Chapter 105: Suicide note
Ling'er was lying on the bed dizzy, feeling that she should be the pork on the board, she wanted to take the pulse at will, she wanted to feed the food at will, she wanted to feed the medicine and water at will, and there was no disagreement.
The master gave her both hands, and then looked at the tongue and throat eyelids, "Ah Jue, Ah Jue!" Give Ling'er a different recipe and get me pen and ink. ”
"My lord, Ah Jue is not here, or I'll come." Aji is very good at coming to things, and his eyelids are alive.
"Well, yes, do you still grind? Go for it. The master wiped Ling'er to reduce the fever, and the cloth on his forehead was changed and went out.
Sitting at the table and thinking for a long time, I picked up a pen and wrote down a new recipe:
Houttuynia cordata, bellflower, mulberry leaves, forsythia, nepeta, peppermint, perilla leaves, bitter almonds, reed roots, chrysanthemums, licorice.
"You go, take this recipe and get me three pairs of medicines back." Shigong wrote it and handed it to Aji. "What about the Ajue?"
"Ah Jue Gongzi may have gone to get food." Aggie took the recipe and prepared to go out.
"Master, Master, I want to write a letter." Ling'er shouted on the bed: "While you are awake now, let me get up and write something." ”
"You kid, my master is guarding you here, what can you do!" Shigong was angry when he heard her words.
"Even if it's okay, I want to write a letter to my parents, okay?" Ling'er is really worried that she can't do it, even if she doesn't see the last side, she always has to leave a few words for her parents.
She burned it, and she didn't add clothes, and it was very warm outside in the spring and summer, and she wrote before sitting at the table:
Father and Queen Mother:
The child misses you and loves you, but the child is not filial, did not take care of his body, contracted the epidemic, and now it is not clear whether he can survive this catastrophe, no matter what the result is, please don't worry about the father and queen mother, take state affairs as the priority, if the child is not filial piety, all the funerals are simple, don't guard for me, I must ask him to marry a wife and have children, and live happily for the rest of his life; If I really pass away this time, please take the tomb of my ancestor Ma Qirong and bury it with me.
The child is not filial and cannot serve the left and right, which disappoints the parents, and the child's heart for the parents is the same no matter where the child is.
Love your Ling'er.
After Ling'er finished writing, she raised her head and put her tears back, sealed the envelope, and put it under her pillow: "Master, if I really can't do it, please hand over this letter to my parents, thank you for taking care of me these days." ”
"Silly girl! What nonsense are you talking about! "Shigong was half angry, if it weren't for her illness, I would have to give her a few sticks to enjoy it.
"Master, where is Ah Jue?" Ling'er misses him.
"I'm going to get something to eat, and I'm going to give you this conscienceless one!" The master gave him a blank look, and it was estimated that if Ah Jue knew that Ling'er's last words were to ask him to marry a wife and have children, and he would be buried with his ancestors, he would be half angry, "You put away your broken suicide note for me!" Let Ah Jue see some of them messing with you! Shigong glared at her.
"Master, you peek at me writing letters! How can you peek at it! Ling'er kept coughing angrily!
"Well, you didn't cover it, and you didn't say you wouldn't let me see it, why can't I see it with long eyes, I kindly advise you not to let Ah Jue see it..." ”
"Ling'er wrote a suicide note? Why am I angry? Applejack came in and put the tray on the table to find the suicide note: "What are you doing with that thing, you're not seriously ill, you can still get out of bed and write!" What was written? Shall I give you a burial? ”
"Ah Jue, don't make trouble!" Ling'er didn't dare to move on the pillow, for fear that he would find it.
"What the hell did you write, the master said that." Ah Jue looked at Ling'er and then at Shigong.
"I didn't write anything, I'm hungry, give me something to eat, I want to drink porridge." Ling'er forced herself to sit up.
"Don't worry, I'll put the pillow for you...... What is it? Suicide note? Ah Jue wanted to help Ling'er up and lean on the pillow, and he touched it at once.
"Give it back to me! Don't open it! That's my letter to my father, the queen mother! I command you! Ling'er coughed angrily, covered her chest and spoke.
"I'll take a look at it, and I'll seal it for you and put it back." Ah Jue was told by his master that he couldn't do it without looking at it.
"Give it back to me!" Ling'er was about to get out of bed and grab it, "I order you, don't look at it, I won't pay attention to you anymore!" ”
Ah Jue didn't believe her, opened it and looked at it, when she raised her head to look at Ling'er, her eyes were full of tears, and the master still went out when he saw this, and waited for Aji to send the medicine back to decoct the medicine, these two children should have a lot of trouble, and the medicine can't be delayed.
"Ling'er! I can only marry a wife and have children, and I am not worthy to be buried with you? Ah Jue's heart was uncomfortable.
"Ah Jue, you don't understand, Qi Rong went, I didn't guard for him, I didn't go with him, I can't. If I pass away, I hope you can live well, don't be sad, and marry a wife and have children for the rest of your life. Ling'er forced herself to get out of bed, and she almost collapsed, Ah Jue couldn't help but stepped forward to help her and helped her to lie on the bed.
"You lie down, I'll get you porridge to drink." Ah Jue didn't make a fuss anymore, put the letter away, sealed it and returned it to Ling'er, "I'll put it away for you." So he went and fetched porridge to feed him.
He fed Ling'er a bite and ate obediently, the two of them didn't say a word, and after eating, Ah Jue also quietly packed up his things and prepared to go out, "Ah Jue, I'm uncomfortable, it hurts." Ling'er said to Ah Jue.
"What? I'm going to find my master. Ah Jue was in a hurry to get out.
"No, you come first." Ling'er stretched out her hand to ask him to come over.
"You're lying to me again, aren't you?" Ah Jue passed awkwardly.
Ling'er took his hand and didn't let him go: "Compare your heart to your heart and think about it from your side." ”
"I can't change it, I promise that I won't die, I want to protect you and protect yourself." Ah Jue raised her head, afraid that her tears would fall and be seen.
"Then why did you get so badly injured last time!" Ling'er looked at him weakly and said: "Sometimes we fight with God, but we can't fight, what you said is that you are here, you are not there, what do you want me to do?" I'm not here, and I hope you can find other happiness. ”
"If you are not there, I will go with you, and I will not ask others to come and bury with you." Ah Jue was still jealous, "He didn't care about you before, I came later, but he has been buried, don't bother with the soil in the future." If you go, I'll go with you. ”
"Don't talk nonsense!" Ling'er coughed a little more severely: "You're like this, me!" I! Ling'er coughed and didn't come up and fainted.
"Ling'er! Ling'er! Don't scare me! Ah Jue was frightened by her sudden fainting and shouted: "Master! Master! ”
Shigong heard that the voice was wrong, and ran over in a hurry: "What's wrong?" ”
"Look at Ling'er!" Ah Jue pointed to the trembling of the six gods of the faint Ling'er.
Shigong stepped forward to look at it like this, and touched it like that, "I've fainted!" He pinched her again, and said while busy: "Don't always blame her, she is also good for you, you fainted in anger, it's true!" Go decoction go! The medicine sent by Aggie has been prescribed, and it will be delivered in a quarter of an hour. "Shigong thinks it's more appropriate to separate them now.
"Yes, I'll go." Ah Jue drooped her head and left, and after walking halfway, she turned back to look at her master: "Master, she must be fine, right?" ”
"Well, I don't know if I'm going to be angry with you again, it's okay now." The master took his eyes on him.
"I'll go." Ah Jue turned his head and went out.