The child giggled in her arms and amused her. However, after a while, the child suddenly changed his face, punched and kicked her, scolded her for being a vicious woman, scolded her for being ruthless and even killed her own children, and scolded her for not being worthy of being a mother!

He jumped out of her arms, turned around and ran, Xie Jinling wanted to chase after her, but he couldn't catch up no matter how he chased him. There was a soft cry behind her, she stopped and looked behind her, it was a cute little girl, but her face was full of tears, like an abandoned child, there was only pain and resentment in her eyes: "Mom, why don't you want me?" ”

That question was like a needle piercing Xie Jinling's heart, she seemed to explain something to the child, but she found that everything she said was wrong, no matter what she said, she was sorry for the child. She stepped forward and wanted to take her little hand, but she threw her away: "You go away!" You're not my mom! ”

Xie Jinling covered his face with both hands, and tears fell: "I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry, my mother didn't mean to ...... you"

Xu Sangtian woke up in the middle of the night and saw Xie Jinling in a deep dream, crying heartbroken, and kept shouting about the baby, she knew that this little girl who had always been sunny and lovely began to miss the child again, the child who belonged to her and was taken away by her own hands.

Xu Sangtian wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and tried to wake her up: "Ling Ling, Ling Ling, it's okay." Ling Ling, wake up first! ”

Xu Sangtian screamed for a while, Xie Jinling woke up from the dream, and it wasn't until she saw Xu Sangtian that she finally regained her senses, hugged Xu Sangtian and began to cry bitterly, crying tears, dripping blood.

"Sister Sang Tian...... I dreamed of her, she was so well-behaved, so cute...... But she scolded me for being a cruel woman, a woman who killed even her own children, she said I was not worthy of being a mother, and she looked at me with hatred in her eyes......"

"Lingling, that's fake, fake. You are the cutest and warmest girl in the world, how can you be vicious? You're the best girl I've ever seen, and there's no one better suited to be a mother than you. ”

"Really?"

"Really."

"But that's not what they say......"

"That's their nonsense! To be my family's child is the happiest thing in the world, they talk nonsense! Ignore them! ”

"But I killed my own child......"

"Ling Ling, that's not your fault, it's another person's fault, you shouldn't be blamed. Listen to your sister, don't think about it. ”

Xie Jinling hid in Xu Sangtian's arms, neither nodding nor shaking his head. How could it be his fault? It's the two of them who are at fault, not just one person's fault.

In the next few days, Xu Santian and the crew took leave, and stayed in Xie Jinling's apartment to take care of her alone. Obviously, she hadn't seen her for two months, but Xu Santian felt that she had lost a lot of weight, her cheeks, which were originally a little baby fat, had sunken, her round chin had become sharp, and her waist had also lost a lot of weight.

She was depressed all day, and since the decision to get rid of the child, her life seemed to have lost the most important support, causing her body to collapse rapidly.

In order to raise Xie Jinling back, Xu Sangtian hired a local nanny with her small salary to be responsible for Xie Jinling's food.