293: He's scared
deceived him, she was actually not the Cheng Ningning he married.
deceived him, she actually didn't know anything about grains.
deceived him, she was not actually gifted but had studied medicine for many years.
But she liked him, and she didn't lie to him.
But can he trust her?
"Ma'am, I'm home." Shen Fu saw that Cheng Ningning was still walking forward, and couldn't help but remind.
Cheng Ningning, who was immersed in his own thoughts, came back to his senses at the moment, and after seeing the courtyard wall of his house, he responded in a trance, "Oh." ”
As he spoke, he turned around and was about to push the courtyard door, Shen Fu quickly stepped forward and opened the lock and pushed the door open, Cheng Ningning looked at his raised hand and was stunned, then put it down and raised his feet into the courtyard.
"Madam, I'll boil you some boiling water for a bath."
"Okay." Cheng Ningning answered and walked straight towards the main house.
Shen Fu glanced at Cheng Ningning worriedly, and then went to the kitchen to boil water.
After Cheng Ningning entered the house, he didn't light the oil lamp, and just sat on the edge of the bed in the inner room.
It wasn't until Shen Fu came in and lit the lamp that it illuminated the house.
"Madam, the hot water is boiled and mixed, and I will send it to you for you to bathe."
"Okay."
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When Gu Qin came back, Cheng Ningning had already washed up, turned off the lights, and stayed in the house alone.
Shen Fu was guarding the courtyard.
As soon as he saw Gu Qin coming back, he came up and saluted him, "The slave has seen the son." ”
"Where's Madame?"
"The lady was in the house, saying that she was going to sleep and let the slave and maid come out, and the slave and maid looked at the lady and didn't look very good, and the slave didn't dare to ask, so she just stood here and waited for the son."
When Shen Fu said that Cheng Ningning didn't look good, Gu Qin's heart froze, but he didn't say anything, "You go and rest." ”
"Yes." Shen Fu bowed his knees in response, and then retreated, heading towards his house.
"You go and rest, too." Gu Qin commanded again.
"Yes, Childe." Shen You, who was following behind Gu Qin, clasped his fists and saluted, and retreated.
Gu Qin came back on foot all the way, so he was a long, long time later than Cheng Ningning.
And Gu Qin thought a lot along the way, starting from the time he first met Cheng Ningning when he got married, and thought about the bits and pieces between the two thoroughly.
I think how disgusted Cheng Ningning was with him in the past, and how much he didn't want him to touch him, as if he would dirty her when he touched her.
I think that Cheng Ningning in the past had many eyes and masters, and his eyes were full of arrogance, as if he was an ant.
I think how useless Cheng Ningning was in the past, he really came to reach out for food and open his mouth, and he only knew how to wear new clothes and buy rouge all day long, except that this can be described as a waste person. 591 net
is such a person who suddenly took the initiative to hug him one day, took the initiative to kiss him, and was still full of dependence on him, the disgust in his eyes was not there, and he no longer kept buying rouge gouache, but would take care of his family.
She said that because she had no one to help her when she was lonely and helpless, only he protected her, so she believed it.
Then she began to learn to cook, her face was covered with black and gray, and the food was very poor, and the taste was only barely palatable, but it was getting better and better, so good that she could make a table of food that was not worse than that of a restaurant.
She said that everyone said that she was good for nothing, that she was not, that she knew herbs, that she sold herbs in her house, and that he believed her.
Then she began to go up the mountain to pick herbs, she could endure the hardships of climbing the mountain, she was obviously afraid of the heat, but she could tenaciously concoct medicinal materials on such a hot summer day, yes, concocted, even Wei Lao appreciated the concocting technique, she was born as a small trader, if it was in the past, this is the foundation of getting rich, and it is a high price to sell it casually, why would her parents lose her for his fifty taels of dowry.
She said that she wanted to study medicine, she liked it, she wanted to accompany her to Kyoto, she wanted to accompany him to excel, and he believed it.
Then she began to read medical books as soon as she was free, and she also taught herself acupuncture, which would pierce people and scream in pain, and would detoxify Shen You, especially tonight, she could save people, and other doctors refused to save people.
He studied for many years and precipitated for ten years before he was sure to participate in Qiuqiu Yishu High School.
She is seventeen years old, and she has only been in Wei Laomen for more than a month, and she has not learned anything, even if she has only been studying medicine for more than three months, what makes her able to save a person who other doctors are unwilling to save with these alone, and she has also saved one big and one young.
He knew about her family, because she didn't want to follow him and hated him, and he planned to send her back, but her parents left, but it didn't prevent him from understanding that her family did sell herbs, but it was just a middleman, who helped people resell, and he did it for two or three years, and then he didn't do it.
With these, why can she save people who other doctors refuse to save.
Yes, it has always been full of loopholes, but he rejoiced because of her changes, rejoiced because of her liking, full of love with her, and just wanted to be with her for a long time, and found reasons and excuses for these slowly changing changes, because he believed in her, because he was poor and had nothing to deceive her.
However, tonight's accident is beyond the scope of normal cognition, so that he can't think of it as if he can't see it, and he can't even think of it if he doesn't want to recognize that she lied to him.
He didn't know why she lied to him, he didn't know which of her was true and which was fake, whether she was a liar in the past or a liar now.
He admitted that he was afraid, afraid that her liking for him was a lie, afraid that he was really afraid of being a liar now.
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Cheng Ningning has been sitting in the room waiting for Gu Qin, waiting for a long, long time, and she has thought a lot during this waiting time.
Finally, there was a knock on the door.
Cheng Ningning looked at the door in an extremely calm mood.
She doesn't like to run away, and since it's happened, she has to face it.
Before, because she was outside at You Xingxian's house, she couldn't say anything, but now that she is home, she should say whatever she wants.
She knew she was wrong for her to lie to him, but she couldn't choose.
In fact, this matter is harmless, her medical skills will be lit up sooner or later, there is only a justifiable reason, but she didn't have time to wait.
In this way, there is this deception, and things are harmless, but deception is taboo in marriage, so it is not about the size of the matter, deception is deception.
Whatever he wanted to know, she said, and as for what happened after that, it was his decision, and she couldn't interfere.
Her feelings for him are not cheating, so she has nothing to do.
The footsteps were getting closer and closer, and when the sound of pushing the door sounded again, Gu Qin's figure appeared in Cheng Ningning's eyes.
The room was dark, only a faint moonlight, but it was enough to see each other's figures.
The moment they saw each other, Cheng Ningning stood up from the couch, and Gu Qin stopped at the door of the room.
The two looked at each other through the darkness, even if it was just a silhouette of each other's figures.