"What happened back then, I really blamed me for not being able to protect you. Yang Bingjie has been with me for six years, I don't like her feelings, after all, we are all using each other, after all, we negotiated at the beginning, I can give her the front, let her use my name as a blessing, and she just wants to be my girlfriend and lover in front of me, after all, the matter between me and Zhao Han at that time should not be made public, but there is a reason for the matter with Zhao Han, and it is not really like the relationship between the fiancée she said. I'll admit that I was wrong. ”

Yu Yanbei's voice sounded sincere and sincere, Song Qingnan almost believed it without him saying the following words, but Song Qingnan thought that Yu Yanbei had been in the shopping mall for so many years, and he must be a veteran in acting, maybe he would be better than the Oscar actor, so she quickly dispelled her idea of believing him, and after expelling that terrible thought, she looked at Yu Yanbei seriously, and her face was still indifferent.

Yu Yanbei smiled bitterly. He didn't expect Song Qingnan to believe him just by saying this, but he was afraid that Song Qingnan would believe him so easily, what if he also believed in others so easily? This Yu Yanbei is not easy to say, in short, Yu Yanbei is afraid that Song Qingnan will be deceived, so he doesn't want Song Qingnan to believe him so easily. Of course, he didn't expect Song Qingnan to believe him like this, after all, he still has to explain later, and if he explains that matter clearly, he will untie the knots in Song Qingnan's heart as soon as possible, lest if they are together in the future, Song Qingnan will be estranged from him because of this matter. He used to be as close and trusting as they were at the beginning.

"Because my mother's death was not only because of Zheng Yilian's persecution, there must be a hidden story behind it, so I reached an agreement with Zhao Han. At that time, Zhao Han was on duty at Seventh Brother's side, and he came to tell me that she had saved me many years ago. I was indeed kidnapped when I was eight years old, and there was a little girl who did save me, but I didn't dare to confirm that she saved me, after all, I was in a coma at that time, and the first thing I saw when I woke up was that she was good, but I didn't have that feeling of a life-saver when I got along with her, so I did suspect it for so many years, but there was no evidence, and he has always used his actions to explain, so I didn't take it to heart. ”

"But then I found out that he was always mysterious, and he would disappear for ten days and half a month for no reason, and I asked her at first, and she only told me that she was on a trip, and I didn't think much about it at first, but then I thought about it and I suspected that she was not the one who saved me back then, so I also doubted her whereabouts. Later, I sent someone to follow her, and it was true that she was not going on a tour, but to a small isolated island, because the situation was very urgent at that time, and I did not have time to look closely. Later, I followed me a few more times, and every time she told me that she was on a trip, and I observed that he had lost that place every time, so I became suspicious, and thought that he might not be the person who saved me back then, or that my kidnapping was also planned by her people back then, and she just ran out afterwards and came to me to gain my trust. So I didn't ask her about these things directly. ”

Yu Yanbei stopped talking and talking, and this time more than five minutes had already passed, Song Qingnan did not let him stop, but let him continue, in fact, in the end, Song Qingnan's heart has gradually begun to believe the explanation in Yu Yanbei's mouth, but she is not willing to admit it. In fact, he is not really irreparable towards Yu Yanbei in his heart, after all, they used to really love each other, not to mention that she is not really disgusted with Yu Yanbei, it is just that the events of the year made her a little disappointed, if it can be redeemed, she really doesn't want to lose this relationship.

Of course, the most important thing is that she still wants to give her two precious sons a healthy growth environment, she doesn't want the two of them to grow up sensible, and begin to hate her as a mother who is not close to people, and refuses to agree to Yu Yanbei's request. Of course, in the bottom of his heart, he still feels a little sorry for Yu Yanbei, not because of this incident, but because he didn't have the protection of his mother when he was young, so Zhang Da was also bumpy and not smooth, and because he suffered too much when he was a child, the director was too early, and maybe his childhood was not happy, which will become a reason for Song Qingnan to forgive Yu Yanbei.

Although she wants to bring her two children to her side and let him raise them by herself, she knows that she can't be so selfish, blindly asking two little things to abandon their father to come to her, to be honest, she really can't do it, even if she really wants to...

"Later, after many pressures, even I didn't know what kind of psychological activities she went through in her heart, in short, she finally told me that she was actually doing things on Brother Qi's side, and I really didn't sleep well for a long time after listening to it at the time."

When Yu Yanbei said this, his voice unconsciously lowered several temperatures, and even his eyes narrowed dangerously, Song Qingnan thought in his heart what kind of complicated things this seventh brother and him must have. Although she was curious, she didn't ask. After all, curiosity is her own business, and whether Yu Yanbei is willing to say that it is Yu Yanbei's matter, she can't force Yu Yanbei to say it, after all, the matter between Yu Yanbei and this seventh brother is definitely not a good thing, otherwise he would not be able to grit his teeth so much, but she may have roughly guessed that it is estimated that it has something to do with Yu Yanbei's mother, if it is someone else, Yu Yanbei cannot have such a big mood swing. It's just that just when she was curious, Yu Yanbei suddenly said it herself.

"Seventh Brother is the one who instructed Zheng Yilian back then, and even my mother's affairs have a lot to do with him, but as for what it looks like, I haven't found out yet, but I guess it's going to be soon."

"But when Zhao Han admitted to me at the time, I actually guessed it, because I had already investigated the island before that, and finally found out that it was the place of the seventh brother, but he was not where he was all the time, and he would return to that place for ten days a month, and Zhao Han would not go when he went back, and Zhao Han would not appear anywhere until he left. After all, it is overseas, and the transportation is not particularly developed, but it is also the largest and most secret D,,,U product manufacturing base, and Seventh Brother has other places to manage, and it is definitely impossible to spend all his time there, but because that place is more special, so his stay time will be longer than that of other places, and after he finished supervising, in order not to let the people over there be lazy, she sent Zhao Han to watch, after all, Zhao Han's task is only lurking around me, and there is nothing too important. So Zhao Han agreed to go, and then things happened. ”

"I was waiting for Zhao Han to take the initiative to show her feet, and then I untied her mask fiercely, but I didn't expect her to take the initiative to admit it to me, in fact, I was really shocked at the time, maybe he was really in love with me at that time, she always shouted to marry me before, and I didn't pay much attention to it, but now that I think about it, she probably had already thought of her own way out, so she was willing to confess these things to me."

"She told me that she knew everything about Brother Seven, including the fact that he had poisoned my mother before, and she said that she could help me get revenge, be a double agent, help Brother Seven while helping me, but at the cost that I had to marry her. I said yes to her at the time, because I really didn't expect to meet you in the future, I thought that I would only live in hatred for the rest of my life, and as for my own private life, I had no room to think about it at all. ”

Yu Yanbei's voice was soft and low, as if Song Qingnan had really been brought into such a situation, and even Song Qingnan felt that he was Yu Yanbei at that time, tangled, painful, and didn't know what to do. But Song Qingnan seemed to be telling someone else's story, except for a little coldness on his face when he started talking about seven in a week, the rest of the time he was very indifferent, as if these things didn't have anything to do with him.

Song Qingnan couldn't help but feel sorry for Yu Yanbei again. How strong perseverance does this have to be to achieve that time, even when she pulled Song Qinghe alone, she felt that she was easier than Yu Yanbei, but they may all be similar, they all relied on the support of hatred to live until now, and they were all able to live in this world completely because they had a lot in their hearts.

They don't have much hope for life, it's just that they have hatred in their hearts. Yu Yanbei felt hatred because of Liu Fangping, and she was only hated because Song's father and mother were killed and the company was transferred to power, maybe speaking of which, she was even worse than Yu Yanbei, but she was a little better than Yu Yanbei in that she still had a Song Qinghe who could spend that difficult and dangerous days with her, Yu Yanbei did not. She doesn't have to worry about her relatives killing her all the time, of course, Song Rong's father and son are not her relatives, but Yu Lin is real, Yu Yanbei's biological father. Therefore, compared with Yu Yanbei, Song Qingnan's situation at that time was indeed not particularly bad.

"Later, it has been this cycle, I just regarded Zhao Han as my sister at the time, even if I married her, it was not because of love, but because the two of them have been together for a long time, I am willing to treat it as a family, so I thought, the two of them will be together, and this life will pass like this, but then I met you, I couldn't help the strange feeling in my heart, I always went to your old resident downstairs to look at you secretly, and then I understood that that strange feeling is love, I knew, It turns out that I can also fall in love with someone, and I also have the right to love someone. ”

"Of course, Zhao Han didn't say much when she knew about it, but she kept repeating that he saved me back then, and I knew that he wanted to use his kindness to me to tie me up, so I didn't say much, but I'm not like stepping on two boats, I'm a very single-minded person, the reason why I still choose to keep Zhao Han is just to take revenge, but she doesn't know, but I don't want to use it and lose her, although I can't marry her, I can't take care of her with my whole life, but I can put her well, Give her what she wants in her life, it's just that she doesn't have to be able to marry her. ”

Song Qingnan nodded understandingly, after all, although she was not Yu Yanbei, she could still understand Yu Yanbei's tangled and painful situation at that time, the dilemma, the dilemma, she understood, but it did not mean that she could forgive.

"He confessed to me about her and the Seven Things, but he didn't tell me that she wasn't the one who saved me, and I don't know how long she wanted to hide it from me. He said that seven people raised her since childhood, I believe that she did a good job later, and did not slack off because of your existence, I know, in this life, I am sorry for her. But my heart can only be given to one person, so I chose you. ”

"Later, she pretended to be Qi Yao to go to you, and I couldn't contact her at that time, because Brother Qi's situation was very complicated at that time, so she caused harm to you. I'm sorry I didn't choose you to avenge my mother, and I really blame me. I've been to that island some time ago, and I've even destroyed the base, so I've been able to get back safely, and I've brought my mother's ashes with me. I just hope you'll be able to change my mind a little bit, and don't ask for your forgiveness, that's all I can explain, oh yes, one more point. ”

"I've found out now, there is indeed someone behind Brother Qi, this matter is not just done by himself, so more time I have to pretend that I don't know anything, after all, many times I will still be very busy, I can't accompany you all the time, but I will find someone to protect you this time, and protect you impenetrable, just afraid that you will be hurt."

"That's all I have to say."

After finishing speaking, Yu Yanbei didn't know if it was because of nervousness or what, his fingers were tightly clasped together, and his joints were a little white, and Song Qingnan could clearly feel that he was very hard.

Is it still useful for her to say anything now, her heart has already chosen to believe, and she has uncontrollably chosen to forgive him.

Song Qingnan smiled self-deprecatingly, she still couldn't forget him after all, after all, she was defeated by Yu Yanbei's men.

"I believe in you."

Song Qingnan's mouth said these four words softly, no one knew how determined Song Qingnan was, and no one knew how happy Yu Yanbei was when he heard these four words, so he thought it was like a natural sound.