Chapter 113: "Half Honey, Half Wound (5)"
Yi Zhen took Lin Zi's hand and walked to the door of the dormitory.
"I'll go in first."
Lin Zi pointed to the door of the dormitory and said to Yi Zhen.
"Xiao Zi, wait."
As he spoke, Yi Zhen hugged Lin Zi into his arms.
"Yi Zhen, you ......"
"Xiaozi, just let me hug it for a while, just for a while, in fact, I'm very happy today, very happy, I can't believe it's all true, today, I'm going crazy with excitement, but, it's because I'm so happy, I'm afraid that all this is fake, I'm afraid, what if, I wake up, it's all just a dream, so, even if it's a dream, please let me hold you for a while, okay?"
When Lin Zi heard Yi Zhen say this, his heart suddenly became very soft and he blamed himself.
It's all because he was cold and hot to him before, which made him so insecure.
Lin Zimo rubbed Yi Zhen's back and said softly: "Don't worry, all this is not a dream, it's all true." ”
Yi Zhen held Lin Zi's hand and tightened it slightly.
"I'm sorry."
Lin Zi said.
"Why say you're sorry?" "Before, because I didn't want to disturb you, I said a lot of things that hurt you, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be like this, I just imposed on you what I thought was important to you, but I didn't ask you what you really wanted, I said you were selfish before, in fact, it was me who was selfish, I'm really sorry."
Lin Zi buried his head deep in Yi Zhen's chest.
"Fool, I never blame you, from today onwards, everything is a new beginning, we are not the same as before, in the future, we should not mention the unhappy things before, okay."
"yes, okay."
"Okay, it's too late, you go in first, if you go home tomorrow, you call me, I'll pick you up, and then send you home, okay?"
"Won't it be too much trouble for you?"
Lin Zi let go of Yi Zhen, looked up at Yi Zhen and said.
Yi Zhen gently scratched Lin Zi's nose with his hand, and said with a smile: "Who am I, I am your boyfriend, what my boyfriend uses to do, it is used to make trouble." ”
"Actually, I ......"
Lin Zi was a little embarrassed.
According to the family's previous attitude towards Yi Zhen, if they knew that Yi Zhen sent him home and now became his boyfriend, they would not have skinned themselves, they would have skinned Yi Zhen, this scene was too bloody, Lin Zi felt stunned when he thought about it.
But seeing Yi Zhen's expectant face, Lin Zi was really embarrassed to tell him the truth, so he had to nod and say, "Then, okay, I'll call you tomorrow." ”
"Then, I'll go first, it's not early today, you can go up and rest early."
"Bye-bye, see you tomorrow."
Lin Zi said and turned around to enter the dormitory building.
"By the way, Xiaozi, your phone was left in the car, and you didn't take it."
As he spoke, Yi Zhen took out the mobile phone that Lin Zi had forgotten on the seat from his pocket and shook it at Lin Zi.
When Lin Zi heard Yi Zhen's words, he immediately touched his body, and suddenly realized: "Look at my memory, thank you." ”
Lin Zi took back the phone from Yi Zhen's hand.
"The ......"
"Well, what's wrong?"
Lin Zi saw that Yi Zhen was a little distracted, and his appearance was a little strange.
"Just now, when you were delivering oranges upstairs, your phone kept ringing, maybe something important came to you."
"Ah, that's right, I'll go back and see later."
Lin Zi stood at the door of the dormitory building and saw that Yi Zhen was still standing in place, so he waved at him and said, "Go back quickly, bye-bye." ”
"I'll see you go upstairs, I'll go again."
Yi Zhen tilted his head and said to Lin Zi with a smile.
"Then I'll go upstairs first, and I'll see you tomorrow."
"Well, I'll see you tomorrow."
Yi Zhen stood in place, looked at Lin Zi with tender eyes, and said.
Lin Zi looked at Yi Zhen, his heart was very warm, he turned around and walked two steps inside, and then, he suddenly rushed out, walked in front of Yi Zhen, stood on tiptoe, and gently pouted on Yi Zhen's face, and then turned around and ran back to the dormitory building.
Yi Zhen was a little surprised by Lin Zi's sudden and active move, and froze in place, looking at the back of Lin Zi running up the stairs, and the smile on his face gradually bloomed.
Yi Zhen touched his face and smirked as he walked back, like a simple and contented big boy.
Lin Zi ran into the dormitory in one go, his cheeks still slightly red.
"What, said goodbye to your family Yi Zhen?"
Yiyi sat on the bed, looked at Lin Zi with a wicked smile and said.
"Are you the only one in the dormitory? What about them? ”
"They've already gone home, no, when I come back, there's no one left."
"Then do they know that you are going abroad?"
Yiyi smiled, shook her head and said, "No, I couldn't bear to tell them when I saw them go home so happily and told me to see them next semester." ”
When Lin Zi heard what Yiyi said, he couldn't help but sigh and said, "Alas, when they come next semester, how sad it is when they can't see you, next semester, there will be three people in our dormitory." ”
"Hey, don't be sad anymore, then tonight, do you want to sleep with me?"
"Okay, you wait for me, I'll come up after washing."
"Hey, you're real, don't don't, if your family Yi Zhen knows, I'm afraid he will kill me, forget it, I'll sleep first, good night."
"Hey, you, cut, forget it, you go to sleep first."
With that, Lin Zi took his clothes and went to the bathroom.
After taking a comfortable shower and coming out of the bathroom, Lin Zi remembered that Yi Zhen said that someone had sent him a message, so Lin Zi picked up his mobile phone from the table, turned off the light and climbed into bed.
Lin Zi was lying on the bed, opened his mobile phone and saw that there were more than a dozen WeChat messages, all of which were Xu Shen's.
- Sister-in-law, are you there?
- Sister-in-law, what are you doing, why do you ignore me?
- Sister-in-law, don't forget the invitation I gave you, remember to attend.
- Why don't you ignore me?
— Are you still there?
— Sister-in-law!
......
— Coming, coming, I didn't have my phone with me, I didn't see it.
- Sister-in-law, it's not easy, you've disappeared all night, so I'm not going to think what you're doing, I'm almost going to come to school to look for you.
- Didn't I take the last exam today, and then, there was something going on, so I didn't look at my phone, what the hell are you looking for me?
- Have you read all the WeChat messages I sent you before?
- Look, you don't think you're just telling me not to forget to go to that party.
— And something else.
- What's the matter?
— yes, yes, yes......
— Say, don't say, I'm going to sleep.
— Where did you go this afternoon, after the exam?
— I, having a little thing, went out.
- Oh, I see.
— How did you babble and spit out, is there anything going on?
- Actually, I saw it near our school this afternoon, Yi Zhen, so I actually wanted to ask, did you go to see him this afternoon?
— I...... How did you see him?
I don't know why, hearing Xu Shen say this, Lin Zi's heart sank slightly.
- Isn't our club going to prepare for the summer performance, we went to the park near the school to rehearse, and then when we were about to come out, we saw Yi Zhen walking to the park with flowers or something, originally I wanted to follow up to see what he was doing, but later, because there were still some things in the school, I had to go back. Later, when I entered the school, I saw the orange pulling you this way, and I wanted to call you, but you ran too fast and didn't see me. So, I just want to ask, did you go to see him this afternoon?
Lin Zi hesitated for a moment, and finally typed "yes" on the screen.
— Why? Didn't you already say that you would put him down and never see him again, so why did you go to see him again? What's more, before him, he ignored you so much when you were in a predicament, why did you still ......
- Xu Shen, do you think people are selfish?
After Lin Zi typed a few words on the screen and sent them out, it took a long time for the other party to reply.
— Why do you ask?
— You answer me first, do you think people are selfish?
- People are selfish, and if they are not for themselves, they will be destroyed.
— Do you think that people make mistakes?
— No one is perfect. I guess everyone makes mistakes.
— Since, everyone is selfish and everyone makes mistakes, why can't they have the right to be forgiven once?
— If everyone has the right to be forgiven, then the one who makes the mistake is not punished?
- Xu Shen, why are you talking, so cold, a little unlike you.
Such a sentence popped up on the screen, and the other party's fingertips stopped on the screen.
Immediately, a line of words was typed.
— No, I'm just questioning, so, have you forgiven him?
Actually, I didn't blame him at all, I knew he had his problems, I just didn't want to let him get into trouble because of me, but then I found out that in fact, all this was my own passion, I thought that all he cared about was his career, his future, until today, I don't know, in fact, all this is not what he wants, and I made a choice for him, for him, all this is also unfair, isn't it, so, what reason do I have to blame him?
— You guys, reconciled?
— Well, and, we, together.
— Because of his apology? Or is it because of his flowers?
— Neither, it's just that I want to face up to my own feelings, I don't want to kid myself anymore, I don't want to hurt each other anymore.
— Self-deception, so do you feel that his choice is yours, only, you have been deceiving yourself?
— I used to think that his career, his dreams, were very important to him, but then I found out that these were not what he wanted.
— So, do you think that he actually wants to choose you? Do you think too much about yourself, or do you think too much of your position?
— maybe, but, at least, I know, I like him, I can't forget him. Although he said that his choice was mine, I don't know if I should believe it completely, but why not? At least he has me in his heart and me in my heart, and that's enough, isn't it?
— Do you believe that's what a man says?
— If believing isn't a bad thing, why not?