All she could think of was to end her life.

Perhaps, it was a mistake in itself that she came to this world?!

Nuan Ai, who walked into a dead end, couldn't get out, and now she has no one to lead her out, she is spinning in her own dead end.

Until she despaired......

Nuan Ai unconsciously walked to the well in front of the door, poked her head out and looked at the reflection in the water, her hair was scattered, she was unkempt, and she was disheveled.

None of them are the usual her.

Nuan Ai looked at her loveless in the reflection, Nuan Ai moved her steps forward half a step, her head lowered and lowered, looking at her reflection in the well, wanting to coincide with 'her'.

"Oh, little sister, what are you doing? Do you want to fetch water? A voice rang out.

Nuan Ai raised her head and looked at the comer.

It's the landlord's father, she usually calls him the landlord's grandfather, and Nuan Ai's sloppy eyes came back to her senses, "Landlord's grandfather." ”

"Are you going to fetch water?" The landlord continued to ask.

Nuan Ai shook her head.

"Then don't stand by the well, it's very dangerous, and it's troublesome to fall down." The landlord's grandfather was holding a bowl of rice, apparently eating breakfast.

This landlord's grandfather goes out to pick up waste very early every day, and only eats breakfast after he comes back, which can be regarded as lunch.

Wait until the afternoon is not so hot, and start going out again.

"Hmm." Nuan Ai smiled politely at the landlord's grandfather, looked at the water in the well to reflect her appearance, and turned to go back to the room.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, the landlord grandfather outside breathed a sigh of relief.

Nuan Ai's appearance just now scared him to death.

If someone dies in his house, how can he rent out his house?

......

Nuan Ai, who returned to the room, didn't know what to do for a while, and subconsciously took out her mobile phone, full of missed calls, all of which were from Qin Yang.

The lock was unlocked, and QQ and WeChat were full of messages from Qin Yang.

Nuan Ai's tears crawled all over her face again.

Although she knew that the matter with Qin Yang might not be so easy to solve, she ...... She didn't expect it to be so unforgettable!

Nuan Ai, who closed her eyes and forced herself to sleep, woke up after sleeping for less than an hour.

And so on and so forth......

......

In the afternoon, Nuan Ai, who was supposed to go grocery shopping, was still lying in bed, without the slightest intention of going grocery shopping and cooking.

After Nuan Ai's father arrived home, he didn't expect the house to be quiet.

There was no hot meal, no sound of Nuan Ai smiling and greeting him, as if everything seemed abrupt.

Nuan Ai's father's brows were about to wrinkle into a Sichuan character.

"Nuan Ai...... Warm ......"

No one answered.

Nuan Ai's father went directly into Nuan Ai's room, turned on the light and looked at Nuan Ai who was looking at the ceiling with his eyes open, and was angry for no reason, "What are you doing?" Shouting that you can't hear for a long time? ”

Nuan Ai, "......"

The answer to Nuan Ai's father was still silent.

"Nuan Ai!" Nuan Ai's father increased the volume, and when his patience was about to run out, Nuan Ai finally reacted a little, and looked at Nuan Ai's father with a sideways face, but there was no focus in his eyes.

The sloppy eyes shocked Nuan Ai's father.

Hurriedly stepped forward, worry replaced anger, "What's wrong with you?" Is it sick? Stretched out his hand and touched Nuan Ai's forehead, "I don't have a fever." ”

"Are you sick? Should I see a doctor? ”

Nuan Ai's father asked Nuan Ai with concern.

Nuan Ai still didn't answer.

If Nuan Ai's father protected her yesterday, maybe Nuan Ai's mother would not have said such things, Nuan Ai still has a grudge against Nuan Ai's father in her heart.

Nuan Ai's appearance made Nuan Ai's father panic, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, looked at Nuan Ai, and said seriously, "Your mother has always spoken without proportion. ”

"But, have you ever wondered why your mom didn't agree? When you find a boyfriend so far away, haven't you considered me and your mother? ”

"We only have one child, what will we do when we are old? You married so far and didn't have the support of your mother's family, what if you were wronged? ”

"Although your mother speaks ugly, but think about it, what she said is not unreasonable, we all hope that you are well, and we don't want to see you suffer."

Nuan Ai, "......"

"If that's really the case, why didn't you agree with me and Zhou Ziyi in the first place?" Nuan Ai is unwilling.

Nuan Ai Dad, "......"

He didn't know how to take this, it was Nuan Ai's mother who disagreed with Zhou Ziyi, and it was Nuan Ai's mother who disliked Zhou Ziyi's poor family conditions.

Right now......

Those who disagree with Qin Yang are still Nuan Ai's mother.

"She can always find thousands of reasons to refute me when she disagrees, and since I was a child, I have never satisfied my mother with what I have done."

"What she likes is someone else's child, and what she thinks is good is someone else's child, no matter what I do or think, Ah is wrong."

"You don't care about me at all, you don't care about me, you never think about my feelings, you only give what you think is good, but you never think that it is imposed on me."

"What you do is only for your own peace of mind."

Nuan Ai couldn't hold back any longer and said everything in her heart.

"How can you think that?" Nuan Ai's father was shocked, he didn't expect them to be like this in Nuan Ai's heart, "Who are we working for?" Not to give you a better life? ”

"You took the college entrance examination, and your mother went back to accompany you in the college entrance examination."

"When you go to college, we give you the best material conditions, so that you are not weaker than other classmates."

"Every time you come back, your mom prepares what you like to eat, which one isn't?" Nuan Ai's father counts Nuan Ai's mother's good.

When Nuan Ai heard this, she smiled disdainfully, and there was sadness hidden in her smile, "Yes...... It's all for me. ”

"It seems that without me, you have no other reason and excuse, as if without me, your struggle and efforts do not seem to exist."

"How good, a short 'it's all for you' can not only make you rid of the responsibilities of being a parent, but also make you happy, what a good reason, there is such a good rhetoric, why not use it?"

Nuan Ai smiled, "Ah, yes, there's also the college entrance examination, right?" ”

"Of course, you have to accompany me for the college entrance examination, so that if I don't do well in the exam, you can also say with peace of mind, 'We have done our best for you, but you don't work hard'."

"If you don't accompany me, I fail the test, others will definitely say it? said that the parents are not there for such a big event in the child's life, how can such a handle be given to others? ”

"What do you say to accompany me in the college entrance examination? You ask my mother, how many times did you cook for me in those six months? How many times have you cared about my schoolwork? The person who accompanied me in the college entrance examination went to find a job, and I still had to solve my own food and clothing every day. ”

"Should I be grateful?"

Speaking of excitement, Nuan Ai, who was lying down, sat up and stared at Nuan Ai's father.