of irony.

"Xin Yu, I don't know what you think, have you ever had true feelings for us?"

Xin Yu shook his head and replied directly with movements, because some words could not be said.

"Then why did you approach me for? Is it just an expression of your so-called protection? I'm grateful for helping me get out of this misunderstanding, but you're done, aren't you? ”

"Ling Yan, don't talk about me like that! I approached you to help you, it's true. ”

"yes, I didn't say it was fake! The competition that is not recognized by you is completely a matter of self-inflicted affection between the two of us. Why compete? Even if you win, then what can you get, your word, get away? ”

Xin Yu calmed down and didn't want to say any more.

There is something that cannot be denied, and that is that girls are also dignified. They won't just take care of the little cake in front of them, they will also take a long-term view.

Some things don't make sense in the long run, so why do they need to do it!

"Alright! In that case, I'll tell you the truth, okay? Xin Yu said.

"Say it! I'm listening! Ling Yan replied subconsciously and sat upright.

The teacher was still lecturing on the podium, and Xin Yu and Ling Yan were talking in a whisper, but the content was not so relaxed.

"I approached you to protect you because I didn't want to see you jump off the flyover while sleepwalking and get into a car accident someday in the future. Don't say you won't be like that, anyone who goes on the flyover when they see sleepwalking and then cry there will think the same thing. That's my purpose, and my only purpose. I do appreciate your appearance, the class flower of our class, but I will not be so unscrupulous in wanting to pursue anything, what kind of emotions I desire to have for you. It's impossible, I just want you to be safe, and then we're still friends and classmates. ”

Xin Yu said this kind of thing, this is what he thinks in his heart, every word sounds so real, and it is also like a fantasy that he is very eager to get rid of.

Ling Yan closed her eyes and sighed softly before opening her eyes for a long time.

At that moment, it seemed that all despair had crept up on her face, and she looked lonely, and finally heard Xin Yu say such a fact.

Yin Siqi was the same, when she passed by their house, she was clutching the sheets on the third floor and sliding down, in order to protect her, I lay there on her back, and then she smashed it. It is also a kind of protection, a kind of salvation. The two of you are very similar, and for me, I have more serious things to do, definitely not romance. ”

Xin Yu knew that he was reluctant, but he really wanted to say something.

"I know that this may be a blow to you, but for your own sake and for my own sake, I must say it. Zhang Mengmeng said to me last night, don't be a scumbag, don't involve other people's feelings. If you don't love, it's better to let go than to hurt heartlessly. I'm starting to look down on myself, because I know I'm playing with your feelings. But I had no choice but to do it, because I couldn't bear it. Zhang Mengmeng's words are very good, if you don't love it, you have to involve it, that's the scumbag behavior. So, Ling Yan, thank you for your affection for me, but forgive me for not being able to accept it. I don't love you, never will. The competition between you and Yin Siqi is meaningless, you will not have losers, and there will be no winners, and the final result can only be two sad girls who regret everything they have done. ”

Xin Yu continued, and all these words also made Xin Yu feel pain.

It turns out that even if you don't love them, you will be reluctant to hurt them......

Ling Yan didn't answer, and Xin Yu couldn't say any more. Now that that's all that's been said, what more can we say?

"I understand, I understand, don't say it, we all feel hurt as bystanders, and you still say it so bluntly!"

Yu Fan on the side said suddenly, of course she could hear all these words, at this time it was more like a round field, but it was not like a round field, more like another kind of words.

"Xin Yu, I won't say anything, if it's a man, you have to have such courage from the beginning. You didn't completely hurt anyone, so you can't be considered ruthless. Even if your starting point is not emotionally involved in the first place, then you have done nothing wrong and do not have any burden. Huai Qianling said, and the next second, Huai Qianling said to Ling Yan again.

"Ling Yan, don't be sad. There are so many good boys that it is necessary to at least come out first. Love, how can it not bear some damage! Although the farewell with the truth is hurtful, it is better than the love maintained by the lie! Xin Yu is responsible for himself and you when he says this. If you want to open it, it's fine! ”

Huai Qianling's words sounded like that, but Ling Yan neither cried nor made trouble, just calm, her eyes full of loneliness and despair......

Zhang Mengmeng, who was sitting in the front row, also turned around and said to Ling Yan in a general persuasion, "A moment of hurting is better than being deceived forever." Actually, you can't blame Xin Yu, if you start from bit by bit, Xin Yu is really worthy of you! At least it helped you with your mental stress, didn't it? ”

Min Xuan turned around and said, "Ling Yan, it's okay!" If a guy lied to you at the beginning, saying he loved you, he never actually loved you. So what about in the end? Not only does he not even love you, but he also involves another girl and makes the two of you compete, so what will it become in the end? If a person doesn't belong to you, let it go! helped you and saved you, then it can be regarded as a warm memory between you. It's still a class, you can still sit together in class, and you can still be friends in the future! ”

Ling Yan lay down and lay down on the table as if she was asleep. I didn't cry, I just wanted to calm down alone.

And Xin Yu looked at this scene, and at the same time fantasized about what kind of words he would say when he met Yin Siqi!

I must say something similar, but what will Yin Siqi's reaction be!

Xin Yu thought reluctantly, and he really felt full of pity. If you want to help others in the future, you must try your best to prevent feelings from happening, otherwise the matter will be very serious.

The class continued, and Ling Yan quickly stood up and went to the podium to say a word to the teacher.

The teacher nodded and replied, "It's okay, then you can go back first!" Rest well and take care of your body. ”

Then Ling Yan left the classroom, as if she had just said that she was not feeling well, and the teacher was also very normal and said that she should go back to rest first.

After a short pause in class, the teacher continued to play the slides while continuing the lecture.

And after Ling Yan left, it seemed that the girls were more open to Xin Yu's communication with her.

"Xin Yu? Then haven't you really liked anyone? Haven't you ever wanted to pursue anyone's desires? Huai Qianling asked suddenly, and the question at this moment made Xin Yu a little helpless.

"Do you want to hear the truth?"

"Of course I want to hear it! You say! ”

Xin Yu recalled the past, but it was difficult to speak.

"When I was in high school, in the second half of my freshman year and the whole year of my sophomore year, I was in the same class as a girl, and I was in a different class in my third year of high school......"

Yu Fan interrupted Xin Yu's words: "Is that girl someone you like?" ”

Xin Yu nodded and said, "Yes! But I can't say the specifics, but I feel very happy to see her, and I will secretly watch her in class every day. But she was always the first in the class, and I was always in the middle of the dozen or twenty places, knowing that I was not in the same world, and I also knew that the university I chose would inevitably be different. ”

"It's a crush, isn't it?"

"Yes, it's a crush."

Xin Yu replied directly, now that he has no scruples about saying it, he actually feels in a good mood. After all, it's all gone, and the so-called illusions have been shattered.

"What's her name?" Yu Fan asked.

"Ren Xiao, seriously, it's super similar to Yin Siqi'......"

"This name is really non-mainstream! But do you say that she is very similar to Yin Siqi, and she is also a short and thin girl who is more than one meter tall? Yu Fan cares a lot about such topics.

"yes, it's about the same as you, but a little bit taller than you."

Huai Qianling, a girl with a height of 1.75 meters, didn't speak, and watched Xin Yu and Yu Fan talk.

"Then tell me the details!"

"There's nothing to say, so I had a crush for two and a half years, then the college entrance examination, and then I came here. She went to school in Qingdao at Ocean University of China! ”

Yu Fan and Huai Qianling recited it silently together before saying, "985 key universities? So powerful? ”

"And what does she do to you?" Huai Qianling then asked.

"She probably doesn't know, but it doesn't matter, after all, I'm not in the same world, and I don't have so many delusions. It's just that when it comes to high school, I remember her the most. ”

"Then you don't have contact information? WeChat ID, QQ number, mobile phone number, don't have any? ”

Xin Yu nodded, but said, "QQ is there, but it has been deleted, maybe when she cleaned up her friends, she deleted it." ”

……

It seems that this kind of words have made everyone lose a lot, and at the same time, this is also a helpless thing for Xin Yu. But in the end, Xin Yu doesn't have any delusions, high school is over, so let everything go with her!

"I didn't expect that! There are still times when your relationship is so uncomfortable. ”

"It's not anymore, it's just that when I feel like someone really like it, I don't know what to say. Despite having a QQ number, I never talked about it. Rather than keep it to occupy the position, it is better to delete it. It was really eager to get closer, but after seeing that she was just making eye contact, I could only look away, not knowing what to say, and never saying hello on the road. ”

Xin Yu almost didn't say anything about this past to anyone, and he had already buried it in his heart, but he was asked by them today, and Xin Yu's special mood said it.

Maybe there will never be anyone around him who can make Xin Yu feel like this, right? This feeling of crush may not be there anymore.

When it comes to this matter, Xin Yu doesn't feel regret or sadness. The biggest feeling is still relaxed, a fantasy that shouldn't exist in the first place, so why bother remembering it!

If he is Ling Yan or Yin Siqi, even if he loves deeply, he will choose not to say it at all when he knows that it is impossible and not to disturb the other party.

I'm not afraid of being hurt, I'm not afraid of being pitied, I'm afraid of affecting her and being hated by her......