Nan Wen also took a lot of thought to figure out why he had these strange thoughts and actions, and he was still thinking about all kinds of possibilities in his mind.

After thinking about it for a long time, I felt that the possibility I just thought of was the greatest and most likely to be true.

In fact, most people may appear in the heart of a weak heart, after all, they will always do something they don't expect, and those things are not a good thing to be able to make themselves understand.

However, the biggest reason why Nanwen wants to leave is because he has a favorite school and a group of friends he likes, so he will leave, but it is impossible not to return here for the rest of his life, after all, this can be regarded as his own home, because he also has a family here.

Whether it is the second brother Nanxian or the elder brother Nan Jingran, they can be regarded as family.

And there is also a friend, Xing Jin, although he is really a little stupid and a little stupid on weekdays, but he is really a very good friend, and he is also a friend who can tell all the secrets.

Although it is true to say so, those secrets that are so dangerous that Nan Wen knows or that fewer people know the better, it is absolutely impossible to tell Xing Jin, because he doesn't want Xing Jin to be put in danger because of himself.

In fact, Nanwen is really a person who thinks about his friends in his daily life, and he also thinks about his family, because he doesn't want to be a burden.

Nan Wen has always felt that the reason why he will be abandoned is because he is a burden, and a burden that everyone hates, otherwise how could his parents not let him?

Nanwen really wants to make himself good all the time, but every time he changes, he feels as if he is useless no matter how much he changes, because he is a person who does not deserve all the good things.

A person who has been abandoned, no matter how strong and hard you try, it seems that no one will look at you, because you are just a piece of garbage.

Because only garbage will be thrown away without distress, because it is something that should be thrown away, and if you leave it at home or stay around, it will only take up space and will only be an eyesore.

Nanwen actually felt as if he was a self-aware person.

At least I don't feel how special I am, I don't feel how noticeable I am, and I don't feel like I can make everyone care.

But if you say all of these words in reverse, it seems to be quite right, and it is also the most suitable words to use for yourself.

Although Nan Jingran's words on weekdays are not very good, he will answer everything Nan Wen said, but today he did not speak again after such a long time.

To be able to say that the two are very awkward.,And it's exactly the same awkward.。。

Nanwen said: "Brother, in fact, I don't know too well why I didn't plan to tell you before, but I didn't tell you, but I don't plan to tell you all the time, because I plan to tell you after I'm gone or when I arrive." ”