259. So little child
Yang Pan'er is holding the hand of the great god at the moment, like a child holding the hand of an adult, holding and swinging the hand of the great god.
And Wu Tianmu's pace, although it is steady, the corners of his mouth, the corners of his mouth covered by the mask, are also involuntarily rising.
The two of them held hands and rode the night and the cool breeze slowly walked through this familiar street, and since Yang Paner, who stepped on this street, her little mouth has never stopped.
Because of familiarity, this lesson is where she grew up, and her eyes are full of memories, the kind of memories and familiarity that can be said when she opens her mouth.
Yang Paner, who didn't realize that she was suddenly much more relaxed, spoke seriously, and Wu Tianmu, who also listened carefully to Yang Paner's story.
It seems that like Yang Paner, who is immersed in full of memories, he has relived her youth again, and it seems that he is the same as her, in fact, he should have joined her youth.
It seems that through Yang Paner's narration, Wu Tianmu can actually see the ...... in this little girl's narration
I saw the little girl who was crying and laughing, or the little girl who was a little taciturn, but always happy and jumped to the Internet café.
Yang Paner, who didn't know how infectious her words were, had successfully brought Wu Tianmu, who wanted to know everything she had, into her with too many bitter memories when she was there.
After Wu Tianmu realized this, he also had a lot of emotion in his heart.
In the game, he actually couldn't really feel that she had been wronged so much.
The puppy leg in that game, although she often complains about something, is also very optimistic, complaining is complaining, but she is very good at self-soothing and really self-soothing.
Therefore, the young god only knows that this little girl, this little dog leg is wronged, but it should be very optimistic and cheerful.
However, the young god guessed wrong. She is indeed optimistic and cheerful, but that is Yang Paner now, and she used to be extremely taciturn.
Now listening to the little dog legs talk about her almost autistic childhood, which is different from her now, anyone may not understand or be curious about Yang Paner's transformation.
Wu Tianmu was also curious, but after seeing Aunt Li, Wu Tianmu understood.
Why is the puppy leg in the Internet café and in the game so cheerful and vivid, it is all because of Aunt Li.
Aunt Li's care and amiability gave the little dog legs, who had never been cared for, a chance to breathe, and also gave her a chance to fall in love with the world again.
Wu Tianmu was not wrong, Aunt Li's importance to Yang Paner was the only light given in her world.
Without Aunt Li, maybe Yang Paner is just the little girl who is crying, and after crying, there is still no one to comfort her, wipe away her tears, and go home again.
And the tears will indeed be wiped dry, but every time Yang Paner cries, her world becomes a little darker.
Until, the little girl can no longer see that there is light in this world.
However, since Aunt Li appeared, since Yang Paner entered this Internet café.
Although she didn't learn badly, although she played games, her childhood was really happy.
Wu Tianmu can naturally see this.
She was rejected to go home, but she was very excited to come here.
The little dog leg who doesn't want to mention anything in the family, but he can praise it when he mentions it.
The beautiful and joyful memories that came from the mouth were not excluded or deliberately ignored at all.
That's because I accept it wholeheartedly, so I won't reject and ignore it.
And the home she didn't want to go back to was rejected and ignored by her because she was really wronged, which would really make her uncomfortable.
Yang Paner kept talking, and Wu Tianmu kept listening quietly.
This road is not long, but because Yang Paner's memories are long, Yang Paner and Wu Tianmu have a feeling of stepping on the long river of time at the same time.
And the two of them kept walking and walking, and finally ......
Sure enough, it was Yang Paner who couldn't walk anymore while walking.
Seeing that Yang Pan'er was tired of walking again, without Yang Pan'er saying anything, Wu Tianmu had already taken the initiative to lower his body and bend his knees.
took the initiative to carry Yang Paner.
And Yang Paner naturally did not be polite to the great god, but lay comfortably and comfortably behind the great god.
Yang Paner, who had been rested, was very satisfied, not only shaking her legs happily. And that little mouth is lying on its stomach like this again.
Leaned next to Wu Tianmu's ear and continued to whisper.
It's just, talking and talking......
Her cheerful voice was quietly gone.
Slowly, it became a little dull, and then slowly, it was completely quiet.
Only the warm breath remained, and with the breath of the person on his back, it was on Wu Tianmu's ears.
Hot, itchy, tickled, heart...... It's also itchy.
Wu Tianmu already knew Yang Pan'er naturally when Yang Paner's voice suddenly became dull, and she was afraid that she remembered her home again.
Because of talking, Yang Paner talked about her childhood, a childhood that she often kept silent.
talked about the reason why she suddenly never logged in to the game again.
also talked about how every time she went home happily, after arriving at home, all the happiness was always easily poured on a basin of cold water.
Straight to her face.
Those indifference are like ice, no, more like snow, always moisturizing things silently surrounding her, and always coming unconsciously, the snow will also be clumped into snow, and it hurts to be smashed with a bang.
The snow, beautiful, was enough to make her feel cold.
Yang Pan'er also muttered that she actually hates the dark.
Because from the time when she seemed to have a vague memory.
She will always face her alone at night.
After turning off the lights, a person.
Whether she cries or not.
Or maybe it's a nightmare.
Or maybe you're sick.
But no matter what, she will always face the darkness alone.
Is she afraid?
Of course I'm afraid.
She is still such a young child, how can she not be afraid?
At that time, she was so young, but she had already begun to think that this was a parent's need to exercise their children's independence.
She thought that this was what her parents wanted her to learn to be independent as a child.
But after having a younger brother.
The cot that was housed in the parents' bedroom.
The cot was full of children's toys.
How can it be such a beautiful cot, let her know it clearly.
Where is the exercise of independence, this is clearly not caring, and it is clearly not loving!
So, she was afraid, she was wronged, she was in pain, he was uncomfortable, but she didn't say anything.
Because I don't know who to say it to.
That's why she is silent and silent.
Do you want to say it to your parents?
But are they worthy?
They don't deserve it.
She doesn't deserve it either.
In fact, she doesn't seem to be worthy of being their daughter at all, because in their eyes, they don't have this daughter at all.
This is how she was when she was a child, a little pitiful for her.
The sound that suddenly stopped, the quiet breathing, and the breath that came together just hit Wu Tianmu's ears.
felt that the puppy's legs were quiet and a little calm, but her deep and shallow breathing still involuntarily reddened the tips of Wu Tianmu's ears.
It's just that because it's dark now, the lights are hazy and I can't see clearly.
And because of the back of the great god, in Yang Paner's opinion, it is so broad and steady.
Yang Paner, who was lying on the back of the great god with peace of mind, felt very relaxed and comfortable, so she slowly closed her eyes, and naturally she didn't see the tips of her ears that were red loudly.
And after Wu Tianmu returned to their accommodation, he first called Aunt Li and said that they were not going back.
They were out playing too late.
Knowing that they had returned to the place where they were staying, Aunt Li knew that they were safe, and after a few words, she hung up the phone.
She didn't bother the two young people about their time.
However, Aunt Li really thinks too much, although Aunt Li's thinking is very avant-garde, but it has come to this point......
Wu Tianmu is still real, and he is still the innocent old virgin who was ridiculed by his own beautiful mother!
Of course, Wu Tianmu is not old, but he now has a beautiful girlfriend, but ......
Even, now this beautiful girlfriend has become a prospective fiancée.
However, Wu Tianmu still did not unlock the relationship with Yang Paner.
Even though the two have already announced their wedding date, Wu Tianmu still respects Yang Paner.
In fact, Yang Paner would definitely not refuse, but Wu Tianmu wanted to give his little dog a home and give her a fulfillment.
This is not Wu Tianmu's tradition, but he knows that Yang Paner actually has that insistence in his heart.
Even if she didn't want to admit that those two people were her parents, in her heart, she also wanted to know that she actually had a family.
The marriage she wants also wants to be approved by her parents.
Even if she didn't want to call those two titles.
But her perseverance is more like a persistence, which makes her want to get a blessed marriage.
It's not that Yang Paner is rigid, it's not that she's old-fashioned, it's because it's like a hurdle that has taken root in her heart.
And it seems, as long as she is blessed, as if she has crossed that hurdle.
Therefore, Wu Tianmu will naturally respect the wishes of his puppy's legs.
In fact, the two of them have slept in the same bed many times, and they have slept like this for a long time, but the two of them really just sleep.
What was not done, or not done.
It's not like other young people, it's like glue, and they are indeed in this period, but they haven't actually done anything yet.
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had a good night's sleep, and Yang Paner, who didn't even know when she returned to her residence.
I woke up in the arms of the great god again.
Satisfied, he changed his position and continued to hug the waist of the great god, opened his worried eyes, but quickly closed them, and buried his little head in the great god's chest again.
Wu Tianmu, who was holding Yang Pan'er, felt a small agitation in his arms, and then nested there comfortably, and did not move.
Wu Tianmu didn't open his eyes, but one hand was also very skillful around the little thing in his arms.
The scene of two people hugging each other and sleeping is so beautiful.
It's rare that only two people come out together once, although they have important tasks, but the current state of the two people is also very comfortable.
In fact, it is rare for the two of them to be comfortable for a few days, and usually the two of them are busy with each other, so they are comfortable for a few days.
Because the two of them were quite relaxed at this time, they didn't look at the time and continued to hug each other and sleep.
It's just that when Yang Pan'er woke up again, she was the only one in bed, and the great god had already gone out.
A man snuggled up in bed, blinking in confusion.
Only then did she slowly find her Yang Pan'er and get up from the bed.
has some messy hair, but it doesn't affect her appearance at all.
On the plain white cheeks, there was nothing. There is a pair of eyes that are half-open and half-closed because of yawning, and there is no such enchanting charm as usual.
At this moment, Yang Paner is just a big girl who gets up late.
A pair of foggy big eyes, blinking, slowly entered the bathroom, and Yang Pan'er, who came out after cleaning herself up, was another big girl.
Sure enough, when she came to the living room of the room, Yang Paner saw that it was ready......
Because she slept a little dazed, Yang Paner, who went to look at her watch after getting up, really didn't know what she was going to eat, whether it was breakfast or lunch.
The god who had already cleaned up sat on the sofa, swiping his mobile phone, in front of him was the food he had bought, and waited quietly for Yang Paner to come out.
After seeing the puppy's legs come out, she opened the meal, and Yang Paner sat next to the god very leisurely, looking at the meal prepared for her by the god very obediently.
Wu Tianmu was also quick to act, and quickly took out the meal, oh, this is breakfast.
Yang Paner, who saw the soy milk, felt that she was smart and praised herself in her heart, and felt that her powerful ability to distinguish objects and time was awesome.
It's great, it's great, she doesn't know where it's at all, wow!
And after the great god took out the soy milk, he also helped her insert the straw, which was handed to her.
This spoiling action, everything is done well, and Wu Tianmu is up to feed her bite by bite.
Yang Paner, who got up a little late, so she didn't know how hungry she was, so she probably ate a little and put it down.
Wu Tianmu didn't eat much.
Neither of them ate much, probably because they got up late, but they weren't hungry.
Because they didn't eat much, they didn't waste much time, and after they quickly put down breakfast, the two of them cleaned up again.
After that, I went out.
This time.
Although neither of them said, the destination of this is already obvious. The two of them also tacitly didn't say it, but they both knew it.
This is Yang Paner, who has finally made up her mind to go home. Wu Tianmu is actually nothing, but Yang Paner is different.
She's not nervous, she's not scared, and she's ......
Whether it is Aunt Li's enlightenment, or the broken jar in her own heart, and the god who has always been by her side and gave her a lot of courage, she has the courage to go home and the normal heart to be able to maintain.