Parting.

Buddhists say that people have seven sufferings. Birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment, love parting, can't beg, clutch is circulating, and sorrow and joy attack each other.

Saying goodbye to familiar people and things is a difficult thing to do, and it is also a very painful life subject. But in life, no one can avoid parting, in other words, parting is the only way to go through a long life, everything in the world must be experienced and faced.

Lin Zi often thinks that since people are destined to part, then why do they still have to meet, why do they still have bonds, why do they have a past, if they don't meet from the beginning, will it never end, and there will never be pain.

However, this is Lin Zi's wishful thinking after all.

Even if Lin Zi is standing alone and hanging from each other, he is inevitably experiencing parting and nostalgia for the past.

From childhood to adulthood, Lin Zi really experienced parting, counting and counting, it was only when he was a child, Fang Xiao suddenly wanted to go abroad, Lin Zi at that time, except for taking the things that Fang Xiao left for himself every day to miss the past, it seemed that other things had no meaning.

But does the past make sense?

Lin Zi often asks himself this.

Lin Zi remembered that he once read a book, and it was written like this.

"Some people say that the past is meaningless, the timing is meaningful. And some people say that the past is of course meaningful, otherwise where are the clues.

But ah, the past is the past, and it is indelible. Even if you can give it, even if you can't give it up.

In the past, one party missed the opportunity, and the other party let go of the clues, so there was a parting.

In all partings, there are people who are on the side of departure, and there are people who are on the other side.

Is it the one who leaves is more bitter, or is the other side more bitter? ”

In the past, Lin Zi, because he often went out to chase stars, had been away for a long time, and felt that the side of the separation was very bitter, so he came to a new place alone, faced new things, and started a new life, he would be uneasy, nervous, and could only bear all the unknown fears.

Later, Lin Zi discovered that in fact, in parting, the other person was more bitter than the person who left. Standing in place, looking at each other's backs, leaving themselves bit by bit, life has to go on.

But why does parting feel so painful and so difficult to accept?

In fact, people feel that once they part, reunion becomes unattainable. You don't know what the other party has become at the moment of reunion, you don't know if you are what the other party imagined you to be when you reunite, and you don't know if the other party still remembers yourself...... All of them constitute people's fear of unknown reunions, which is why parting is so difficult to accept.

Su Shi said, "There is no separation in life, who knows how much love is important." Mr. Jin Yong also said, "You see these white clouds gather and disperse, scatter and gather, life is separated, and it is the same, why should you be sad?" ”

If the end of parting is doomed, instead of blindly immersing yourself in sadness, you might as well look around, perhaps, there are people or things that you are more worthy of cherishing.

Lin Zi saw it very thoroughly, but when the parting happened to him again, he was still sad.

Lin Zi has grown up since he was a child, but he rarely really experienced parting.

Except for Fang Xiao back then, it was Yiyi.

The next morning, Lin Zi got up early, originally thinking of sending Yiyi off, but she didn't expect that she got up earlier than herself.

When Lin Zi got up, he found that Yiyi had packed all his things, leaving only a note.

"Xiaozi, I'm sorry, I promised you to send me off, but I didn't wait for you to wake up, so I left, probably because I was still not used to the parting scene. I should say it, I told you last night, no matter what, you have to be good, live well, be in love, I'm not by your side, if there is still someone in the school pointing fingers at you, you will use your taekwondo against him, you know? I hope you still change back to the fiery Lin Zi you used to be! I'll miss you! You're going to miss me too! ”

This is the second parting Lin Zi has experienced.

Buddhism says that people have seven sufferings: birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment, love, parting, and unwanted. The clutch is circulating, and the joy and sorrow are attacking each other. The Buddha is trying to say that sentient beings should accept all these things freely and calmly. It's a pity that we're just ordinary people, not Buddhas.

Lin Zi clutched the note in his hand tightly, looked back at Yiyi's bed and desk, which were already empty, and his eyes gradually moistened.

When everything happened, it was still hard to accept.

Lin Zi suddenly felt a little depressed, and his packing action became sluggish.

At this time, Lin Zi's mobile phone suddenly rang, it was Yi Zhen.

Lin Zi wiped the tears in his eyes, sorted out his emotions, picked up his mobile phone and picked it up.

"Hey."

"Hey, Xiaozi, I'm in your school parking lot, have you cleaned up?"

Lin Zi suddenly remembered that he had promised to let Yi Zhen send him home yesterday.

Lin Zi turned his head to see that he hadn't packed up anything, and said to Yi Zhen: "You, you came so early, it's just me, I haven't packed it yet, why don't you wait for me in the car now, I'm fine, I'll come to the parking lot to find you directly." ”

"Xiao Zi, are you hungry?"

"Hungry?"

Lin Zi touched his stomach.

"You clean up first, don't worry, you take your time."

With that, Yi Zhen hung up the phone.

Lin Zi glanced at his phone with some confusion, and then continued to put himself away.

Lin Zi carefully folded the note that Yiyi left for himself and put it in his wallet, and looked around, as if this was the only thing that could bring back memories, so Lin Zi was extra careful.

After grinding for a while, Lin Zi finally closed the suitcase, and when he turned around to go out, he glanced back at his dormitory.

When I come back, I'm going to be a senior, and time flies so fast.

Lin Zi took one last look to see if the electrical appliances had been turned off, and then muttered to himself into the air, "Next semester, goodbye." Then he closed the door.

Lin Zi tried to move the suitcase from the upstairs little by little, carefully moved it downstairs, and was about to walk out of the dormitory building, when he was about to call Yi Zhen, but saw Yi Zhen standing at the door of his dormitory waiting for him.

Lin Zi pulled the suitcase, walked towards Yi Zhen, and said, "Didn't I ask you to wait for me in the car?" How did you get to the dormitory. ”

"Well, for you."

As he spoke, Yi Zhen took out a paper bag from behind his back and handed it to Lin Zi.

Lin Zi curiously took the paper bag, opened it, and found that it was the breakfast that Yi Zhen bought for himself, xiaolongbao, fried dough sticks, and soy milk.

Lin Zi was a little moved, looked up at Yi Zhen and said, "This is ......"

"I thought you definitely didn't eat anything in the morning, so I ran around your school to see if there was anything to buy for breakfast, and I didn't know what you liked to eat, so I bought them all."

As he spoke, Yi Zhen scratched his head a little embarrassedly.

Coupled with the original parting, Lin Zi couldn't control his emotions for a while, and tears fell down one by one like soybeans.

Yi Zhen was a little flustered when he saw Lin Zi suddenly crying, so he quickly touched his body, found a tissue, and took out a tissue in a panic to wipe Lin Zi's tears.

"Xiaozi, don't cry, you, what's wrong with you? Don't you like it? If you don't like to eat, wait until we go somewhere else to eat, you, don't cry, when you cry, I, I don't know what to do. ”

Lin Zi took the paper bag, looked up at Yi Zhen and said, "No, I, no, thank you, thank you for being so good to me, in fact, you don't have to do this to me." ”

Yi Zhen was a little strange and asked, "Which ones to do?" ”

"Just send me home, buy me breakfast, all these things."

Lin Zi looked at Yi Zhen with tears in his eyes and said.

Yi Zhen smiled and said: "Xiaozi, these are what boyfriends should do, I fell in love for the first time, and I don't know how to be good to girls, so I just go to see how others fall in love, I know that I am not good enough, so, what others can do, I will also try to do it, I want to do my best to be good to you." ”

"Thank you."

"Fool, don't say thank you to me again, that's what I'm supposed to do. So, is that why you're crying? ”

As he spoke, Yi Zhen couldn't help but rub Lin Zi's head with his hand.

Lin Zi burst into tears and smiled, and said to Yi Zhen: "Let's go." ”

When Lin Zi was about to turn around and pull up his luggage and walk forward, Yi Zhen had already taken it over and said to Lin Zi: "You eat first, if you don't eat again, it will be cold, I'll help you get the luggage." ”

With that, Yi Zhen pulled up his suitcase and walked forward.

Lin Zi looked at Yi Zhen's back in the sun, and the parting emotion in his heart gradually faded a lot.

Parting is to make people cherish the present person.

Lin Zi smiled and followed.

Yi Zhen put the suitcase in the trunk for Lin Zi, and then drove in the direction of the outside school.

Because it is the peak holiday, it is inevitable that there will be traffic congestion on the road.

No, as soon as I came out of the school entrance, I was stuck in traffic.

Yi Zhen could only park in the middle of the vehicle and slowly wait for the release.

Lin Zi sat in the co-pilot, eating the breakfast that Yi Zhen bought for him, and his heart was very sweet.

Yi Zhen looked at Lin Zi eating so deliciously, his eyes were full of spoiling, and the corners of his mouth rose unconsciously.

"Yi Zhen, have you eaten it?"

Lin Zi turned his head to look at Yi Zhen and asked.

Yi Zhen shook his head and said, "It's okay, I'm not hungry." ”

"You came to pick me up so early, and you bought breakfast for me, but you haven't eaten yet, you must be hungry."

As he spoke, Lin Zi picked up a small longbao from the paper bag and said to Yi Zhen: "Ah~~"

Yi Zhen smiled and said, "Why is it so much like feeding a child." ”

"Hurry up and open your mouth, ah~~"

Lin Zi said coquettishly to Yi Zhen.

"Okay, good, ah~~"

Yi Zhen opened his mouth at Lin Zi.

Lin Zi quickly put the xiaolongbao into Yi Zhen's mouth, and then smiled at Yi Zhen as if he was victorious.

Yi Zhen chewed the xiaolongbao in his mouth, and watched Lin Zi smile so brightly, and his heart gradually blossomed.