Xiao Ling almost stood on the spot.

Xiao Ziya's words had no beginning or end, but her eyes were full of affection, which made Xiao Ling at a loss.

"What the hell happened?"

Because of the heaviness of the other party, Xiao Ling's tone of voice also carried some trembling nervousness.

Xiao Ziya avoided answering, but looked at Xiao Ling deeply, and the hands holding her hands gradually moved up to her shoulders.

Xiao Ziya's movements made Xiao Ling's entire body feel warm, and the heart surrounded by the warm current was beating uneasily.

"You have feelings for me, don't you? Don't lie to yourself. ”

This sentence woke up Xiao Ling at once, and all the warm currents on her body disappeared in one fell swoop, and they were replaced by a basin of ice water splashed on top of her head.

Xiao Ling immediately rolled up and retreated from Xiao Ziya's side, looking at him vigilantly.

"What the hell are you talking about? You've just died of your wife!! ”

Xiao Ziya's face was instantly covered with sadness: "I have never forgotten this, and it is exactly like this, and the people around me always remember that my wife left me." Xiao Ling, I am not a perfect and omnipotent person, I am not a saint. ”

Xiao Ling couldn't accept Xiao Ziya who had lost his mind like this, especially when the person sitting opposite him was himself.

"What the hell is going on? Who are the people around you? ”

Xiao Ziya was silent.

The cramped space in the faculty lounge made Xiao Ling breathless, and he could only pace back and forth.

"Originally, we were very good friends, but you had to force a little bit of this relationship... I... ”

Xiao Ziya shook her head: "I've had enough of avoiding my feelings. I did this once many years ago, and in the end many people were unhappy. ”

His voice was like a magic sound, so that Xiao Ling had to turn his back.

"Don't say it."

Xiao Ziya's actions today seem to have exceeded his usual boundary. Seeing Xiao Ling's helpless appearance, Xiao Ziya simply hugged her from behind, tightly.

"Wanyu is dead, and I will remember her for the rest of my life. But you and I are still alive, are we going to miss the opportunity and create another tragedy? Shall we get out of here? Leave this suffocating place and go to a vast, grassland-like place, live freely and live our ordinary life. What kind of war, weapons, intermediate, advanced, those things, we don't want them, okay? ”

Today's Xiao Ziya is like a naïve child, saying some impossible dream words. But Xiao Ling was hugged by him so tightly, as if he was infected by his naivety, his whole body was flustered and feverish, and his mind involuntarily fantasized about the situation that Xiao Ziya said.

That paradise, a place independent of this boring world, a place where they can live as they please, without being burdened by society...

Half a minute later, she woke up from that incredible dream.

"That's impossible," Xiao Ling denied, "our lives are no longer just the same as when we first came, and I am no longer the girl who committed suicide by throwing herself into the river for the sake of her children's personal affairs." Now that I finally have a little dream of my own, it can even be called a dream to change the world, how can I give up all this and leave with you? ”

Xiao Ling's words hit Xiao Ziya hard, and he took a step back staggeringly, never expecting that his second elopement trip would fail again.

"You rejected me?"

Xiao Ling couldn't bear to look at him like that, but he still said firmly: "You and I both have greater responsibilities. We shouldn't just cling to our children's personal interests, think about how we can change the world! ”

Xiao Ziya looked at Xiao Ling quietly for a while, and then after a few seconds, the original brilliance in his eyes was all wiped out with Xiao Ling's words.

"I'm starting to regret sending you to this school in the first place. It's changed you completely, you're more stubborn, you're seeing more and more in your eyes, and I'm no longer in your choice. ”

Xiao Ling frowned. She thought that something must have happened to Xiao Ziya, so she said so many irrational words.

So Xiao Ling also took a step of his own, and rarely stretched out his hands and held Xiao Ziya's, just as he held hers just now.

Xiao Ziya was taken aback by this touch and looked back at her.

"What the hell is going on, can you tell me honestly? Maybe it's not as bad as it seems. ”

Xiao Ling said seriously, and that expression was the same as when he was in class.

Xiao Ziya looked at her for a while, and "poof" came out happy.

"There's nothing either. It was just the second time I courted a girl, and it just failed again. ”

Xiao Ling hesitated for a moment: "You, everything you just said won't be serious, right?" ”

Xiao Ziya waved her hand: "You're right, I'm joking with you." ”

Xiao Ziya, who said this, seemed to be completely different from the cowardly and pitiful Xiao Ziya just now, and returned to Xiao Ziya's usual calm and elegant appearance.

For some reason, seeing this seemingly familiar Xiao Ziya, Xiao Ling felt even more unfamiliar.

He still held the cup of cold melon slices in his hand, drank them all, and then waved his hand and said to Xiao Ling: "Open a list of the weapons you need, I will find someone from the command center to get it for you, go through the formal education channel, this matter is not difficult." ”

The topic was coldly reversed here, which caught Xiao Ling off guard.

"Are you, do you want to help me?"

Xiao Ziya smiled bitterly: "I'm afraid this is the last thing I can do for you." ”

After saying this, Xiao Ziya waved her hand and left the faculty lounge, and the long and narrow room cooled down to the point where no one had ever been there.

Afterwards, Xiao Ling spent a long time recalling what happened that day, including every word Xiao Ziya said, but he couldn't analyze the results. She had always felt very uneasy, but she couldn't explain why.

Xiao Ling gave Xiao Ziya a long list, including some strange weapons. Even some Xiao Ling himself didn't see the pictures, but he just saw those lists from the books in the library and wrote them willfully.

She thought that if Xiao Ziya saw this long list, she would definitely feel incredible, and maybe she would come to her and question her...

None of the expected events happened.

Xiao Ziya seemed to have disappeared and was never seen again. However, the list issued by Xiao Ling was answered.

The command center couldn't help but send those weapons, and also sent a person to assist Xiao Ling to operate these weapons and participate in teaching.

This person Xiao Ling never thought of it.