At that time, our youth was like a star lost in the universe. Wandering, never to find his way back to the galaxy.

- Nineteen Questions

The noise around was harsh, and not only that, but even the sun was drowsy.

As soon as the day enters June, the hot sun seems to be baking the earth.

June is the month of the exam, standing idly outside the door of the examination room, anxiously waiting for the examination room to open, the boring atmosphere of the high school entrance examination makes the usual habit of mock exams Nineteen Nian suddenly feel uncomfortable.

"Hey! I have memorized a few formulas for the math test, and now I will tell you about it, you can memorize it. Gu Zijun slapped Nineteen Nian's shoulder and elbow, she beat it very lightly, and when she fell, it didn't hurt at all.

Nineteen thought grabbed his hair with a headache: "What kind of formula are they?" Let's listen to it, if it's too difficult, forget it, if it's too difficult, I'll ......."

"If it's too difficult, you won't remember anything." Gu Zijun finished the words she hadn't finished for Nineteen Nian.

After finishing speaking, Gu Zijun waved his hand disdainfully.

Just when Nineteen Nian thought that in her eyes Gu Daxia, nothing could be difficult for her, but Gu Zijun suddenly frowned.

She suddenly lowered her head and told Nineteen Nian in a deep voice: "You are right to say this, but it is difficult for me. Hey, let me tell you, the standard form of the unary equation of light ax+b=0(a≠0), I memorized it all night last night. ”

"Poof!" Nineteen Nian covered his mouth and laughed silently, "It's really a bit embarrassing." ”

"Not really!" Gu Zijun patted his chest, a little narcissistic, "I think my dignified Gu Heroine's wisdom has now been ruined by a few mathematical formulas." ”

Gu Zijun often likes to joke with her, but she didn't expect this joke to be held for so long, and it was actually opened in the examination room of the high school entrance examination. Thinking about it, Nineteen Nian began to snicker silently again.

What the two of them didn't see was that Fufeng had been standing behind the two of them all the time, and when Nineteen was laughing, Fufeng also raised his lips and chuckled.

As if he was inexplicably attracted by some force, he quietly approached behind Nineteen Nian, his steps were very light and light, for fear that he would be discovered by Nineteen Nian before he walked to Nineteen Nian.

One-step, two-step, three-step...... Fufeng walked and counted the steps silently in his heart boredly.

When he walked behind Nineteen Nian, he suddenly raised his hand, rubbed Nineteen Nian's hair, and said to her with a smile: "Long time no see, Nineteen Nian." ”

"Gu Zijun, what the hell are you doing? What are you doing on my head all of a sudden? Jiu Nian raised her head in astonishment, and at that moment, she saw Gu Zijun standing beside her, and she didn't do anything.

She turned her head and calmly looked at Fufeng behind her.

"Is that you?"

"Yes." Fufeng nodded, looking a little disappointed.

Nineteen Nian replied with a smile: "At the same table, I haven't seen you for a long time." You okay. ”

Fufeng wanted to tell the other party that everything was going well, but the next second, he was interrupted by Nineteen Thoughts.

She stretched out her hand and pointed to the group of boys in front of her who were gathered to talk, and she said to him: "The classmates in our class are gathered there, and your former tablemate, Yang Tianxing, he is also there." ”

Fu Feng didn't say a word, he looked at Nineteen Nian, smiled, and then strode towards Yang Tianxing.

After he left, Gu Zijun, who was standing beside Nineteen Nian, asked malily, "At the same table?" Have you two sat at the same table before? I don't have the slightest impression. His action just now, I always feel that there is a little different feeling between him and you. ”

Gu Zijun dragged her head, seriously recalled the picture she saw, and suddenly seemed to think of something, her eyes lit up, and she said to Jiu Nian: "Jiu Nian, you said, your former tablemate, is he a little ...... for you?"

The rest of the sentence Gu Zijun deliberately did not say completely, she knew that with her friendship with Nineteen Nian for so many years, even if she didn't explain, Nineteen Nian would understand what she meant.

"Oh my day! My Gu Daxia girl, will you wake up? I solemnly declare that he is my former tablemate, just a tablemate, understand? ”

"Isn't there a similar plot in the novel. For example, between the same table. ”

She didn't finish her words, but the door of the examination room was open, and it was like a chain drop at a critical moment.

Nineteen Nian urged her to hurry into the examination room and stop talking about some useless things.

"Hurry up and go in, I'll talk about the novel after the exam, my Gu Da Woman, can you bear to let the results of your hard work last night be delayed in the novel?"

"Okay! Nineteen thoughts, you remember to wait for me. After waiting for the exam room, the two of us continued to chat. ”

The voice gradually drowned out in the sea of people, Nineteen Nian looked at her distant figure, sighed helplessly, she climbed the stairs and walked towards the thirty-seventh examination room on the third floor.

……

After graduation, Nineteen Nian has been thinking that no matter how much time has passed, she still clearly remembers a special tablemate she met when she sat in the last row, the boy who acted freely and freely.

After the morning self-study, the bell rang for the end of class, and the classroom, which was obviously more than 80 people, was still out of class, but the classroom fell into silence.

Nineteen Nian lowered her head and walked silently from the corridor to her seat, her seat was in the corner of the first row, if she squatted under the table and lowered her head to pack her schoolbag, it is estimated that no classmate would see her eyes crying red, and no classmate would see the remaining tears on her cheeks.

"If you've packed up, if you've packed up, come out quickly." The head teacher stood on the podium and urged impatiently.

As he spoke, he looked at the boy who was doing the exercise in the last row: "Yang Tianxing, you come out and sit in the first row." ”

At this time, Nineteen Nian had already packed her schoolbag, she lowered her head, wiped the tears on her face with her sleeve, and then put on her schoolbag and stood out of her seat.

The head teacher didn't look at her, and said to her indifferently: "You go and sit in Yang Tianxing's place." Yang Tianxing, come and sit here. ”

Nineteen Nian walked slowly to the last row of seats, because she was very reluctant to sit in the last row, so she walked very slowly, so slow that every step was very difficult.

It is difficult for the class teacher to speak, especially for these students in the class who have not achieved good grades. The tone of his voice, described in a local dialect, is hard to understand.

Nineteen Nian felt that when he was unlucky, he was deliberately fighting against himself even when the class bell rang.

"The class bell is ringing, haven't you heard it yet? The last row is only a little bit away, what do you want to do! ”

Nineteen Nian stuck out her tongue in disgust, and she took a step and quickly ran back to the last row.

Yang Tianxing had just packed up the information books on the desktop, at this time, he was busy sorting out the test papers in the drawer, the head teacher looked at Yang Tianxing, and then at the nineteen thoughts standing beside him, waiting for him to pack up his things, he didn't say a word.

In fact, these things have long been strange. Everything that is happening now is normal, the head teacher has privately set up a cram school outside the school, and all the students in the class who go to the cram school have become the objects of the class teacher's care.

People who have been to cram schools and seen the world, how can you, an ordinary student in the classroom, compare with others. Nineteen Nian secretly sarcastic himself.

Nineteen Nian watched Yang Tianxing carry his books, gloating and leaving his seat, striding towards the first row of seats.

Before leaving, he deliberately rolled his eyes at Nineteen Nian, that kind of look, as if he was despising her to sit in the last row.

After Yang Tianxing left, Nineteen Nian sat on his seat, she threw down her schoolbag angrily, bent over and lay on her schoolbag, buried her head deep in her elbow, and couldn't help crying bitterly.

Oh my God! Isn't it right to dictate words three times? How can you be so unlucky! In the hallway, he was not able to stand in the hallway, and he had to be punished to sit in the last row of the classroom. Obviously, I memorized the words so hard, how could I still write silently! Nineteen Nian cried and complained to herself.

The words of the head teacher clearly came to the ears of Nineteen Nian.

"Remember to invite your parents over in the afternoon, if you don't come in, don't come to school in the afternoon."

This sentence was particularly harsh when it reached the ears of Nineteen Nian, and the tears did not stop for a while, and suddenly burst out of his eyes, and his sleeves were wet.

Although it was winter, the clothes were thick, and the down jacket she wore outside was fine when it was wet, and it would dry after a class, but Jiu Nian didn't think so, she thought that tears were too cowardly, and she didn't want to cry anymore. She pinched her arm hard, forced herself to stop crying, and then carefully raised her head, and the moment she raised her head, Nineteen Nian subconsciously glanced at the classmate next to her.

This class is a politics class, and since the politics teacher is more interesting, the students around me are listening carefully. The tablemate leaned against the wall, staring at the textbook on the desk as if he was pondering something.

All the classmates were focused on doing their own thing, and no one looked at her. Nineteen Nian breathed a long sigh of relief, she opened her schoolbag and rummaged through toilet paper.

After searching for a long time, she only found a piece of toilet paper, which looked crumpled and gathered together, and there was still some dust on the white paper towel.

It seems that this toilet paper has been in the bag for a long time, and it has not been moved.

She didn't believe that there was only this piece of paper in her school bag, she remembered that she had brought a roll of toilet paper before coming to school in the morning, but apart from this paper, Nineteen Nian couldn't find any other paper, at this time, Nineteen Nian remembered that when she packed her schoolbag in the morning, she forgot the roll of toilet paper on the table.

She wiped her eyes with the only remaining piece of toilet paper, but the more she wiped it, the more she felt aggrieved, and the tears fell from her eyes again, and Nineteen Nian lay on her shoulders in despair and continued to wipe her tears with her sleeves.

She had never been so hopeless, so desperate that she couldn't see a glimmer of hope.

Although it is winter, today it is sunny for the first time in a long time, and the sun shines through the glass. The warm sun didn't make her feel a trace of warmth, and all the worst things in the world happened on a sunny day, how uncomfortable it must have been.

Nineteen Nian suddenly remembered the song, the song "I once thought about a hundred". She hummed the song quietly, with tears in her voice.

"I've thought about it a hundred times, too, because there are sea cats screaming on the docks

With the undulation of the waves, carving the past and flying away

I used to think about it because the apricot blossoms bloomed on my birthday

……”

From the gap in her arm, Nineteen Nian saw the table next to her put down the arm that was dragging his head, closed the book, and looked at her, she thought, I'm afraid he is also laughing at himself, laughing at his weakness.

So, Nineteen Nian changed positions and buried his head in his arm again.

Fufeng stopped looking at her, he took out a pack of napkins from the drawer and put it on Nineteen Nian's school bag, he gently patted Nineteen Nian's shoulder, and whispered to her: "The toilet paper is on the table, after you use it, remember to return it." I bought it at the commissary at the school gate, and I bought it for a dollar a pack. ”

She immediately picked up the toilet paper on the table, opened the package, pulled out a tissue, and wiped the tears from her face. Immediately afterwards, she took out the only five yuan left on her body from her pocket, put it in Fufeng's textbook, and said to him, "Do you like to see other people's jokes so much? ”

Fufeng was stunned, and at the end, he remembered that the change on his body had been spent, and there was no change to find her.

He gave her back the five dollars.

"There was no mockery. This dollar is still the money left over from the buns I bought in the morning, and in order to buy this pack of paper, I even ate one less bun in the morning. ”

Nineteen Nian didn't say anything, she casually handed him another five yuan, and said, "I don't have change, you can do it yourself." You can pay me back four dollars in the afternoon. ”

Fu Feng still didn't take it, he said to Nineteen Nian: "Don't cry, you can't change anything, it's better to choose to compromise." You see, even if you're so unlucky now, I'll still ask you for toilet paper. ”

After speaking, Fu Feng took the five yuan from Nineteen Nian's hands, and he said to her: "For the sake of your bad luck today, I reluctantly went to the commissary at the school gate after school to change change for you." I'll give it back to you in the afternoon. ”

Nineteen Nian turned her head, she put her schoolbag back in the drawer, took out the political book, and stared at the blackboard on the podium with a distracted gaze, the chalk words written by the political teacher on the blackboard became very small in her eyes, so small that she couldn't see what was written on the blackboard at all.

The classrooms were noisy and noisy, and the last row was so loud that even the political teacher's lecture was drowned out.

She wasn't listening at all, or she didn't have the heart to do so. What had happened around her since the morning had been bad, and now, even she had become bad.

She was thinking. She seriously thought about how to go to her mother when she got home from school.

She closed her eyes, and at this time, she could think of her mother's serious and unhappy expression, and she could also see that when her mother heard that she was going to go to school for her, she reached out and was about to hit her.

Thinking of this, Nineteen Nian felt a chill behind him.

She took out a small mirror from her schoolbag and carefully placed it on top of the textbook, and her expression in the mirror was not only gloomy, but also a little stiff.

Nineteen Nian reached out and pinched her cheek, and at the end, her expression was still stiff, so Nineteen Nian stretched out her index finger and put it on the cheeks on both sides of her, provoking a smile, she smirked and said: "Mom, the plum blossoms in school have bloomed, don't you like the tenacity and unyielding plum blossoms the most?" Do you want to come to our school to appreciate the perseverance of plum blossoms? ”

"No, no, no!" Nineteen Nian changed her tone of voice, and she timidly said to the mirror, "Mom, this morning, the head teacher said to me, she said to let you come to school in the afternoon. ”

"Still won't work!" She accidentally raised her voice, attracting onlookers from Fufeng.

Fufeng reached out and took away the mirror from the textbook of Nineteen Nian, Nineteen Nian instinctively had to go up and snatch it down, but he stopped him, Fufeng made a mirror to Nineteen Nian I will take it first, and I will return it to you later.

Nineteen Nian ignored him, and she opened the ninety-third page of the textbook, which was about how middle school students should establish correct moral values.

Fu Feng quickly came over, and he pressed the mirror in his hand under the textbook of Nineteen Nian.

"The tone of your voice just now is not good, and you will definitely be beaten when you go back."

"Why can't it be? I said that you, classmates, can you be a little more friendly, can you not always think about destroying other people's good deeds. Fufeng, do you like to see me go home and get beaten so much? ”

Nineteen Nian didn't know what was wrong with her, she thought, she was really angry this morning.

"Nineteen Nian, don't suspect that I am the same kind of person because of Yang Tianxing's ridicule just now." Fufeng solemnly told Nineteen Nian, "I still have basic moral values, I am kind enough to help you, please don't target me with a suspicious heart." ”

After finishing speaking, Fu Feng immediately picked up the water cup on the table and drank saliva to clear his throat.

When he put the cup on the table, Fufu's expression looked very exaggerated.

He stared at the teacup on the table, and his expression was a little regretful.

"Alas, it is now the season when the plum blossoms are in full bloom in the school, and the ancients have a poem that says, 'The fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold'. Today, such a beautiful day, you don't go to your school to enjoy the plum, it's a pity, it's a pity. Speaking of sensationalism, Fufeng looked regretful.

Even the nineteen thoughts on the side were looked at, and she stared at him stunned: "I really didn't know before, you still have such talent." ”

Fu Feng glanced at Nineteen Nian, and he said, "After saying this, the parents will definitely be a little moved. ”

"And then?"

Nineteen Nian's words fell, and Fufeng began to indulge in the plot again.

"Today, the sky is clear, and our homeroom teacher warmly invites parents to come to the school to participate in the plum blossom festival held in our class. Mom, do you want to think about it? ”

"Hahaha!" Nineteen Nian covered her mouth and snickered, "You can't act realistically." It's easy for you to be seen through when you're acting like this. ”

He rolled his eyes at Nineteen Nian again, his eyes mixed with contempt.

"I'll tell you the plot first, and you have to rely on yourself to play the specific process."

"What if my mom doesn't come to school?"

"In the activities of the class, parents generally will not shirk, parents have a better face, if you say that the parents invited to this activity are all students with outstanding results in this exam, your mother will definitely come."

"Good! Even if my mom would come to school, it would have been revealed sooner or later. ”

"But if you were to let her know the truth beforehand, she wouldn't come to school at all. I'm talking about asking you to invite your parents first and then being criticized, not even if you don't even invite your parents, you will be criticized first. Generally, parents have a better face, and in front of so many classmates in school, she will not fight you, at most she will simply criticize you first. ”

Nineteen Nian flipped through the pages of the book in disbelief, she thought, anyway, things have come to this point, and she can't change anything.

In fact, she really wanted to say to Fufeng that what he said was not realistic at all.

But she still couldn't help but say nothing, and it wasn't him who was invited to the parents, so he didn't understand her mood at all.

After school in the morning, Fufeng stopped Nineteen Nian who was about to leave the school gate in the playground, he took off his headphones, and said to Nineteen Nian: "You can try that method when you go back, it should work." ”

Nineteen Nian nodded silently.

"Don't be depressed, you look like this, as soon as you get home, you will be exposed." Fufeng said to Nineteen Nian, he actually didn't want to be nosy at all, after all, he was invited to be a parent, and he sat in the last row, and he couldn't get along.

But when he saw the girl sitting next to him who had been enduring ridicule and crying silently, he seemed to see a poor person who was isolated by the whole class. Pity couldn't help but arise spontaneously, in this complicated mood, he handed her a pack of tissues, and then helped him think of a solution by the way, helping people to come here, it can be regarded as a kind of kindness. Fufeng thought.

"Don't think too much, the day goes by quickly." He said as he put on his headphones.

Nineteen Nian replied perfunctorily, turned around and hurriedly bypassed Fufeng, and walked out of the school gate.

The moment the 1200-minute exam ended, the whole person instantly relaxed a lot, quickly handed over the test paper to the invigilator, and waited for the invigilator to say that he could leave the examination room, and then left the examination room quickly.

Walking out of the examination room, the sun outside had already risen very high, and the strong sunlight on the playground was dazzling, and Nineteen Nian stood under the shady corridor behind the corridor, waiting for Gu Zijun to come out.

The door to the exam room hasn't opened yet, and I don't know when it will open.

Although Gu Zijun was one step later than Nineteen Nian, the speed at which she got off the examination room was quite fast, and as soon as Nineteen Nian stood under the corridor, she saw that Gu Zijun had already hurried to her from the examination room.

"The questions in this exam feel okay, much simpler than our usual mock exams, how do you feel about the exam? Did our Gu Da Heroine's hard work last night be in vain? ”

"I feel like I did okay in the test, I can barely score 60 points?"

Nineteen Nian stretched out his hand to applaud her: "That's good! Last night's hard work was not in vain. ”

"What about you? Didn't you say that the questions were easy this time? Gu Zijun asked her curiously.

"Me!" Nineteen Nian casually shook the plastic pencil case in his hand, "I'm not good at math, and you don't know it, I can add more points to other subjects except Chinese." Alas, forget it, don't mention this. I just got out of the exam room, and it's boring to keep mentioning my grades, so let's talk about it differently. ”