The gathering of relatives on the night of August 15 was probably the most unpleasant gathering that Nineteen Nian had ever experienced in his life.

During the meal, my aunt disguised herself kindly and sandwiched a piece of chicken leg for Nineteen Nian, and asked her with a concerned face, "Which school did our Nineteen Nian get into?" Is it Wenqiao No. 1 Middle School or Wenqiao Normal Middle School? I talked about you with your mother in the kitchen just now, and she said that your grades are quite good, and your mother also praised you for winning the certificate of outstanding cadet during military training! ”

"Oh yes, auntie, do you want to see it?" Nineteen Nian, who was immersed in eating, slowly raised her head, she put the chopsticks in her hand to the bowl, and she winked at her father, meaning to let her father find a way to help her out.

Dad was busy drinking and talking to her uncle, and he didn't even see her winking at him.

"Just look at it. Auntie just wants to ask which school you have been admitted to, isn't it the Mid-Autumn Festival today, finally our family of relatives can get together, and my aunt plans to celebrate for you. As she spoke, my aunt picked up the juice and poured a glass of juice for Nineteen Nian, and the aura of celebration was stable.

"Uh-uh...... This, auntie. The corners of Nineteen Nian's mouth twitched, and his voice became smaller and smaller, so small that he didn't want to speak.

Just because she didn't want to say it didn't mean her aunt didn't bother anymore.

My aunt was still questioning, and even her tone was aggravated.

"Which school did you get into?" Don't be embarrassed to say it, what's embarrassing, right, everyone is a relative. We don't laugh at you. ”

Nineteen Nian bit her lip, she was still embarrassed to speak.

I'm afraid it will be even more embarrassing for her to say the name of the school.

Nineteen thought about it for a long time, but decided that it would be better not to speak.

As a result, she didn't speak, but my aunt had more ways to let her speak.

My aunt found a reason to prevaricate: "Why do you disrespect your elders the more you grow up!" ”

Even his father, who was drinking, put down the wine glass in his hand and said to Nineteen Nian seriously, "Your aunt is talking to you, why don't you answer her." ”

She asked me which school I was admitted to, how did you ask me to answer? Nineteen thoughts expressed their great grievances.

"Hey, today's children are really far behind our time, in our era, if you want to talk to your elders like this, you will be beaten." Auntie's words are obviously aimed at Nineteen, anyway, it means that she is not sensible.

Nineteen Nian was still silent, lowered his head and picked up the chopsticks, but did not move the chopsticks to pick up the vegetables to eat.

In fact, at this time, she wanted to go back to her room more than eat, and sitting here made her uncomfortable.

Fortunately, my mother brought the freshly made tomato soup and came over at this time.

Nineteen thought that someone could finally help her out temporarily.

Aunt: "Jiunian This child did not smash the high school entrance examination, I just asked her which school she was admitted to, this child suddenly stopped talking, you said that if this was placed in our era, the younger generation answered the elders' words with such a loving and ignoring attitude, would it have been criticized a long time ago." ”

"Oh, that's it." The mother took off her apron and maintained, "Jiu Nian, this child is more introverted, and her attitude is the same when I usually talk to her, this child is not as lively as her sister." ”

Shi Jiaxue, who was eating, heard her mother talk about herself, put down the half-bitten steamed bun in her hand, and interjected, "Mom, what you said is too one-sided, my little sister usually talks to you a lot." ”

"You kid." Mom was so angry that she wanted to do it, this child, didn't you see that she was trying to find a way to break the siege? If you don't help, forget it, and add a primer underneath.

The aunt didn't participate in the conversation between their mother and son, she shifted the topic to the question just now, "Which high school did Nineteen Nian get into, I still want to celebrate the holiday today, and celebrate for her!" ”

Mom didn't answer, and Shijiaxue began to interject again.

She said, "Oops! Auntie, don't you see that yet? Little sister, she didn't get into high school at all, otherwise she wouldn't have squeaked and didn't answer just now. ”

"Didn't get into high school? It's unlikely, your mom just said she had good grades. My aunt looked at my mother in surprise.

Mom glared at Shi Jiaxue, meaning to tell her to shut up and stop interjecting.

The head is up, how can the top ten snow be easily stopped, and she continues to add fuel to the fire.

"Will she still go to vocational high school if she is admitted to high school? went to that scumbag school and said that she had good grades, if I were her, I would have no place to be ashamed. Shi Jiaxue said and looked at her mother, "Mom, you are really biased, when I was admitted to Wenqiao No. 1 Middle School, I didn't see you praise me for my good grades." ”

"It was because you were proud." Because there are relatives at home, even if Shi Jiaxue said it so ugly, her mother didn't criticize her for interfering with adults in person.

"Is it Wenqiao Electronic Science and Technology School?" My aunt said, "As adults, how can you let your children go to that school?" Why don't you pay a high price to let her enter Wenqiao No. 1 Middle School. ”

"Huh!" Shi Jiaxue sneered, "It's not because of her bad grades, Wenqiao No. 1 Middle School doesn't accept high-priced students this year." ”

Nineteen Nian turned her eyes to her father again, she wanted her father to help him end the topic.

However, Dad took a sip of wine and echoed with the public, "How much ability makes how much ability, I think she can only do this in her life." It's useless to talk too much, follow her development, what is the development. ”

Everyone didn't seem to care about her feelings, and they talked about this topic, and even the mother who helped Jiu Nian defend herself just now gave up her defense.

My aunt said, "The students who came out of that school were all gangsters, few of them studied hard, and there were many who fell in love and smoked. My classmate's children came out of that school, and as a result, they got married before graduating. Nineteen Nian, do you think you can study well in that school? ”

She bowed her head and said nothing, her hands clutching the legs of the bench tightly, her fingers clenched white.

Mom immediately said, "When I was in junior high school, I taught you many times, telling you to study hard, don't write, you just don't listen, if you don't write in junior high school." ”

"Write what?" My aunt was puzzled.

Shi Jiaxue immediately came out to add fuel and vinegar to explain, "What can she write, now they are watching those unsightly networks, which affect the academic performance of young people now." ”

Aunt: "Nineteen Nian, you have to listen to us, you can't write that anymore." Study hard to get into a university, you have to write those things for something, and it will affect your studies. ”

"Just her scumbag school student still admitted to college? Hehe! It would be nice not to be eliminated by society. She spoke sharply, without considering the feelings of Nineteen Nian.

Tears crackled from her eyes, she couldn't hold back her emotions any longer, pushed away the bench, didn't care to wipe the tears from her eyes, and ran to her room one by one.

The second she stepped into the room, she quickly closed the door. Tears kept pouring out of her eyes, and Nineteen Nian sat directly on the ground, her back tightly against the door, seeking a sense of peace.

Even through a wall, she could still hear voices coming from the living room.

She heard her aunt say she was ignorant.

She heard her father's criticism.

She heard her sister's ridicule.

She heard her mother's lamentation.

The voice, as if demonic, haunted her ears and pierced her heart.

She tried to hold her head, tried to plug her ears, tried to break them by throwing things, but it wasn't enough.

Struggling to the end, her only lifesaver was a headset and a mobile phone.

She grabbed the headphones like a madman, stuffed the plug into her phone with trembling hands, and picked up the earbuds that fell to the ground to plug her ears. She clicked on the music interface, clicked on a song randomly, and turned her voice to the maximum, so that her eardrums trembled, as if this was the only way to give her broken heart a little comfort.

"The sky after the tears is exceptionally clear, and the father's teachings on weekdays are a little warm today." She cried and sang in a deep voice. The room without the light is dark, there is no clear sky, and the soul will not be warm.

Everything in the song is just an illusion that numbs oneself.

In the dimly lit room, the little figure hiding in the corner, her heart, was very cold.

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