Chapter 153
After saying so much, Song Qiguang was not annoyed, nor did he refuse her intimacy, and still explained good-naturedly, "I don't think there is anything bad about him, in my eyes, he is more than a thousand times more beautiful than me, as for ability, all my abilities are obtained because of him, without him in this world, there would be no Song Qiguang today, let alone fighting for him, even if I dedicate my life to him, I am willing, and there is no complaint." ”
The almost numb confession words came out of Song Qiguang's mouth, he didn't look at aanda, he didn't even look at anything, he just looked at the person he treasured in his heart, and all the lingering vows before were just poured out to that person.
Aanda looked at him, his eyes really contained endless affection, warmth, smiling, and a light smile on his lips outlined countless softness, as if he was confiding in his lover.
Aanda had long known that there was a person in his heart, and when he was in college, he was often seen standing on the balcony and talking on the phone, at least half an hour at a time, and he would not leave immediately after the end, but continued to stand there, looking into the distance, as if he was looking at his hometown from a distance of thousands of miles.
Song Qiguang is indeed outstanding, he was like this in college, he was the first prize winner in the software production competition and the simulation management competition, and he also won the highest scholarship with excellent grades at the end of the semester, and there are not many people who want to pursue him in school, and he only said to the closest people that he already has a lover.
Aanda could see his affection, because he could always inadvertently reveal a kind of loneliness, even when he was having fun with everyone, his smile would unconsciously dim, and then he would show a little sadness, which others said was only shown when he missed his lover.
Aanda can also be regarded as one of Song Qiguang's suitors, because this man's ability and appearance are very good, as for the family, he usually says that he is the adopted son of the Yang family, although this is not the case, but he is indeed treated like a young master in the Yang family, and he has never been inferior.
But like other suitors, Song Qiguang didn't respond to anyone, because this time he returned to China, Aanda wanted to see what this person who could make him cherish his heart was like, and she didn't want to give up on this man so easily.
And the fact that Heyang Company wants to cooperate with Chengkang Company on a project was proposed by Aanda, and this is what Cheng Yelan's father discussed with Song Qiguang before.
I just saw that person who was not very good, although his impression of him was not very good, Song Qiguang was able to express his feelings for him with such a voice and words, I have to say, it made Aanda a little frustrated.
Maybe fate is really destined by God, and people who are not optimistic about others are the supreme treasure in his mind, which is a fact that no one can change.
"You say," Aanda said stiffly, though she felt that she really had no hope, "if I asked you to go with me, would he keep you?" I don't think he has a lot of affection for you. Aanda's tone was a little sour.
She was right, don't look at Song Qiguang who has always shown no regrets, the attitude of that person here just now is very indifferent, and Song Qiguang is like an ordinary boss and subordinate, and there is no contact between the eyes, not like there is any intimate relationship between the two at all.
Song Qiguang smiled bitterly, yes, from last night to today's various performances, anyone will definitely be angry, not to mention the person who will blow up at one point. "Because of what I promised you, I've been a little cold to him these days, I didn't speak when I saw him on KTV yesterday, and I didn't go home at night, if he can still talk and laugh without changing his face when he sees me, it really shows that he doesn't have a deep affection for me."
Aanda snorted, but didn't refute.
"As for whether you said he would keep me," Song Qiguang thought for a moment and said, "If I were him, I wouldn't even open my mouth to keep me." The reason is very simple, if a person has your words in his heart, even if the distance between you is thousands of miles away, his heart will always be with you; And he doesn't have you in his heart, even if he is close to you, you will still feel separated from him. ”
Although Aanda already agreed with his words, she still didn't want to let him go, "I don't believe it, feelings can be cultivated slowly, or if two people have children, even responsibility will bind them together!" Aanda also blushed a little after saying that, this was the first time she had said such bold words in front of this person.
Song Qiguang smiled and patted her hand that was still holding her arm, "Man'er, why bother?" With your conditions, you can find a man who is thousands of times better, and a man who really loves you like a princess in the palm of your hand, why force a person who already belongs to him? ”
Aanda pursed her lips, "yes, you have all the belongings." Well, I have one condition, or at most a game, do you want to play it? She regained her original look, like a little girl who likes to play pranks.
"What game?" Song Qiguang looked at him and indulged like a sister.
"Although most of the projects I asked him to do were to make things difficult for him, and I didn't really intend to let him complete them, so let's make a bet. If he finishes, I will never bother you again; If he can't finish it......" Aanda blinked, "you can be my personal servant from now on!" I believe that with the strength of my family, I will go and tell the boss of your company that he should not object, if I agree with you to continue to work in your company. ”
Song Qiguang couldn't help frowning, isn't this a bit illogical? I was a personal servant for her, and I had to continue to work in Chengkang, which was a bit of a double agent; As for the condition she said, Song Qiguang believed that the master could agree, after all, he didn't have the ability to handle the company's background, but this condition was obviously unfair from the beginning, she recognized that Yi Aning's ability would definitely lose......
Song Qiguang was helpless again, and he couldn't tell whether it was because of the domineering of the girl in front of him or because of that person's ability, he sighed faintly and said, "Okay, I can make this bet with you, but I also have conditions." That is, I will work with him on this project, and I will find the most capable person in the company to complete it together, and I believe that if we are all involved, your project will not be very difficult, not to mention, no one has made a precedent before. ”
"You ......," Aanda was dissatisfied, "why are you helping him like this!" Even you think that with his own ability, he will definitely not be able to accomplish it, don't you? ”
Song Qiguang looked away, "I really want to help him, and, you should know, if you want to do a project, teamwork must be essential, and the team members are also the project manager's choice, and I didn't foul it from this point." And ......" he pursed his lips and looked at Aanda, "It's no exaggeration to say that he actually worries me a lot, he is not the kind of overlord who can take charge of himself, but that's what makes me want to stand behind him desperately to protect him, I don't know what he would be without me, just as I don't know what I would be without him, maybe we were born for each other." After speaking, he smiled again, "I say that, can you accept it?" ”
Aanda didn't speak, but her heart was beating wildly, if one day, there was someone who would use such words to confess to herself, how good would it be?
I really don't know if there will be such a person in this world......
That night, Song Qiguang once again accompanied Aanda to dinner, when the two left the hotel, it was already past eight o'clock, and when they came to the garage, Song Qiguang said, "Okay, I'll accompany you here today, and I should go home too." I was thinking that if I didn't come home tonight, maybe he would kick me out of the house. ”
Aanda, of course, knew why he didn't come home last night, and knew what he had done, but she was still proud of such a prank, and she said, "It's better to get you out, and you can come to my house with the right name." ”
Song Qiguang didn't answer, put her in the car, sat in his car again, started the car and drove on the way home.
Song Qiguang drove the car, and he couldn't help but think of that person in his heart, he must be very angry with himself now, but unfortunately, he promised Aanda before that he couldn't tell him the truth, and now he wants to coax him, I don't know how difficult it will be......
At this time, Cheng Yelan was sitting in front of the computer, and when he heard the sound of the door being knocked twice and pushed open, he turned his head to look at the person who came in and was really a little surprised, and couldn't help but be stunned there.
Song Qiguang smiled lightly, didn't speak, closed the door and walked over to stand behind him.
Cheng Yelan was actually using QQ to make a video with Gu Feili, and as soon as Song Qiguang appeared in front of the computer, Gu Feili said hello to him, "Hi, Ajie." ”
"Non-separation." Song Qiguang replied with a smile.
"Then, Aning, I'll turn off the video first, and call if there's anything." Gu Feili is very "familiar" and authentic.
"Okay."
As soon as the video was turned off, Cheng Yelan also turned off the computer, picked up a book in front of the bookshelf, sat on the bed and read it, as if he didn't notice that there was one more person in the room.
Song Qiguang, who had long known that he would be like this, still maintained a smile, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked intently at the person who seemed to be reading very seriously.
It seems that I haven't taken a good look at him for a few days, is it a little thin? There was no expression on his face, and people couldn't help but miss the way he smiled, and he tried his best to make that smile return to his face.
Song Qiguang's gaze was very explicit, if it was before, Cheng Yelan might not have lasted long, but now he was unmoved, and he could read the content of the book, but Song Qiguang couldn't hold his breath first, and reached out to touch his hand, but before he could touch the target, he moved his body to dodge.
Song Qiguang was not annoyed by the rejection, looked at him for a while, went directly to the bed and sat beside him, reached over with one hand and took him into his arms, and the other hand quickly took the book in his hand and put it on the bedside table when the person did not react.
Cheng Yelan was stunned for a moment, then turned his head expressionlessly, and the eyes of the two finally met.
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Their gaze is very calm, different from the tumbling waves in their hearts, nor like the thousands of wisps of affection flowing in the past, they just look at each other very normally, but they inexplicably give people a sense of tranquility before the storm.
Cheng Yelan suddenly felt very funny, this person came over tonight, did he want to be honest with him? It seems to be his usual pattern, first not telling himself anything, deliberately snubbing himself, and then when he can tell himself, he is kind and tender, as has been the case many times in the past.
Maybe what he did was not wrong, some things had to be concealed for some special reasons, of course he couldn't say it at first, and he would explain it to himself afterwards, which was acceptable.
But Cheng Yelan didn't know if he could accept this approach, and when he hid it from himself, the first thing he thought of was his distrust. And his coldness, who can calmly comfort himself when his lover doesn't know him when he doesn't know him, and he doesn't go home for a night without a word of explanation, and he can calmly comfort himself for a reason?
Just like after the heart is dissected, a serious injury drips blood, and it is carefully cared for until it heals, but can the pain of the previous dissected wound be completely erased after healing? Cheng Yelan really felt that for the sake of careful care after a serious injury, it was better not to seriously hurt from the beginning, and there was no need for any care, so that at least he could maintain his peace of mind.
Why is it so contradictory? Because I love him, I don't want to be separated from him, and at the same time I have to endure so many bitter consequences, which is exhausting.
Song Qiguang, do you know that the reason why Cheng Yelan is heartbroken and sad for you is only because of his feelings for you? And what you're doing is to rely on this, and make him hurt for you over and over again?
Cheng Yelan looked at that person and suddenly laughed, "What, you came here tonight, do you want to tell me the truth?" Cheng Yelan's tone was very relaxed, as if he was accustomed to such a situation.
Song Qiguang didn't answer him immediately, still looking at him with deep eyes.
Song Qiguang likes Cheng Yelan's smile, but it is not like this, the smile on the surface is not conveyed to his eyes at all, and this kind of expression disguised by laughter makes people see the loss and sadness in his eyes even more clearly, just like a child who has obviously suffered a lot of grievances and pretends to be indifferent, and in this way, it is even more distressing.
It also makes people want to hold him in their arms so much, so that he will never show such an expression again.
Song Qiguang still didn't speak, hugged him into his arms a little more, and slowly approached him at the same time.
Unexpectedly, before Song Qiguang got close to the target, he was vigorously pushed away by the person in his arms, and at the same time pulled down his hand, sat a little away from him in the bed, and looked at him angrily.
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