Chapter 108: "Because the Weather Is Just Right (8)"
"It's now, 5:21 in the afternoon, Xiaozi, we, long time no see."
Yi Zhen leaned his hands behind his back, gradually stepped forward, got closer and closer to Lin Zi, and said softly.
"Stop, don't come here again."
As he spoke, Lin Zi couldn't help but take two steps back and stretched out his hand to stop Yi Zhen from approaching.
"So, you're the one who set it all up, you're the one who made Orange dress up as Pikachu, and you're the one who went to the trouble to get me over, right?"
Lin Zi stared at Yi Zhen tightly and asked.
"Yes, that's right, it's all me."
"Why? What are you doing for such a big circle and letting the oranges run errands for you? ”
Lin Zi looked at Yi Zhen puzzled and said.
"I, I just want to see you, I, I have something to tell you."
Yi Zhen looked at Lin Zi with a serious face and said.
"Did you put all this effort into talking to me? Now that you've seen it, say something you have to say. I'm still packing my things and going home, it's busy. ”
Lin Zi deliberately made herself appear very calm and calm, trying not to look at Yi Zhen's face, because as soon as she saw him, she couldn't help but soften her heart again, she didn't want to do this anymore.
In fact, when Lin Zi knew that all this was arranged by Yi Zhen, she was already moved, but she couldn't show it, even if she wanted to rush up and hug him now, but Lin Zi knew that this was not okay.
"Xiao Zi, in fact, I ......"
"If you're trying to apologize, then don't worry, I've forgotten."
"Forgot? What have you forgotten? ”
Yi Zhen's eyes sharpened.
Lin Zi took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down, so that he could look at each other expressionlessly without distractions.
"Whatever it is, I don't care about it anymore, so you don't have to apologize to me all the time."
"Okay," Yi Zhen lowered his head, then raised the corners of his mouth again, and said to Lin Zi: "Today, I don't apologize to you, I just want to ask you a question." ”
"What's the problem?"
"I just want to ask you, that kiss in the hospital, what do you think in your heart, do you still feel for me?"
Yi Zhen stared at Lin Zi tightly, not wanting to let go of the slightest micro-expression on her face.
"Nope."
After Lin Zi listened, he replied without thinking or hesitating for a second.
"Can you look me in the eye and say?"
Lin Zi took a deep breath, turned his head, blinked his eyes vigorously, and then tried to make himself able to meet Yi Zhen's eyes calmly.
Lin Zi shifted his gaze to Yi Zhen's eyes and quickly moved away.
"Why don't you dare look me in the eye?"
Yi Zhen walked towards Lin Zi step by step.
"Why do I have to look into your eyes, I said no, don't force me anymore, okay?"
Lin Zi's mood collapsed slightly, and his eyes were a little red.
.......
Orange, who was hiding on the side, saw that the scene was a little out of control, and wanted to rush up to regain control, but after all, this was a matter between the two of them, and sooner or later they had to face it by themselves, and going up at this time would only make the scene worse.
There was no way, Orange could only hide aside and be in a hurry.
Why can't these two be more direct?
The orange is itching to look at it from the sidelines.
......
"Why don't you dare look at me? You have mine in your heart, don't you? That's why you don't dare look at me, do you? ”
Seeing that Lin Zi's eyes were a little red, Yi Zhen, who had just been aggressive, softened his tone.
Lin Zi turned around, her back to Yi Zhen, tears flowed out of her eyes, she immediately wiped away the tears with her hands, and then turned to Yi Zhen and said, "So what?" What can you do? What can I do? ”
"What if, if I say, actually, I've liked you for a long, long time?"
Yi Zhen looked at Lin Zi with affectionate eyes and said gently.
Lin Zi shook his head and stepped back, saying, "No, no, how can you like me?" No, you cannot. ”
Yi Zhen grabbed Lin Zi's hand and said, "Why not?" You know, I really like you, I like you so much, I've liked you for a long time. ”
"No, no, you're an idol, you're an idol, I'm just a fan, you can't like me."
Lin Zi shook his head and denied, slowly squatting down and hugging his body.
"According to what you said, you are a fan, I am an idol, and I only have the feelings of a fan for you, how can I want to find you again and again, and how can I become childish and humble in front of you? Why don't you believe that I really like it, like it very much, and I like you very much? What are you afraid of? ”
As he spoke, Yi Zhen pulled Lin Zi, who was squatting on the ground, up, held her shoulders with both hands, and said.
Lin Zi's tears were already covering his face, and he turned his head to Yi Zhen and said, "I don't want to ruin you, since I appeared, your life has been turned upside down, if it weren't for me, you would have lived better than now, I can't stop you." ”
Yi Zhen's eyelids drooped slightly, turned around and pulled Lin Zi to the side of the big tree, pointed to the small card on the tree and said: "You said that you made me unlucky, this tree is full of our bits and pieces, full of what you said to me, and what I want to say to you in the days when I can't see you, we have known each other for more than a year, if after reading this, you still think that you are the broom star in my life, then I will let you go, okay?" ”
Lin Zi stretched out his hand and removed a small card from the tree, which read: Today is the first day of entering the training camp, today Xiaozi came to see me, she was in the crowd, in fact, I saw it at a glance, but I couldn't show it, but in fact, my heart was already crazy with joy.
Lin Zi held the card in his hand, turned his head to look at Yi Zhen who was standing next to him, and let the tears flow freely on his face.
Lin Zi walked to the side and removed a small card from the tree.
"The finals are coming soon, I haven't seen Xiao Zi for a long time, I don't know how she is doing, it's really tiring to rehearse the dance for the finals, but Xiao Zi will see it, right, I must persevere, I can't let her down."
"When I went out to film today, I saw Xiaozi in the elevator, we really haven't seen each other for a long time, has she forgotten me?"
"Today I met a girl, she was very special, she told me that she was my fan, I couldn't believe that I actually had fans. She said that she would support my dream, but in fact, my dream is not to sing and dance, and I don't like to be an artist at all, but, listening to this girl say this, it seems that it is good to be an artist, if only she could be my fan all the time. ”
"Today, I won the Best Newcomer Award, and they all said that I was young and promising, but I looked at the lights in the audience, and I tried to find you, where are you, I miss you so much."
"Remember when you told me that when you came to Changsha to record the show, you must come here to drink milk tea and eat crayfish here? I came, and you were right, it was really delicious, but didn't you say you wanted to eat with me? Where are you? ”
"Today, I yelled at her, in fact, I didn't mean it, I really didn't mean it, I don't know why this happened, I originally thought that this time I could directly terminate the contract with the company, and then I could become an ordinary person in the open, but why, why do I want to be with the person I like, I want to protect her so hard?"
"Today, she was scolded again, I really want to stand up and say, all this is my problem, if you want to scold, scold me, but, I can't even log in to my social account now, I, how can I still have the face to protect her, when I meet me, she really fell mold for eight lifetimes."
"10.6th, it's her birthday, I gave her a cup, in fact, I'm very selfish, this cup is a set, I secretly hid one, I hope that one day, we can drink tea with this cup together, I hope that day will come soon."
"It's really tiring to be an artist, but if I don't complete this goal quickly, I won't be able to see her, for her sake, in order to get rid of it as soon as possible, I have to work hard."
"She said, I'm the best! Am I really the best? ”
"Today's performance, we chose "I Have a Date with Spring" Actually, this song is what I wanted to give her, so I hid my selfishness when choosing the song, I don't know, did she understand?"
"She got lost in the ancient town, what should she do? But I searched for a long time, but I didn't find her, in fact, I wanted to be the first to find her, and then hugged her tightly, and told her that I would not let go again, but I never found her. Did I lose her? ”
……
Yi Zhen stood aside and watched, while Lin Zi took down the small cards from the tree one by one and looked at them one by one.
Laughing, crying, and watching.
Finally, after reading the last small card, Lin Zi's face had completely turned into a small flower face.
Yi Zhen walked to Lin Zi's side, gently wiped the tears on Lin Zi's face with his hand, and said softly to Lin Zi: "Don't cry, you'll become a little cat." ”
"Is it worth it?"
Lin Zi looked up at Yi Zhen and said.
Yi Zhen smiled and said to Lin Zi, "What do you mean?" Is it worth liking such a good girl as you, or is it worth having so much to prepare for you? ”
"You know I didn't mean that, I just wanted to ask you, is it really worth sacrificing your acting career for me?"
Yi Zhen gently rubbed Lin Zi's head and said softly: "I didn't want to be an artist, singing and dancing has never been my dream, my dream is very simple, with the person I like by my side, even if it is coarse tea and light rice, I will feel very happy and satisfied." Since I was a child, my father is gone, so, I have always longed for a happy and complete family, but unfortunately, since I was a child, I didn't, no friends, no family affection, when I grew up, I thought I still had to live alone by myself, I didn't expect to meet you, you always say that you are my broom star, say that you make my life a mess, but in fact, you are my lucky star, you are my only light, because of you, I gradually find myself, because of you, For the first time, I felt what it was like to be cared for and cared for. So, don't say that you are my broom star anymore, if you must feel so, then you will always be by my side, and replace the bad luck that you brought to me with you by my side and always with me. ”
Lin Zi looked at Yi Zhen's sincere eyes, and these words completely touched the softest place in Lin Zi's heart.
"I've always wanted to keep myself away from you, I don't want to affect you, but I've forgotten what you want, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to force what I thought was good on you without asking your wishes, I'm sorry."
Lin Zi couldn't help but lower his head.
Seeing this, Yi Zhen hugged Lin Zi into his arms, "Fool, however, the next time you make a choice, remember to ask me about my choice, whether it is before, now, or in the future, my choice will only be you." ”
Lin Zi's hand gradually put on Yi Zhen's back, this hug was what she longed for but didn't dare to want, but now, she could enjoy it to her heart's content, from now on, the person in front of her was no longer the idol Yi Zhen, but her Yi Zhen, Yi Zhen who belonged to her alone.
Yi Zhen hugged Lin Zi for a long time, the sun gradually set, and night gradually fell.
"Come, Xiao Zi, I'll show you this."
As he spoke, Yi Zhen pulled Lin Zi to the side of the big tree.
Lin Zi stared at Yi Zhen with a puzzled expression.
Yi Zhen picked up the phone and said, "Let's start." ”
"Xiao Zi, look!"
Yi Zhen pointed in the opposite direction and said to Lin Zi.
Lin Zi looked in the direction pointed by Yi Zhen, and the originally dark sky suddenly lit up with a colorful light, and the Ferris wheel slowly began to rotate, embellishing the night sky with incomparably gorgeous.
"Ferris wheel!"
Lin Zi's voice was a little surprised.
"Do you remember what you told me about the Ferris wheel?"
Yi Zhen looked at Lin Zi in his arms and said.
"I remember."
"Last year I owed you a Ferris wheel, and this year, I will definitely accompany you to ride the Ferris wheel, and we will sit together to the highest point."
"I see, you remember."
Lin Zi looked at what Yi Zhen had said to him, remembering it in his heart, and his heart was very moved and warm.
"Every word you said, I remember it in my mind, and I dare not forget it."
When Lin Zi heard Yi Zhen say this, he held Yi Zhen's hand and couldn't help but tighten.
"Xiao Zi, actually, I have something I want to ask you?"
Yi Zhen said.
"What?"
Lin Zi let go of his hand and looked up at Yi Zhen.
Yi Zhen suddenly showed a sly smile and said, "The kiss in the hospital last time, was it your first kiss?" ”
Hearing Yi Zhen say this, Lin Zi's face turned red all of a sudden, and he couldn't help but glance at Yi Zhen and said, "Shameless." ”
Yi Zhen couldn't help but be a little amused and said, "What's wrong?" Is it strange for a boyfriend to ask his girlfriend for his first kiss? ”
"Man, boyfriend?"
Lin Zi repeated with a little consternation.
"What? Do you still want to regret it? ”
"I'm not, I'm just ......"
Some people say that with the person you like, every day is dazzling, because the weather is good, because the weather is bad, because the weather is just right, every day is beautiful.
Lin Zi agreed with this sentence, just like today, the weather was just right.