Chapter Forty-Six: Green Silk is shallow
Time slips through your fingers before you know it. The dark clouds in the sky began to accumulate in piles, storing energy for the cold that followed.
"Xiaoxiao, it's Wang Feng's birthday in a few days, but I haven't bought a gift for him yet."
"Oh...... So have you figured out what to buy? ”
"Nope."
I swallowed, swallowed the words that had come to my lips, and swallowed them again.
I asked Chen Yingjie what kind of gift would be more suitable for Wang Feng, and Chen Yingjie said: architectural model! This is Wang Feng's hobby, and he will definitely be very happy.
When I asked before, I wanted to inquire for Li Jie, but now, I didn't tell her. Since when has my mindset changed? Is that selfish? I suddenly felt like I had become ugly!
once promised Li Jie to help her have a vigorous love, and at that time, I really hoped that she could be happily with Wang Feng.
However, at this moment, I actually betrayed the oath I made at that time. Because Wang Feng has taken root in my heart!
"Xiaojie, I'll go shopping with you that weekend."
"Okay, let's go early, visit a few more places, and pick and choose."
"Hmm...... Xiaojie, what is Wang Feng's birthday? ”
"Next Wednesday."
Today, Thursday, it seems, is still in time.
I silently decided to help Wang Feng buy a gift he liked.
Early in the morning of the weekend, I came to Li Jie's house, she also changed her previous laziness, quickly crawled out of the bed, cleaned herself, and we went out together.
In the mall that has just opened, there is almost no one except for the salesperson.
Li Jie and I walked around very conspicuously, from no one to people, to people coming and going, Li Jie never chose a gift that she was satisfied with.
Later, we went to the bookstore, and there was a place in it that specialized in all kinds of models. I walked there silently, pretending that nothing had happened.
"Huh? Li Jie, you see this model is quite special. ”
"What's this? Isn't this just an ordinary house car model? ”
"You don't like it!"
"No!"
"I think it's good, since you don't like it, why don't I buy one and give it to Wang Feng?"
"Why are you suddenly giving him a gift?"
"Hmm...... Because I think it's fun, this is fun, it's useless for a girl to ask for it, it's better to give it away, it just so happens that it's not his birthday, so I'll send it by the way. ”
Li Jie obviously had an unhappy expression on her face.
"That's okay, you can buy it if you want to, Wang Feng should like me more, I decided, give him a watch."
"Oh, okay."
So, I went to the counter, and after consulting with the salesperson, I chose a model of a house that was not too big or too small.
This is an ancient building, and when you get your hands on it, it is scattered and needs to be assembled by yourself. I think Wang Feng can enjoy more fun in the process of assembling.
There are a total of 138 pieces of this model, which made me feel a little distressed for a second. After all, I'm someone who feels sorry to even buy myself a gift. I don't want to spend money on a toy for myself, if I were to give myself, it would be a very practical thing. But now, it's to give it away and give it to please Wang Feng's like, so let's just endure the pain. Compared to the watch that Li Jie is going to buy, I am a drop in the bucket!
If Wang Feng was a vain boy, he would definitely like the gift from Li Jie even more, after all, the watch she was going to buy was worth a thousand. But I believe in Chen Yingjie, he gave me an idea that was ingenious, and he didn't rely on money to win.
As soon as this thought came to me, I scared myself!
Why do I want to compare gifts with Li Jiebi now? Why do I care so much about my and Li Jie's gifts now, and who will make Wang Feng more happy? Why do I only want to please Wang Feng now, and don't take into account Li Jie's feelings?
How did I become like this? Is this still me who wanted to help Li Jie and Wang Feng together not long ago?
Why am I so selfish now? Have I forgotten how much Li Jie paid for Wang Feng? How can I do that? No, I can't! This is harmful to Li Jie......
"Xiaoxiao, let's go, what are you stunned about!" Li Jie shouted at me from ten paces away.
I hurriedly put away the assembled model in my hand, ran a few steps, and caught up.
"Xiaoxiao, let's go, let's go back to the watch we just saw, I think it's very good-looking, imagine that he should be very good wearing it."
"Li Jie, that watch is so expensive, more than a thousand, how can you give it up?"
"What's the reluctance? Buy something for someone you like, it's worth it no matter how much money you want. Although he doesn't accept me now, it doesn't affect my liking him. ”
"Li Jie, if one day, you find out that Wang Feng really doesn't like you, will you feel that everything you have paid now is wrong, and you will regret it?"
"Silly boy, of course not! Although I may be sad about that result, isn't this youth? Isn't that what I want? As long as you work hard, the result doesn't matter! ”
The more Li Jie saw and was more generous, the more I felt sorry for her, and that deep sense of guilt arose.
"Xiaojie, is the result really not important?"
"Ah, no, of course, I work so hard in the hope of a good result, but the result is not something I can control, so I can only go with the flow and see the arrangement. I'll just do my best. ”
yes, she's right. In many cases, it is not what you think, but you will definitely be able to achieve it. So, should I hide my heart for Wang Feng?
"Xiaojie, I want to ask."
"You say."
"Hmm...... It's like, I don't know how to say it, it's like, you suddenly care about a person very much, and you think of him when you're okay all day, and you care about what he thinks of you, you say, what's going on? ”
Li Jie turned around and looked at me in surprise: "Xiaoxiao, are you talking about you?" ”
"You don't care, you just say it."
"Xiaoxiao, you're in love...... Do you have someone you like, say, who is he? ”
"What? How can it be? I didn't! I'm just asking. ”
"Xiaoxiao, don't hide, look at you like that, your head is almost lowered into your clothes, and you still say no! Tell me quickly, sister will help you analyze, who is it? Li Jie looked at me with a treacherous expression, and I felt a little heat on my face.
"Oh, okay, don't say it, hurry up and buy a gift for your Wang Feng, it's noon, I'm hungry." I want to find a reason to open the topic, it's all me, why do I want to ask Li Jie that question? In fact, I already have the answer in my heart, but I don't want to admit it, I just want to get a denial from her. As everyone knows, this real liking is impossible to be denied.
"You girl, finally enlightened? Tell me if it's Liu Wei? Isn't it Liu Wei? As we walked, Li Jie asked.
Originally, I wanted to clarify that it was not Liu Wei, but I suddenly felt that it was better not to say it, so let her have such a misunderstanding. I'm even a little glad that there are such rumors between me and Liu Wei, which can cover up the truth very well.
The guilt I felt for Li Jie in my heart made me feel guilty, and it also made me afraid that she would know that I had unknowingly fallen in love with Wang Feng.