Liu Wei left so silently, this is the result I didn't expect! I thought he would explain anyway and then ask for my forgiveness. It's a pity he didn't! He didn't do anything and just walked away......

For a whole week, whether at home or at school, I didn't say a word. No matter how Li Jie asked, I just looked at her with my eyes. In the end, she gave up. Don't ask again, let me be alone in a quiet daze. From her words, she had actually guessed probably. It's just that she couldn't guess why we broke up so suddenly.

Xiao Ranzi sat beside me for the first two days to persuade me, but later, he knew that it was useless for him to say anything, so he simply stopped saying it...... Just like that, sit next to me and accompany me silently.

Every day, I look at the branches of the Luan tree outside the window, and the roof opposite! Looking forward to Liu Wei's figure, he will appear there again. Unfortunately, I was disappointed that there was nothing.

He was so resolute that he didn't even give each other a chance to redeem himself. I'm starting to regret that I shouldn't have cared about that, at least we could be happy for another month. At least, as he said, before he left, all I left behind were good memories, and my first love would be a sweetness worth remembering. But now, not only did I lose Liu Wei, but I also took away the memories that I was so happy and happy before.

I suddenly felt that Yuan Xiaorong thought about it very clearly, she was enlightened? She said that as long as the two of them are happy together, nothing else needs to be cared about. What is not there, what was in the past, is not as good as what is happening now. Living in the moment, two people should be even more so. Even if they are separated in the future, there will be no regrets and regrets. At least when we were together, we were happy.

However, if you really like someone, how can you do it without caring? How can it be said to put it down? How can you watch the person you like with others and still laugh? I don't believe that a person who really gives can be so generous. Unless, there is no intention at all.

Alas, what's the use of thinking about all this now? This is already the case. My first love, in my own hypocrisy, was ruined. I didn't expect to be so sad.

Life seems to have changed from color to gray. Tasteless food, unfragrant sleep, disheartened, listless, is a portrayal of my current state.

Xiao Ranzi looked at me who was depressed all day long, helpless and distressed. Every day, he helped me buy food and came back, and I was like a soulless eating machine, eating without any feeling, and then continued to sit there in a daze.

Finally, Xiao Ranzi couldn't hold it back, sat down beside me, and asked softly: "Xiaoxiao, can you tell me why this is happening?" If you say it, it will be more comfortable to say it. Don't suffer it silently by yourself, it's very hard. ”

I looked at him, smiled bitterly, and continued to lie on the table and look out the window.

"Xiaoxiao, look at you, you've been in such a state this week, let's not talk about how good or bad you study, just say how can you bear it with such a body? A depressed will destroy people, and I hope that you can face this matter squarely and say it, and your heart may be much better. Xiaoxiao ......"

I looked at Xiao Ranzi's sincere eyes, and I knew very well that he was really thinking about me, but I didn't want to say a word.

Even Chen Yingjie didn't dare to provoke me these days and give me a clean space.

"Xiaoxiao, you believe me, okay? I've felt like you, and I know that at this time, I just want to lick my wounds alone. But, Xiaoxiao, I don't want you to be like me. You are a happy girl, and there will be a lot of sunshine in your life. Xiaoxiao, you treat yourself like this, just like you drink a cup of poison and want others to suffer, do you think this is possible? You torture yourself to death, and if he is hard-hearted, it is useless! Don't torture yourself like this anymore, okay? ”

"Xiaoxiao, if you really can't let go of him in your heart, you should live better! Let him understand that you will be happier without him. Let him regret it, let him suffer, and not like you, torture yourself! ”

Looking at the bright light in Xiao Ranzi's eyes, perhaps, he was right. I tortured myself to make it more painful for myself. Maybe I'm looking forward to it, and Liu Wei will feel sorry for me because of this...... I drank the poison, but I wanted to make Liu Wei painful, this is impossible! yes, I want to cheer up. Even if I can't live better, I can't be so depressed. I can't let Liu Wei look down on me, I can't make him feel that without him, I will only be left with sadness.

I pulled Xiao Ranzi out of the classroom and came to the stairwell on the top of the opposite building. The sun was already shining, and there was no way to stand there without shelter from the roof. The stairwell leading to the platform was unusually cool, with a gust of wind.

I took out my phone, opened the message, and handed it to Xiao Ranzi.

He glanced at the photo and was stunned......

"Could this be a misunderstanding? Didn't you ask clearly? ”

I shook my head, "He didn't say anything at all and left." ”

I told Xiao Ranzi the situation of that day as it was, but I hid the part where I fainted, and it was over when Liu Wei left.

After listening to this, Xiao Ranzi was silent for a long time, and said to me: "Xiaoxiao, although it seems that Liu Wei is very indifferent, I always feel that things should not be so simple. ”

"Why? What do you mean? ”

"Xiaoxiao, do you think, if Liu Wei is really such a frivolous person, why is he so respectful to you and has never done anything excessive to you?"

Without thinking, I replied, "Maybe he doesn't like me at all?" ”

Xiao Ranzi looked at the sun outside, "No." Xiaoxiao, if he doesn't like you, why are you so afraid that you know? If he doesn't like you, why should he be so nice to you? If he didn't like you, he would have done that to you a long time ago. But, Xiaoxiao, if you think about it carefully, what did he do with the questions I said, and you will come up with the answers. ”

Xiao Ranzi took out a few popping juice gummies from his pocket, handed me one, stuffed one into his mouth, and then said, "Maybe it's because he cares about you very much that he doesn't dare to let you know about the past." Maybe it's because he really cares about you, so he won't do anything disrespectful to you casually. Xiaoxiao, from my point of view, I think Liu Wei really likes you. But only you know what happened to you and what you got along with. So, I think, you should think hard before you decide. Okay, I'm done, let's go, think about it. ”

Watching Xiao Ranzi turn around and go downstairs, for a while, I began to wonder, am I really wrong to blame Liu Wei? Even Xiao Ranzi began to say that I was wrong? But aren't facts facts? The real photos I saw, as well as Liu Wei's appearance that he had no intention of explaining at that time, are all true! If he had explained it to me at the time, perhaps I would have forgiven it. But he didn't, which means that he acquiesced to the facts...... How could I be wrong?

The doubts in my heart will always pile up and become more and more.

I stood up, walked over to the fence on the roof of the building that I hadn't seen for a long time, and looked across the school building.

A poem by Li Qingzhao flashed in his mind:

Can this be recalled? It's just that it was already clear at the time.