Compared with the scene in front of him, Qiu Feng's marriage seemed so hasty and bleak.

She couldn't help but look at her husband, who was walking a few steps, shaking hands with his colleagues from the company who had arrived, and directing the seats for the banquet.

The question that had always existed in his heart flashed again, why did he want to marry himself?

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The wedding began, the newlyweds walked through the long red carpet, the snow-white wedding dress, the bright smile on the bride's face, the sweetness and slight longing of the groom, what a beautiful couple!

Qiu Feng's eyes were firmly fixed on Li Yuyun who walked in front of him, from this moment on, she would completely belong to another man, perhaps, she had never belonged to him!

The wound that he thought had been sealed in his heart suddenly burst open, and he felt that something had finally collapsed, leaving only a bleak desolation.

Turning his head to see Xu Jingru, wearing the safest gray long coat and black short skirt, he suddenly looked so simple, compared with the luxurious and beautiful women on the stage, it was like a tiny speck of dust.

And that grain of dust is smiling and smiling with a tired smile on the guests who came to congratulate them.

A brief darkness suddenly appeared in his mind, and a terrible thought flashed through him, could it be that this woman really wanted to spend the rest of her life with him? For a lifetime?

At this moment, the real sense of reality finally stung his numb heart. He finally realized that the woman on the stage would leave his life forever. That one horn will leave a scar of eternal darkness.

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Qiu Feng's black car was parked downstairs in the apartment building, but it was not he who was driving.

The car door opened, and Xu Jingru paid the money to the substitute driver, "Thank you, master, you have worked hard." ”

The substitute driver looked at Qiu Feng in the back seat and asked Xu Jingru, "Do you need me to help send him upstairs?" ”

"No, I don't. I'm not drunk. It was Qiu Feng who answered, he had already opened the rear seat door and got out of the car, holding his hand on the door.

The driver nodded, and turned to leave.

Xu Jingru approached Qiu Feng and touched his forehead worriedly.

"I'm not drunk." His voice was cold, he tilted his head, dodged her touch, closed the car door and walked into the building.

Xu Jingru was stunned, his heart sank heavily, his refusal was too obvious.

Caught up with him a few steps and reached out to help him, but he strode into the elevator, and she quickly followed.

Qiu Feng leaned against the cold elevator wall, closed his eyes, and shut Xu Jingru's figure out of his eyes, he suddenly didn't want to look at her face full of panic and innocence and helplessness.

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Entering the house, Qiu Feng took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, his mind was blank for a while, and he faintly heard the sound of the wedding march, and he didn't know where he was in a trance.

Xu Jingru was extremely tired, sat directly on the sofa, leaned back on the chair, closed his eyes and sighed softly: "Alas, although such a wedding is very tiring, all women dream of holding such a wedding." ”

Qiu Feng was stunned, squinted at her, and after a long time, suddenly said, "Do you want such a wedding very much?" It's a pity that I can't give it to you in this life! ”

His voice was cold and hard, and Xu Jingru was so startled that he opened his eyes and saw his cold face.

"That's not what I meant......" she snorted, trying to explain.

"What do you mean otherwise?" He gritted his teeth, indifferent and distant, "I thought you had already seen the situation clearly, Zhang Lia was the son of the Zhang family and the successor, and I, Qiu Feng, was just a spurned adopted son, and even my own mother disliked me, if you haven't seen it clearly, please take a look at it now!" ”

Xu Jingru jumped up in shock, staring at him with wide eyes and disbelief, "Why do you say that?" I didn't say I wanted a wedding like that......"

"You said it, you said it was the dream of all women!" He glared at her too, "Any woman...... And that includes you, of course! ”

Xu Jingru looked at him blankly, biting her lip and unable to speak, she didn't know what was wrong, a wisp of sadness rushed straight to her heart, her eyes could no longer stop the inexplicable tears that gathered rapidly, and they fell one after another.

Qiu Feng was suddenly awakened by her tears, his heart suddenly tightened, he clenched his fists, turned around and entered the bedroom suddenly, and slammed his fist on the wall, making a muffled sound.

"What the hell did I say!" He whispered remorsefully, "Why should I say this to her!" ”

Slightly drunk, he was completely awake, and he sat down on the bed and looked at the door.

Sure enough, not long after, she came in, but her eyes were not looking at her, and the tears on her little face were not dry. She silently opened the cupboard, found the dressing gown for him, put it next to him on the bed, and turned and went out of the bedroom again.

Qiu Feng thumped his chest in annoyance, took a congested breath, took the nightgown and went into the bathroom.

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Xu Jingru sat on the toilet lid of the guest bathroom, she didn't look at the time, just sat quietly, she needed a space, she needed to dissolve the sudden depression in her heart.

The pain came so suddenly that I was caught off guard. She couldn't help but wonder again, why did he marry her?

She wiped her tears sadly, her lips trembling, and she sobbed softly.

She knew he didn't love her, but she didn't expect him to hate her like this.

The sudden slamming of the door startled her, and she looked at the door in horror, biting her lip and holding her breath.

"Hey, how long are you going to be locked up? Come out and go to sleep. ”

Qiu Feng's voice returned to its usual indifference, if before, Xu Jingru thought that it was due to his character, but now, she knew that he just didn't care about her, and even spoke with indifference and alienation.

She covered her mouth, suppressed a sob, and was silent, hoping that he would go away quickly.

"You hurry up and come out, don't you feel tired after being busy for so long? It's almost time to rest. His voice was still cold, but his tone was much softer.

Xu Jingru felt a heart-warming colic, clenched her teeth, and didn't let her sobs make a sound.

"I'll go to bed first, you won't have to get up to make breakfast tomorrow." The sound of his footsteps faded away.

Xu Jingru breathed a sigh of relief, closed her eyes, and forcibly let the pain pass.

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Xu Jingru hugged the quilt and turned over, the morning light pierced her eyes through the white sand curtain, and she hurriedly blocked the light with the back of her hand.

She knew that he had gone for a morning run.

He said he didn't have to make breakfast, so she lazily hugged the quilt, trying to dispel the depression that had suddenly burst into her mind, refusing to think about what had happened last night.

Accustomed to getting up early, she only lay down for about ten minutes before she couldn't bear it, sat up lazily, lifted the quilt, looked at the morning light at the window for a while, stood up and walked to the window, opened the curtain, pushed open the floor-to-ceiling window, stepped out of the balcony, and it was cold outside.

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