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"I don't know where my father and brother and the rest of my family are, I don't know if they're alive or dead. All I know is that I can only live my life by atonement for my sins, and I have no other delusions. Xue Huai came to a conclusion gently, with a little smile on the corner of her lips.

Yue Tang saw a little bitterness in that smile, and instinctively glanced away his eyes. After thinking about something for a while, she suddenly felt a little happy: "I thought about the people who plotted rebellion and rebellion in the past, almost all of them have been executed, not to mention that the law of this dynasty is not as good as the general horn, unless there is a major crime of rebellion, the clan will be punished, but if it is a child, it can be re-entered into the ordinary civil register after ten years of punishment." You were only four years old when you entered the monastery, that is, you were an ignorant child when your father and brother were punished, and now you are nineteen years old, and you have been atoning for your sins for fifteen years, which is enough. She rejoiced, "If you give me more information about your family, I will verify it for you, and I will definitely forgive you the name of the atoning monk!" ”

Xue Huai's expression did not change in the slightest, and he remembered that the master had told him, "Your atonement is a lifelong thing, and you must not be lazy or rebellious, otherwise it will not only destroy yourself, but also affect others." ”

He remembered that when he was seventeen years old, he was away with Master, and once he smiled and said to the wide road, "Master, if I just run away, no one will find me." ”

provoked the master to be angry on the spot, angrily reprimanded him for having evil thoughts, and disregarded the lives of more than 200 people in the whole temple.

That was the first time he saw Master get angry, and it was also the last time.

Because after that, he never said anything like it.

Xue Huai looked at Yue Tang, who was full of interest, and folded his hands in salute: "General Xie, but I have converted to my Buddha wholeheartedly, so there is no need to forgive my sin." ”

The enthusiasm on his face, the sincerity in his eyes, slowly converged, and melted into a smile that seemed to be indifferent, and he said in a cold tone: "The master can see it naturally, and it will save me trouble." ”

Xue Huai's fingers moved slightly, and soon returned to normal, and Wen Yan said, "Yes, it's not troublesome." ”

"If it's been too long, the general will rest." Xue Huai got up and walked out, and he could feel Yue Tang's gaze on his back all the time, like splashing ink and pouring clouds.

He stood still at the door, did not look back, but asked, "You welcome... Can you be a friend of the truth? ”

Yue Tang sneered: "Why are you asking this?" ”

"The general deceived me by timing me in the city." Xue Huai lowered his head slightly, "Let me mistakenly think that the general wantonly cuts the city and grass, and plays with human life......

Yue Tang interrupted him: "Lied, what's the matter?" ”

Xue Huai shook his head, silently at the door, and said, "The general has worked hard." ”

Yue Tang was stunned, and Xue Huai pushed the door and went out. After taking two steps, I heard her sneer, and I couldn't tell whether it was disdain or complaining, and said, "What do I want that Rausch to do." ”

Xue Huai stood outside the house and slowly raised his head, and the snow fell on his face, cool.

When Hong Ding came to the inner room of the medical hall, Yue Tang was eating. She was able to sit up and eat at the table on the top of the bed, and although she was still a little tired, her face was much more rosy than when she had been lying down.

When Hong Ding saw her like this, his originally solemn face relaxed a little. After a brief salute, he sat across the table, and quickly explained the recent situation, everyone's words and deeds, and the matter of peace in the North Court, seeing that Yue Tang unhurriedly finished eating the two plates of vegetarian dishes and a bowl of rice on the table, and drank a glass of hot water that smelled sweet and delicious, smacked his lips, and said, "I want to drink." ”

Hong Ding was stunned: "Huh? ”

Yue Tang sighed: "I still want to eat roast sheep, honeysuckle meat balls, seafood three pins, roast chicken, beef meatballs......"

Hong Ding: "......"

Yue Tang continued to sigh: "Fried glutinous rice cakes, wine-stuffed balls, mugwort cakes, fried vegetables wrapped in rice, gold and silver silk noodles ......"

Hong Ding glanced at the two empty plates on the table in front of him: "The food in the medical hall is not delicious?" ”