Chapter 33: The Still Fish

Seeing that the college entrance examination is coming in the third year of high school, after the college entrance examination, Liu Wei and they will not come to school, so the chances of me seeing it are even more slim. Looking at the classroom of the third year of high school, my heart was empty.

In the past two days, I have figured out one thing. Although Lin Yanran told me that day that Liu Wei had me in his heart. However, it is an indisputable fact that Liu Wei is leaving, and I should try to learn to take the initiative to accept this matter. You can't wait for him to be gone before being forced to accept it, that would be more painful.

Since our school is also a college entrance examination room, we will have two days off. It was originally a good thing, but I just didn't feel solid in my heart, so uncomfortable. It seems that such a day means that Liu Wei is about to leave.

At nine o'clock in the morning, the weather started to get a little hot. I was sitting by the window of my dorm room, looking out in a daze. I heard a ding-dong sound on my phone, which was the sound of a text message. I took my phone and saw that it was Zou Honggang, and he asked me to meet. My panicked heart, which had been empty, immediately became excited. Does this mean that Liu Wei will also come?

I hurriedly rummaged through my suitcase, trying to find a beautiful dress, and just when I was happy to choose, it suddenly occurred to me that Liu Wei was probably not in the mood to see what I was wearing. Simply, I'm just going to be bland. Jeans, white shirts, little white shoes, forever matched. The hair was tied in a ponytail and tied with a strip of white lace. Simple and bright, that's it.

I arrived at the agreed place on time, and the sports academy seemed to be our first choice. It's a big place, few people, a good view, lots of chairs, and lots of trees.

Turn left at the door, walk past the court, pass by the swimming pool, then turn right again, and the bench under the third big tree is where we meet.

Before I could get there, I saw the long-lost figure sitting on the bench in the distance. Gently raise your head and look up at the tree at 45 degrees. I looked around, but I didn't see Zou Honggang. I feel a little strange in my heart, in this case, he will not be absent, why did he go where today?

I quietly walked over and stood beside Liu Wei. Maybe I was walking too softly, or maybe he was too focused on things, in short, he didn't notice me.

I stood for two minutes and saw that he hadn't moved. So, I sat quietly in the empty seat next to him. He sensed my presence and turned his face to look at me.

He looked a little tired, his eyes had lost their usual luster, and they seemed to be a little swollen. The color of the lips is not as rosy as that, and there is a faint pale pale glow. The hair was devoid of energy, like a frosted eggplant, and it hung down on the forehead. This is the first time I have seen such Liu Wei.

is accustomed to that kind of domineering and cold face with an evil smile, but now this face is so calm.

I forced out a smile and grinned at him. He didn't say anything, he put his arm around my shoulder, let me lean against him, and just sat like that, watching the light and shadow of the leaves in the sun.

I don't know how long it took, Liu Wei gently called my name: "Xiaoxiao, long time no see." ”

Listening to his somewhat hoarse voice, my heart felt sour. What about the melodious, touching tone? It no longer exists, and it becomes helpless and weak.

I held back my tears, nodded silently, and didn't respond, I was afraid that as soon as I opened my mouth, it would be tears.

"Xiaoxiao, I miss you so much......"

When Liu Wei's words came out, my tears couldn't help it, rolling down the corners of my eyes.

I hummed softly, and Liu Wei continued: "Xiaoxiao, that day, I'm sorry." ”

I gritted my teeth and shook my head.

"Xiaoxiao, I didn't mean to, please forgive me. I thought, now, it's time for me to tell you the truth. But, believe me, every word I say now is true. ”

I sighed, looked at his haggard eyes, and said to him, "Liu Wei, you don't have to say it. I have chosen to forgive you, no matter what you have done or what you have done, I don't care. For now, I just hope you're okay. ”

He smiled at me reluctantly but strongly, "Xiaoxiao, it's all my selfishness. I really, I feel sick in front of you. ”

I was surprised that Liu Wei would say such a thing to me, what kind of secret is hidden behind us? A person who can make Liu Wei so proud is arrogant.

I was suddenly afraid to know the truth, and I was afraid that this truth was really beyond my reach. I don't want to ruin the beauty of this memory in my memory, although Xu Qiuyun is always like a fly among us, buzzing and messing. But ignoring her, Liu Wei and I are happy and sweet.

At this moment, I finally understood what Liu Wei had been saying, I didn't want to destroy the beauty between us, and let the memory freeze at the happiest time.

"Xiaoxiao, I've thought about it for a long time. When it happened, I couldn't accept it, so I chose to run away. However, I now understand that no matter how ugly my heart is, I should let you know and make a choice. This is your right, your freedom. ”

"Liu Wei, don't say it, I'm scared, I'm really scared. I'm afraid that what you say is something I don't want to hear in my life. I'm afraid that after you finish speaking, my heart will hurt, but I can't hate you yet. I am afraid that after hearing it myself, I will begin to doubt the truth of these words, and even doubt that all this about me and you is a dream. And I was in a dream, and I could never wake up. Liu Wei, don't say it, I finally understand the good memories you have always kept. I don't want to spoil, please don't say it. ”

Liu Wei was silent, and after a long time, he took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped the tears from my face.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, it was my weakness that hurt you."

I shook my head, as long as he didn't say anything, let me stay in this memory, even if it was to lie to myself, I was willing.

When did I start to become so humble? Is this the magic of love? It can change a person so easily.

reminds me of Li Jie and Wang Feng, for a period of time, it was like this, and they would accommodate each other for each other.

I stretched out my arm, hugged Liu Wei's waist, and leaned on him tightly to let him know that I cared about him. I also let myself really feel that he is by my side.

I don't plan to tell him about the quarrel with Xu Qiuyun. It just so happened that none of them were there that day, and as long as I didn't say it, he wouldn't know. He's done enough for me, and now, he needs quiet and calm days even more. And I'll take care of my chores.

Even though I know that I may not be able to compete with Xu Qiuyun, I don't want to add more troubles to his troubled heart.

I really want to ask about Liu Wei's family, but I don't know whether to ask or not. I wanted to be able to comfort him at such a time, but I couldn't say a word. Just like that, holding, sitting.

I have never seen Liu Wei at this moment, he is as calm as a fish still in water, and the lyrics come to mind:

With the softest softness,

To empathize with the world,

Disintegrate with the most perfect smile.

The deepest depths,

How deep is it,

Someone you will meet in the deepest depths,

What a brilliant life he lived,

Or float and sink in a sea of people.