It's not so much hatred or resentment, but more importantly, Feng Yuntong feels that her father owes her and her mother an explanation.

Why hasn't you come back for so many years?

Whether he abandoned them or died, there should always be some news......

But in reality, nothing.

This is the most unacceptable thing for Feng Yuntong.

Seeing that Feng Yuntong was very uncomfortable in his heart, Rong Shaoqing was silent for a while, and then spoke: "Can you tell me what characteristics you remember your father, maybe I've seen it?" ”

Of course, there is little hope for this hatred.

After all, there are many kinds of soldiers, where is the difficulty, and it happens to be the same place?

"He?" Feng Yuntong narrowed his eyes and began to recall the only memory he had left of that man, "I only remember...... He had a tiny mole on the palm of his hand, and I barely remember anything else. ”

I remember that the man had a small mole in the palm of his hand, or because she was holding his hand when she was three years old and touched the small mole, so she was very curious and asked, "Dad, why is there a little bit in your palm?" ”

She still remembers that the man replied to her like this: "Because this little dot represents the water, there is a small dot in the palm of Dad's hand, as long as Dad raises his hand, he can see the little dot, and he can see the trickle." ”

At that time, she was deeply impressed by this sentence, so she has remembered it until now.

Every time she thinks of this, Feng Yuntong can't help but think of her, when that man sees the mole in the palm of his hand, will he think of her and his mother?

Maybe, maybe not.

"A mole on the palm of your hand?" Rong Shaoqing read softly, and then began to recall whether there were such people among the soldiers he had seen, "Then do you know what your mother does?" ”

He carefully recalled that he was a soldier of the military affairs system of the national special forces, and in the military affairs system, it seemed that there was indeed an old-timer with a mole on his palm. I know this, or because at a military fraternity, an old-timer drank up and recalled the past and mentioned a senior who had died in the mission before.

However, there are many people who have a mole on the palm of their hand, and this alone cannot be determined.

"My mother?" Feng Yun sighed, "My mother is an economist who used to work for the United Nations. Later, the man never came back, and his mother was not in good health, so he quit his job and went home. ”

In my memory, my mother was a very gentle person with a soft voice. But every time she was working, she seemed to be a different person, and she became very capable.

Before the age of four, the hero in Feng Yuntong's mind has always been his father.

After the age of four, the hero in Feng Yuntong's mind became his mother.

Later, even though her mother died, she was placed in a military orphanage, but her mother's influence on her has been until she grew up and has been until now. In her heart, her mother was a great person.

Economist? Ever worked for the United Nations?

Rong Shaoqing's eyes suddenly lit up when he heard these two pieces of news, and some sealed memories were in his mind

Suddenly it became clearer, and some words that had once sounded in my ears gradually.

He still remembered that the drunken old man was crying and talking in a daze.

“…… What is he trying to hiccup...... Hiccup has done so much for the country...... At the end of the day, neither his wife nor the nine-year-old girl knew he was gone......"

Nine years old, this age seems to be about the same age as Feng Yuntong's childhood.

At that time, he was young and curious, so he pulled the instructor who taught him and asked, "Instructor, who is this old man talking about?" Is it a predecessor who died before? ”

When the instructor heard this, he immediately sighed: "It's the seniors who sacrificed before." The ghost yang we are chasing now, it used to be this senior chasing and fighting, but unfortunately he died later, in order not to be discovered by the group of ghost yang, the wife and daughter of the old man were not able to see him for the last time...... Alas. ”

"I see." At that time, he was very sympathetic to this senior, "Then the wife and daughter of this senior don't know that this senior has passed away?" No, even if you can't say goodbye, you can always ...... notice"

"No, no telling." The instructor also sighed when he mentioned this, "The old-timer's wife is an economist who used to work in the United Nations, and she has a strong temperament, and if she learns about the death of the old-timer, I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it."

What's more, this is also the old-timer's request before leaving, saying that he should not tell his wife and daughter the news, so that his wife and daughter can have hope in their hearts. ”

Died in the line of duty, has a wife who is an economist, used to work for the United Nations, a nine-year-old daughter, the wife and daughter do not know the death of the old-timer, and there is a mole in the palm of her hand......

Based on all of the above, Rong Shaoqing found that Feng Yuntong's father seemed to be this old-timer!

"Feng Yuntong, your father did not abandon you and your mother." Rong Shaoqing's voice had a hint of excitement in it, and he thought that Feng Yuntong should be a lot relieved when he knew the truth.

"What?" Some of the frozen stupid Feng Yuntong didn't react for a while, "What abandonment?" ”

Seeing Feng Yuntong, who was a little stunned, Rong Shaoqing couldn't help laughing: "I mean, your father didn't abandon you and your mother. Your father, he is a great soldier! ”

Feng Yuntong didn't know why, why did Rong Shaoqing suddenly look very familiar with his father?

"It's not that your father has abandoned you and your mother and won't come back, but that he can't come back." At this moment, Rong Shaoqing couldn't do anything except tell Feng Yuntong the truth.

Hearing this, Feng Yuntong's heart trembled suddenly, and then she heard her own trembling voice: "You, you mean my father...... Killed?

Wrong! Even if he died, why didn't anyone tell my mother and me? Are you comforting me, are you lying to me? Don't you, you think we're dying here, so you want to make up a white lie to coax me? ”

The more Feng Yuntong spoke, the more he felt that this was the case, and the excitement in his heart suddenly faded.

She chuckled: "Actually, you don't have to make up lies to lie to me, and I don't."

Care about. It's been like this for so many years, even if he really abandoned me and my mother, I would have looked down on it for a long time. ”

"I didn't lie to you, I told the truth." The more Feng Yuntong said that he didn't care, Rong Shaoqing knew that the more she actually cared, "I remember that year......" He told Feng Yuntong about the events of that year, and Feng Yuntong silently left tears while listening.

After listening to all the words, Feng Yuntong's eyes were already red, and his face was also cold, and when it blew in the cold wind, it suddenly became even colder.

"Why can't you tell us, why ......" Feng Yuntong felt very uncomfortable in her heart, but at the same time she felt a sense of relief.

It turns out that the former hero in his memory has not changed, he is still him, the husband who loves his mother, and the father who loves her. But why didn't you tell them?

Mom wasn't that fragile person, and neither was she.

"Yunyun, maybe you don't understand, but after I tell you the truth, you will know why your father did that." Rong Shaoqing hugged Feng Yuntong, who was crying like a little flower cat, tightly in his arms and gently patted her shoulder.

"You must know that the position of a soldier is very cruel and dangerous, especially special forces. I remember a comrade-in-arms who was just called dad by his own child in public, and then the soldier's family was wiped out, and the child did not survive.

Every soldier who sacrifices his life for the country deserves our respect and admiration, especially the soldier who is responsible for the enemy. They are all unsung heroes who have sacrificed their lives for the country, but for fear of being found out by criminals and killing their loved ones, these unsung heroes do not even have a tombstone.

And your father is such a respectable and unsung hero. He loves you and your mother, that's why he didn't tell you about him.

At that time, the criminal leader that your father tracked down was called Ghost Yang, who was a very vicious and cunning criminal, and if he knew that your father had a wife and daughter, you would be very dangerous. ”

Rong Shaoqing admired Feng Yuntong's father from the bottom of his heart, because he was a great and awe-inspiring soldier!

The resentment in her heart for many years collapsed at this moment, and Feng Yuntong found that a big stone in her heart had finally fallen to the ground, and her heart was relieved.

"Dad, it turns out that the trickle is really that little dot in the palm of your hand, you can see it when you raise your hand." Feng Yuntong knew that she shouldn't cry at this time, because it would freeze her face if it was too cold.

But she really couldn't help it.

I can't control the emotions in my heart.

And what Rong Shaoqing can do is to wipe away her tears.

"In addition to your father being on the hunt for Oniyang, my teammates and I are also on the hunt for him. Ghost Yang is ruthless, and there are thousands of lives in his hands. But he was so cunning that we never caught him. Rong Shaoqing's head rested on Feng Yuntong's head, and he also felt a burst of tiredness at this time.

In this cold place, he also wanted to sleep.

On weekdays, no matter how cold the place is, he can restrain this

Desire; But now that he's injured, it's not light, and it's really out of control at this time.

"You broke into my car that day, in fact, it was me and my teammates who received the news that we were going to deal with Ghost Yang." Rong Shaoqing was angry and helpless when he mentioned this, who knew that such a bizarre thing would happen later.

"I'm sorry......" Feng Yuntong sighed, in fact, she also knew that it was she who affected Rong Shaoqing, "It's me who has affected you." But now we're dying here, can you forgive me, right? ”

"I'm not mad at you." Rong Shaoqing also learned Feng Yuntong to look up at the sky, "There were some at first, and then I was completely relieved." ”

"Yes." Feng Yuntong's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he was able to last so long just now, but it was because he mentioned his father's matter, so he became emotional.

Now that her father's affairs know the truth, her spirit has relaxed......

She doesn't seem to be able to hold on anymore.

(End of chapter)

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