Chapter 126: Trapped in a corpse guarding a city, a promise is full of souls.
Almost subconsciously, he blocked in front of the saint, wanting to minimize the area where she was burned by the sun.
Her action made the saint stunned, and when she looked up at her, she met the cold and bright, but worried eyes.
That kind of gaze actually made the saint smile, short and traceless.
"It's okay, it doesn't hurt too much."
She has gone through a lot more than this, especially when she is supporting the entire Peacock City day after day, year after year, the heavenly punishments that have been temporarily blocked but have been added to her have hurt more than this.
She can bear that kind of pain, nearly a thousand years at a time, so the pain of being burned by the sun right now is really not too painful, or the smell is a little too pungent.
…… Shu Qianluo was silent.
"Do you regret it?"
"Repentance?"
Shanyina chewed the word slowly, and after a moment, shook her head.
"No regrets, I really like Peacock Villas, I like the king and queen, I like the prince and princess, and I like the people who live here, although they will quarrel, they will turn their faces, and they will even do hurtful things in anger, but-"
There was a slight softness in her red eyes.
"Life is like this, it can't be smooth sailing, dark and bloody, calculating and conspiring, it is a witness to the growth of Peacock City, I know all this, but I still like it and want to protect it, but-"
She paused, and her soft expression gradually dimmed.
"No regrets, it doesn't mean that I didn't do anything wrong, for summoning a 'foreign body', but summoning the Heavenly Punishment of the Moon Witch God, it was my fault after all, if it weren't for my simple willfulness, I one-sidedly thought that the wizards stood by and didn't save Peacock City, I wouldn't have come to this point."
"But I also know that it's not all my fault, the wizards' concealment and failure to tell are also part of the mistake, and the ancestors' killing of the gods is also the source of the mistake.
With that, she pursed the corners of her lower lip and looked at the young man who had been painted by the gilt golden sunlight.
She—
In fact, she has been hoping that someone can destroy her, and it would be best if she could kill her, so that she can stop making mistakes on top of mistakes.
After all, she was real, and she came to the point where there was no way out.
What else can you do besides carrying the blood of the living one after another, refining one dead soul after another, to maintain the temporality and 'peace' of Peacock City?
I can't let go, I can't throw them away, I don't want to see them suffer from heaven's punishment, and I don't want to make their heavenly punishment worse because of the blood on their hands, so they can only move forward so dirty and ugly.
The appearance of this young man tore up all her false peace, and even eliminated the 'source' that she could still make mistakes, to be honest, she was relieved, and her mood was more peaceful than ever.
"Do you hate ——, then?"
"Huh?"
This question made the saint turn her eyes and look at the girl, and when she saw her expression, she knew who she was talking about.
"Moon Witch God?"
"Hmm."
Shu Qianluo nodded.
"Do you hate the Moon Witch God?"
"Hate."
For this, the saint confessed very simply.
"I hate him and punish him by heaven, why should I punish the people of a city, just punish a descendant of a god-killing like me? Especially, I don't even know if the other cities in Lanzhu are like Peacock City, but-"
The saint sighed in the brighter and brighter light of the day.
"At the moment of the avalanche, every piece of snow is not innocent, so the same-"
"The founding of Lan Hydra is based on killing gods, so the people and descendants of Lan Hydr who live on its blood and bones are all bleeding the blood of killing gods, even if they don't do it themselves, they also have the sins of cold-blooded bystanders who can't stop it, so they are not innocent——"
This point of view made Shu Qianluo open his mouth, but found that he couldn't refute it.
Although killing gods is the business of Lan Hydroxy ancestors, if there is no Lan Hydrogen ancestors, where are the Lan Zhai people?
If the ancestors are at fault, the descendants will repay it, and there is indeed no innocence at all, only the reincarnation of cause and effect.
Thinking of this, she looked at the young man, the corners of her mouth moving, as if she wanted to say something, but she heard-
"You're lucky."
Shanyina said this slowly, which made Shu Qianluo pause, and retracted her gaze to look at her.
"Why do you say that?"
She smiled and looked at the boy.
"If the wizards had woken me up with sharp words and harsh scolding at that time, I might not have awakened the Moon Witch God and thus sent down heavenly punishment, but like the wizards, I would have tried my best to resolve the anger of the Moon Witch God, and strive to leave a living mouth for Lan Cui, so that it can continue."
These words shocked Shu Qianluo, and he subconsciously looked at the young man, but saw the young man standing not far away, stretching out his hand to her.
"It's dawn, still not leaving?"
The morning sun hangs high, the sky is bright, the yellow sand is like gold, and the eyes are dazzling.
But the young man stood in a dazzling daze, casting a shadow, but it just happened to block the scorching and dizzying sunlight for her, so that she could see everything clearly, and even saw the playful smile and ridicule on his face when he looked over.
Where can we see the previous indifferent sarcasm, and the living are not allowed to enter?
Suddenly, Shu Qianluo's eyes turned red, and he smiled with curved lips.
"Well, I'm lucky, very, very lucky!"
There is such a person, who always gives her a blow to the head at a critical juncture, so that she can see everything clearly and avoid going to the road of no return, but she has never intended to let go of her hand, how can she not be lucky?
She must have done all the good deeds in her previous life, and she only met such a person in this life.
She took off her coat and draped it over the saint, and her mood was happy and bright, like a summer flower.
"Shanina, goodbye."
As soon as the words fell, she raised her feet and walked towards the young man, walking faster and faster, until at last she almost grabbed the young man's hand with her run.
"Su Gu Bai! I'm not going to 'kill myself', I'm going to 'save myself'! ”
Don't embark on the same suicidal path of salvation as a saint.
Instead, he embarked on the road of self-salvation, which seemed to be more difficult and dangerous than suicide, but could maintain a pure, bright and clean original intention.
It doesn't matter if it's a long time, it's okay if it's difficult, it's okay if it's wronged, it's okay if it's painful, as long as it can be found and saved in the end, you don't have to let yourself or others carry it, and the weight that you don't need to carry is enough.
"Whew-"
Shu Qianluo, who breathed a sigh of relief, felt that her heart was unprecedentedly empty and clear, and she also showed a soft smile that was different from her cold and snowy appearance.
At this time, she really understood why the dog man was angry.
It was she who made a mistake, took suicide as salvation, and mistook self-help as suicide, and walked into a dead end for a while and couldn't get out.
If it hadn't been for the dog man who woke her up, she would have gone the wrong way in the future!