Nuan Ai's mother's voice came from the phone again, "You prepare, buy a ticket, and ask for leave to come back." ”

"Okay."

Nuan Ai didn't know how to hang up the phone, how to get up, how to pack her luggage.

I subconsciously bought the earliest ticket, sent a message to the leader to ask for leave, arrived at the airport, passed the security checkpoint at the boarding gate, and looked at the boarding pass in my hand.

The weight of the boarding pass is inversely proportional to the weight of Nuan Ai's heart now, and this ticket carries too much.

She wants to rely on this ticket to go back to see her grandmother for the last time.

Numbly went to the security check and got on the plane, Nuan Ai found a seat and sat down, looking out from the small window, it turned out that the reason why I dreamed of my grandmother last night was that my grandmother said goodbye to herself in a dream.

Thinking about it, Nuan Ai, tears slipped down her cheeks again.

The person sitting next to him sat down, and Nuan Ai hurriedly wiped her tears with the back of her hand, but the tears became more and more turbulent, as if she was going to drown Nuan Ai.

If she is in a private space at the moment, Nuan Ai will definitely cry loudly.

But in such a place, she could only bite her lip and try to keep the tears from falling, but all this was in vain.

Tears still kept falling.

Nuan Ai picked up her mobile phone and sent a message to Qin Yang [I got on the plane, my grandmother died, I went back on the plane this morning, I wanted to call to tell you, but I wanted you to sleep a little more, and I didn't disturb your study, so I didn't call you, I got home and gave you a message, don't read it. 】

With good news, Nuan Ai turned off her mobile phone, covered her entire head with the hat on her coat, and covered most of her face.

Feeling that the plane began to taxi, Nuan Ai didn't open her eyes, this plane will carry her, go back to see the person she wants to see the most, the person who doesn't know if she can see the last person.

......

After getting off the plane, Nuan Ai got out of the airport and went straight to the position where the black car was waiting for in advance, in order to save time, Nuan Ai ran all the way to the direction of the car.

After confirming the information, Nuan Ai got into the car, waited for a while and the master didn't leave, his face was anxious, "Master, why don't you leave?" Still waiting for someone? ”

"Yes, there's another person, maybe ten minutes." The master replied as usual.

But Nuan Ai was so anxious that she couldn't do it, and she was helpless.

The car is too long and takes four hours.

Only the black car that shouts like this can be much faster.

After 3 hours, Nuan Ai finally arrived at the door of the house, didn't care about the hungry stomach, put down the backpack and went out to the uncle's house, along the way you can see relatives with white cloth rings or white belts.

Nuan Ai greeted them one by one.

Nuan Ai thought that she should be strong enough all the way and hurried back in a hurry just to see her grandmother for the last time, but ...... Heaven always does not fulfill people's wishes.

When he was about to arrive at his uncle's house, Nuan Ai's uncle stopped Nuan Ai, "Wait a minute, you have to set off firecrackers first." ”

Nuan Ai knows this rule.

When someone dies, if there is a visitor, the visitor needs to set off firecrackers, and the family returns with firecrackers, which is considered a courtesy.

Nuan Ai nodded.

After the firecrackers were set off, Nuan Ai slowly walked towards the living room of his uncle's house.

The walls outside the house were already covered with white couplets, and there were lantern-like paper hanging high outside.

Finally......

It's here.

Nuan Ai's mother and aunt were beside Nuan Ai left and right, her aunt handed her incense and candles, Nuan Ai's mother knelt down in front of her grandmother's coffin, "Mom, your granddaughter is back." ”

This sentence made Nuan Ai no longer hold back.

knelt heavily towards the coffin, looked at the portrait of grandma on the white curtain in front of the coffin, tears began to fall again, and then kowtowed in the direction of grandma.

Standing up, he had already put away his tears, took the incense wax from his aunt's hand, bowed to his grandmother three times again, and inserted the incense candle in front of the spiritual seat.

I looked at my grandmother's posthumous photo for a long time.

The grandmother in the photo is already very thin, with wrinkles on her face, deep-set eyes, and trying to raise her smiling face, which makes Nuan Ai feel distressed, grandma has suffered too much in her life.

And when he was old, he suffered many sins.

Those days when she was with her grandmother, she and her grandmother were in her hometown, in S City, whether they were happy or unhappy, they were so precious when I think about it now.

"Ai Ai, you come." Nuan Ai's mother shouted on the other side.

Nuan Ai came back to her senses and walked to her mother's position, someone had already prepared a filial piety cloth, tied it up with hemp rope at both ends, and put it on Nuan Ai's head.

This is the second time that Nuan Ai has grown so big and worn filial piety.

The first time was when the eldest uncle died.

The second time was this time, the death of my grandmother.

Nuan Ai let them put on filial piety cloth for themselves, looked left and right, except for those who recited scriptures, and those who knelt down, the rest of them were busy with their own work.

Nuan Ai suddenly thought, "Mom, where is my sister-in-law?" ”

Nuan Ai's mother's eyes changed, "She's pregnant, she can't come out and stay in the house." ”

Nuan Ai, "......"

After that, Nuan Ai pulled her mother to find a place to sit down and ask her grandmother about it.

"When we arrived in the morning, your grandmother hadn't left yet, and your dad and I just stepped forward and said, 'We're back,' and your grandma opened her eyes and looked at me and your dad and said, 'You're back.'"

"Your dad and I looked at your aunt, and in the blink of an eye, your aunt said to your grandma, 'yes, they're back', and in the time of a word, your dad and I looked at your grandma again, and she closed her eyes."

"We thought she was asleep, but your uncle didn't see it right, sniffed, and your grandmother left." Nuan Ai's mother cried again as she spoke.

The eyes, which were already red and swollen, became even redder.

Nuan Ai hurriedly wiped her mother's tears, but she couldn't say words of comfort.

She also had a stone stuck in her heart, and she understood this sadness, so she swallowed back the words of consolation.

And her mother was sad to be like this, and Nuan Ai also figured out that although her mother said that her grandmother was not good, she might still hate the death of her sister in her heart.

However, she was still grateful.

That's why I'm so sad.

"Grandma has suffered a lot due to illness over the years, maybe for her, she is relieved now." Nuan Ai lowered her head and looked at her fingers, "Grandma gave me a dream last night." ”

"What did your grandmother say?"

"She said she was leaving." A tear fell on the back of his hand, and Nuan Ai's nose was stuffed, and he couldn't breathe.

"Your grandma has been waiting for me and your father, and she gave you a dream before leaving, your grandma remembers our family in her heart, and she can't bear us." Mom also sighed.

"yes, I want to see you and Daddy in one breath."