When I listened to the beggar's uncle's words, I had no more words, and at this moment my heart could be said to be extremely cold. Especially, when I heard that Qingyao was Xuanmu's fiancée.

"Little brother, what's wrong with you?" Uncle Beggar pushed me and asked.

I came back to my senses and grabbed my uncle's arms and asked, "Uncle, is what you just said true?" Is everything you say true? ”

The uncle broke free and said, "This matter has long been spread by the people in the town, and who else will not know." Don't hold on to me, let go. ”

I let go of my uncle's arms in a daze, and I was stunned on the spot again.

"It's such a neurotic, I knew I wouldn't give it to you." The uncle turned to leave as he spoke.

But I still have a hint of fantasy in my heart, and I think it's probably just a rumor.

Then I asked passers-by about Genki and the woman next to him, and almost all of them answered exactly the same as the beggar uncle.

I really wanted to ask Qing Yao and Xuanmu on the spot, but this idea was quickly abandoned by me. What if I ask someone to find out? Did I stare at Xuanmu and tell me that the woman's name was Qianqian, and she was his wife who was about to marry.

At this time, there was nothing left in my mind, thinking back to all the things of last night, thinking about the answers of the beggar uncle and the passer-by just now. At this moment, I felt that my whole world was dark, and I felt as if my life had no meaning.

I slowly got up and walked in the direction of the town's gates. Along the way, I met a lot of people, and those people still saw me dodging, including a lot of Taoist priests. Of course, they are not afraid of me, but they dislike me.

I walked smoothly to the city gate, and near the city gate were still those Taoist priests who asked the Daomen.

"This fool has come out again, and he seems to have seen him yesterday." A Taoist priest who asked the Daomen pointed at me and said.

The other Taoist priests ignored me, and I walked in front of them like an air.

Shortly after leaving town, I came to a wooded area. I don't know where I'm going, and I don't know where I'm going. I don't know where my goal will be, where my path will be.

Now I don't want to look for Qing Yao, and I don't want to know who planted the blame for the death of Elder Daomen on my head, all of this seems to have nothing to do with me at this moment. Perhaps, when I heard that Qing Yao was Xuanmu preparing to get married, I had no goal.

At this moment, my heart was suddenly filled with sadness. I felt like I was in a bag, and at the same time I felt like my heart was hurting, and I was sad. Tears finally flowed uncontrollably at this moment, and I fell to my knees weakly.

"Ah......h

"This stupid boy, why are you crying here?" A voice came.

When I heard that silly boy, I remembered Qing Yao. I think of the village we met, and I think of the place where she guarded me.

I shook my head and smiled bitterly, I don't know why God tortured me so much. It was not easy for me and Qingyao to get together, but I didn't expect that now she has become someone else's wife.

"Haha...... Whining...... Haha...... "I don't know if I'm crying or laughing at this point."

I don't know how long it took, but I finally stood up slowly. My gaze slowly turned to the distance, and the direction I was looking at was the north, the direction in which I met Qing Yao.

Soon after, I began to walk aimlessly, and I don't know how many days I walked or how long I walked. The only money I had left along the way was bought wine and a flute.

I was still sleeping in the wilderness that night, and after I had drunk it all, I threw the flask at the corpse on the side.

The ......flask instantly turned to pieces.

I found the flute I had bought, and began to play it slowly. It's still the familiar tune, and it's still the tune that Qing Yao likes to listen to. Only this time, Qing Yao didn't show up with me.

The moment the song sounded, I remembered the time when I was with Qing Yao. If you listen carefully, you can hear a trace of sadness in the song.

I never expected that in the end, Qingyao and I still couldn't get together. Now that I think about it, it may have been a wrong decision for me to look for Qing Yao in the first place. By now, Qing Yao has completely denied me. And she also changed her name to become Qianqian, and became the wife of Shangguan Xuanmu of the Shangguan family.

I still remember the scene when we got married in this Wendaomen hall, when I held her in my arms, although I was in danger, but I was so happy.

If life could be re-chosen, I wouldn't be choosing to know Qing Yao, I'd rather we were just strangers.

I don't know when it started, but it started to drizzle in the sky. My clothes were getting wet from the rain, but I didn't care.

At this moment, I felt a tightness in my chest, and then a mouthful of blood spurted out. The sound of the flute also stopped abruptly at this moment, and there was no other sound around at this time except the sound of rain.

I slowly closed my eyes, and a tear slipped from the corner of my eye, mixing with the rain that hit my face.

At this time, I feel like I'm tired, I'm really tired. I don't want to go on in this world any longer, I just want to leave this world in this place that I have some memories.

"Silly boy, wake up." A familiar voice appeared in my ears.

I slowly opened my eyes, and when I opened them, a blinding ray of sunlight pierced my eyes. A figure appeared in my eyes, but the sunlight was too dazzling for me to see the man's face.

After a long time, I got used to the sun. At this time, I saw the person clearly, and that person was actually Qing Yao.

I hugged Qing Yao and shouted, "Qing Yao...... Qingyao, don't leave me, I really can't live without you, I ...... Woohoo......"

In the end, I couldn't go on, and I cried as if I were a very young child. I feel like I'm wronged, I'm really wronged.

"Prince Wang...... Wang Gongzi, you don't want to look like this. A voice suddenly came to my ears.

I hurriedly opened my eyes to check, and I realized that it was Susan in my arms.

I looked at Susan in a daze and said, "What...... How are you? ”

Susan looked at me with a blushing face and said, "Just now I heard you shouting Qingyao again, and then I came in, but who knew that you were holding me and not letting go." also shouted that Qing Yao should not leave you, and in the end you cried. ”

I subconsciously touched my cheek, and I noticed that there were tears that had just fallen.

After that, I looked towards the house and I saw that I was actually at Susan's house.

"How could I be at your house, am I not in the wild?" I asked, turning to Susan.

Susan glanced at me and replied: "Actually, you have been in a coma for a day and a night, when my father went out before, he saw a person lying in the wild, my father stepped forward to take a look, but I didn't expect it to be Wang Gongzi, and your forehead was very hot at that time." Finally my dad brought you back, and you won't wake up until now. You shouted Qing Yao's name many times in your sleep, and we didn't know who Qing Yao was. ”

I shook my head helplessly, I didn't understand why God didn't let me die.

And I lived in Susan's house, where I didn't think of myself as an outsider. Every day I don't do anything, all I do is drink.

When Susan's father and mother saw me like this, they didn't say anything. They asked me many times if something had happened, but I didn't tell me about it. They didn't bother me anymore, and I was still drunk every day, so to speak, and I was living with wine.

And whenever I drank unconscious, it was Susan who brought me back to my room. But I obviously didn't know anything about all this.

As the days passed, a year and a half passed. By this time I was about the same as an old man, my beard was very long, and my hair was casually draped over my shoulders. And in the past year and a half, I haven't said a few words.

If it weren't for Susan's constant grooming and laundry, I think I would be a real beggar by now.

On this day, I was hiding in my room and drinking.

Susan's voice suddenly came from outside the door: "Chu Yan, come quickly." Come out and see, it's snowing. ”

I didn't make any movements, just lying on the bed and pouring wine into my mouth.

"Squeak......" My door was pushed open, and Susan walked in.

As soon as Susan came in, she took my hand and pulled me outside, and she said while pulling me: "Let's go, Chu Yan, don't hold it in the house, the wine is not so good, let's go see the snow." ”

In this way, I was dragged out of the room by Susan. As soon as I walked out of the room, I saw a snow-white patch.

At this time, everything I could see was basically covered by heavy snow, and snowflakes were still falling in the sky. I slowly reached out and grabbed a slice, but before I could look at it, it began to melt.

I opened my mouth and said in a somewhat hoarse voice, "Okay...... It's beautiful. ”

Susan laughed like a silver bell beside me and said, "Oh, I'll just say it, you still don't listen to me, and you still have to drink in the house." Look at how beautiful this snow scene is. ”

At this moment, a slight smile appeared on my face unconsciously.