139. A tear of an angel
Jiang Lin panicked for a while, he didn't know what to do for a while, he has never been good at coaxing girls, and his girlfriend is even more inexperienced when she cries like this. "Xin Xin, you, what's wrong with you, don't cry......"
"Jiang Lin, you want to sell your research results cheaply, right?"
“…… You, got it? Jiang Lin's breath stagnated, and the hand holding her subconsciously tightened.
Ye Xin nodded, tears sliding down from the corners of her eyes like pearls with broken threads, blurring her delicate makeup.
Jiang Lin was silent for a long time, and then, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Ye Xin's face, and said gently: "Xin Xin, when you get well, will we get married?" ”
……
Ye Xin's tears broke again, she choked up, and said many "sorry" to him in her arms, each sentence was like a knife piercing her heart, dripping with blood.
If Zhou Xiaoxuan didn't tell her, did Jiang Lin plan to hide it from her for the rest of his life? Just to keep her from blaming herself, in order not to make her feel guilty.
He said that she should spend the rest of her life to pay off her debts. The grace of dripping water should be reciprocated with a gushing spring, and what he gave her was already a vast ocean.
If it weren't for him, she might still be waiting to die in a daze; Without him, she wouldn't have mustered up the courage to face the disease.
He gave up what he had been focusing on to get a glimmer of life for her. However, even if she accepts it cheekily, even if she shouldn't have survived, what about her mother's debt? How should she face him, and how could she have the courage to open up to him that she was still burdened with a huge debt of three million......
She can't say it, she can't say it.
She's really a burden, a burden that only causes trouble for others.
If she hadn't met Jiang Lin, Jiang Lin wouldn't have been dragged down by her, so that he could smoothly make research results and have a promising future.
If she hadn't met him, he would have met someone better, someone who could help him, not just drag him down like she did.
There's an 80 percent chance she'll die. Although Zhou Xiaoxuan hated it, she was not wrong at all, if she died, Jiang Lin would only be left with endless pain and sorrow.
He shouldn't have met her, he shouldn't have fallen in love with her.
That night with a meteor streaked by it, it was still a tear of an angel in the end.
Ye Xin cried in Jiang Lin's arms for a long time, and the two didn't say a word more.
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"Xin Xin, you don't seem to be looking very good these days, is your condition getting worse?" Yu Shuangxia looked at Ye Xin, who looked haggard, and asked worriedly.
Ye Xin shook his head with a smile and said, "I'm fine, it's just that I've had a cold in the past few days, and I've had a cold." ”
"You take good care of yourself, why don't you go back to the dormitory, you don't have anyone to take care of when you rent a house outside."
"I'm out of school, and it's not easy to live in the dormitory. I still have something to do, so I'll go first. ”
Ye Xin didn't continue to talk to Yu Shuangxia, she walked to the school gate and went directly to Xue Yan's place. On the bus, she stared blankly at the tall buildings outside, her eyes blank and uneasy.
I don't know if my mother has eaten well these days. She would give her mother a glance at the milk every morning, and she would go to bring dinner to her mother every noon, so that she would no longer go hungry. After so many years of accumulation, my mother has been severely malnourished, and she plans to take her to the hospital for a proper check-up today.
Ye Xin came to the basement and opened the door with the key, as soon as she entered the door, a pungent smell rushed into her nasal cavity, making her heart "boom".
Coal gas!