envy

After Ji Yunzi returned to school, he briefly told Li Yanan about the flowers and plants in his house and the roses he brought over, and only received a simple reply from Li Yanan in the afternoon of the next day, only two words, okay. Ji Yunzi didn't say anything more, firstly, he thought that his work should be very busy, and there was also a reason for the photo of Li Yan'an's bedside, if Li Yan'an already has a girlfriend, then should she erase her selfishness, so what kind of attitude should she use to get along with Li Yan'an in the future, and how can she make all this natural and pure?

Ji Yunzi deliberately didn't think about this matter for the next period of time, didn't want Li Yan'an, and didn't pay attention to any news of his social software, she thought it would be okay, while Li Yan'an was not in the city, she might be able to forget about him, this is not difficult for Ji Yunzi, many of her predecessors can't remember their names or faces, she is always easy to get out of a relationship quickly, but she herself may have forgotten that she would only be emotional for two points in the past, and three points was too much.

Has Ji Yunzi forgotten? It is impossible to really lose the memory of a person who has been with her for two months, she just wants to dilute the emotions in her heart. But Ji Yunzi miscalculated this time, she couldn't put this matter down in a short time, but she remembered that this person had become longer, and her impression of him became more obsessive, she felt that she was not old, how could the courage she used to have slowly flow away, so that she neither dared to pursue it desperately, nor did she dare to let it go frankly.

Ren Binchen's recent mood is not particularly good, he just talked to his stubborn father on the phone before he walked into the classroom, and he was scolded for more than ten minutes without repeating it early in the morning, he looked at it and was about to be late before replying, Ren Binchen's father finally hung up the phone angrily, and said that he would continue to deal with this matter at night. Ren Binchen was in a very depressed mood, he walked into the classroom with his head in Dala, and saw Ji Yunzi also angrily smashing the book in his hand on the table.

"Why are you angry so early in the morning?"

Ji Yunzi was distressed by her recent behaviors and thoughts, she was sulking with herself, and when she heard Ren Binchen's voice, her anger did not subside, "Can you manage it?" ”

Ren Binchen thought about yesterday and said to himself that the recent water reversal seemed to be true, otherwise why would he get up early in the morning and be inexplicably angry, he still had a good temper and said, "If there is anything I can help you with, just say it, don't be angry because of trivial things." ”

Ji Yunzi glanced at Ren Binchen angrily, daring to empathize with others and feeling embarrassed because of trivial matters, is this a trivial matter? Of course, it's not a big deal, but Ji Yunzi is extremely irritable, she hates this kind of loss of control over herself the most, although she sometimes does things wildly, but she has always kept calm from the heart, and will never lose her mind because of anything, the number of times like this recent situation occurs is very rare.

Ren Binchen didn't have much of the heart to listen to the song in class, he looked at Ji Yunzi, who was also absent-minded, "Can I ask you a question?" ”

Ji Yunzi's mood basically returned to calm, "You say." ”

Ren Binchen bit his lip and hesitated, "Have you always been very lenient at home?" ”

Ji Yunzi didn't expect him to ask questions about her family, she has been extremely disgusted with others asking about her family and her family since she was a child, maybe it was a deep inferiority complex in her heart that failed to dissipate after all, and it fermented into her deepest wound in the precipitation of the years.

"Why are you asking me this question?"

Ren Binchen didn't answer the reason, but continued to take care of himself, "Your parents must be very enlightened, otherwise how can you go to work in a bar by yourself, and be so free that people are enviable." ”

Ji Yunzi was stunned again, she lowered her head and chuckled, like a kind of self-deprecation, she didn't expect that the road to survival that she felt was extremely difficult and bumpy step by step would be so glamorous in the eyes of others, maybe she was too well disguised, maybe she had experienced more than others, but she didn't like this experience at all, even if she couldn't make progress in her life, she hoped she had never experienced it.

Ji Yunzi didn't answer anything about herself, but continued to ask Ren Binchen, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Ren Binchen grabbed his hair, his hair was much longer than before, "It's not my dad, I was scolded early this morning, I was almost late, I haven't finished borrowing, and I will continue to scold when I go back at night." He doesn't want to think about how long I'm twenty-one years old, how long have I been an adult and still be so strict, I can't stand it. ”

"What did you do?"

"I didn't do anything, I just asked my mom last night if I could stay for a few days at the end of the semester and then go back, but he found out and said that I was getting more and more wild, you don't know how ugly the scolding is, I don't know why my dad is so angry, I wonder if I will be beaten up when I go back after the final exam." The more Ren Binchen spoke, the more depressed he became, and he grabbed a few more handfuls of hair.

Ji Yunzi listened to Ren Binchen's intermittent complaints, and didn't say anything, just looked at his distressed appearance and felt a little funny, what could she say? Regarding her father, whether it was gentle or stern, what she got was too limited, and he couldn't even remember many scenes clearly, and she even felt a little envious when she heard Ren Binchen accuse his father of being stubborn and domineering.

"Ji Yunzi, I really envy you, you can do as many things as you want."

Ji Yunzi looked at Ren Binchen and was stunned for a few seconds, "My life is not as good as you think, and I am not as perfect as you think." ”

Ren Binchen regained his usual playful smile, "Of course I know, you are always easy to get angry, but I like this kind of imperfection so much." ”

Ji Yunzi felt helpless, "You see that your father cares less about you." ”

"He does have little control, but one tube is quite terrible, I wear earrings or a beating in exchange, learning French than others learn piano and get beaten more." Ren Binchen said and shrugged fearlessly.

Ji Yunzi listened to him talk about his upbringing, and it was indeed quite pitiful, but Ren Binchen's thick skin was true, "It's good for someone to take care of you," Ji Yunzi heard the vibration of the mobile phone, "Your mobile phone is ringing." ”

Ji Yunzi saw that Ren Binchen was a little trembling, and finally breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the name of the caller, "I'm scared to death." It happened to be recess, Ren Binchen picked up the phone, "What's the matter, Xinxin?" ”

"Can't you call if you're fine? How's the tsundere woman you're chasing? ”

The person on the other end of the mobile phone had a very loud voice, although the voice of the mobile phone was not outside, but it could be heard clearly, Ren Binchen hurriedly covered the microphone when he heard this, for fear of being heard by Ji Yunzi, "Sister, be quiet, be quiet, my heart can't stand it." ”

"That's what's going on, that woman......"

Ren Binchen immediately cut off the phone and turned his head to look at Ji Yunzi, she shouldn't have heard clearly, the two looked at each other and smiled together. Ji Yunzi is at the tip of her ear, the key words are she